Brief comments

Brief comments

John Bjarne Grover

Brief comments for earlier months are given at the end of the page.

19 april 2024:

For a closer study of the possibly important matter of potential plagiarisms - for example for the questions discussed in the article 'The Middle East crisis' - I have looked up the summaries of the 108 episodes of 'The Dynasty' 2017 which I found on the web and correlated these with my 'Der Dornenstrauch' (2009-2015) divided into 108 equal segments - the concordance is presented in the file 'Concordance 'The Dynasty' 2017 - 'Der Dornenstrauch' 2015' which I have published here on my internet page today. As this article can suggest, it is well possible that plagiarisms can be a direct cause of war - and hence it could be of vital importance for the world peace to detect and prevent plagiarisms. It must count as a hilarious situation if it be left to little me to rescue the world peace. If it be concluded that 'The Dynasty' is a plagiarism of my 'Der Dornenstrauch', why hasnt this been brought to attention for a judicial solution - if this could have rescued the Middle East peace?

17 april 2024:

There are reasons to believe that my name could have been invoked by the stabbing in 'Bondi Junction shopping centre' in Sydney. 'James Bond' is a sort of spoonerism on my 'John Bjarne' = 'Bond James', a '[G]rover' could mean a 'LOO' = '007' upside down, a 'jarn-egg' is an 'iron-edge' = a 'knife'. My personal view is that the literary character of 007 James Bond even could have been created with a view to my future name. I am not an agent, though.

I had to open the two emails in the spam directory (of 6 and 9 april 2024) for giving a copy to the relevant authorities - but I have not read them.

I add that if the younger sister does not hide somebody else behind the facade, an idea for which I have little or no evidence, it is not that I am criticizing her of anything. But I have still not got a good explanation why contact with the (original) family brings me totally out of order - therefore 'communications unwanted'. (And it is 30 years or more since I last spoke with her). Could be this detail (which suggests that my head was opened in early days and a part of the brain scissored off) and this evidence tell that there is probably more than only 'something muffins' there. It is possible that there could have been heavy child abuse and that this is the reason why the abuse has continued into my adult age - into the present days - with apparent abuse (uncredited use) of my work.

Today I added this little comment to this article: Commercial for 'Ballodent' from 01:10 to 02:13 (Heide-Steen and Wesenlund sketch from the 1960's) - at 1:58 'Brük Bruhl' (instead if 'Bruk Brühl' = 'use Brühl') could suggest 'Ballodent' = 'Adolf Hitler' with his mass greetings 'Heil Hitler' for the traditional austrian greeting 'Grüss Gott' - but here for 'Gross Gutt' (= 'big boy' - the lifted arms). ('J' on, 'Gr' over?) But the greeting 'Grüsz Gott' is older than Hitler - here Grimm's Wörterbuch, the article on 'grüszen' with evidence of the formula from 1865 - and it seems to go back to at least the 16th century. Therefore, if Hitler constructed his 'Heil Hitler' a la 'big boy' in order to be conceived as divine, it is likely that he used the old greeting and that the greeting still in frequent use is not constructed for Hitler's purposes

To me it seems rather crystal clear that I am the victim of a large project which may have been classified as an 'intelligence project' and which probably consists in the construction of a mythos which is supposed to be used as a false and mocking quasi religion - including a 'nazi madonna' and all that. Of course all parts of this socalled intelligence project must be brought to daylight and be published - a quasi 'religion' which contains intrigue and administrative secrets is only a sad expression of a doubt in the minds of those who construct it. The project will have to be classified as utterly illegal and an international court should have it classified as such and a matter of police investigation. Of course I have the right to get all details without any secrecy clauses. It is also likely that this '1223' phenomenon is a part of the same 'project'. In the mean time, while we are waiting for having it all published in all details, some other country should help me out of the centre of the whirlpool. The whole thing is probably a bunch of lies and seems to contain a lot of terror and an abuse of basic human relations and it is self-evident that it will constitute a heavy burden to the state of the world when we are moving into the new world order of the new information technology.

Jacinda Ardern (then New Zeeland PM) announced in january 2023 her surprise resignation 'no later than 7 february 2023' (because, as she said, she 'had not enough on the tank, it's that simple') and her successor Chris Hipkins was elected already in january. The large earthquakes of Turkey and Syria went off on 6 february - along a line which indeed looks like a 'chris[is] hipkins' (map source). Could this be taken to mean that the earthquakes were planned in advance - if that is technically possible, say, by a secret military weapon - as a giant mock of the 7th poem in my german poetry book 'SNEEFT COEIL' - the synchronic counterpart to the diachronic 'Der Dornenstrauch'? Ah, my german poetry has had a difficult reception history so far, and of course it is important that I move out of the centre of the whirlpool. I am not a 'James Bond[i]' agent whose authorship is under the control of some 'intelligence organization'. Furthermore, if the quakes constituted a 'chris[is] hipkins', would that have been the 'hipkins' of what constitutes the difference between those probably present at the assumed opening of my head in 1957 and those apparently indexed by the cartoons of The New Yorker for the Kennedy assassination in 1963 - the difference being possibly the younger sister's name in 1963 vs my name in 1957? However that be, this phenomenon is likely to be activated with such a letter and brings me in a rather bad mood.

Or is it that such a secret military weapon that could trigger the earthquakes of 6 february 2023 does not exist - but my german synchronic poetry by this example interprets the seismic state of the world in the placenames of the epicentres? But then it cannot be so very bad poetry - say, the 10 poems in the first chapter 'Die Wahrnehmungen'? It is I who have written this poetry, not Tone Grøver.

Is this the problem - that the german societies after WWII still cannot take interesting poetry? Are they still suffering from self-contempt after the war?

I have also a telephone which I use for outgoing calls only - that is of the type 'Brondi'. Would it have been planned that I would have to call for a lawyer? It is 'Drei' who administers the telephone number - the telephone still functions for ingoing but not outgoing SMS.

Tone Grøver once, when we stood at the bookshelf in Labråten, used the word 'nærkamp' = 'close fighting'. It would have been the same bookshelf as where I found the letter from Opdøl.

[18/4-24:] Through the recent years I have suffered from a sort of hernia and have been forced to use a steel spring inside the trousers - a sort of of 'buks-helf'. It could also be called 'pressure in the trousers' = (norw.) 'press-i-buksa' (= 'sharply iron-creased trousers') - as if that should help on the self-esteem.

16 april 2024:

After I had spotted the spam mail from Tone Grøver - in the spam directory - on 12 april 2024, annotated 9 april after the apparent letter of threat of 6 april, I went downtown to try and find a lawyer who could help me forward a letter to Tone Grøver with the message that communications are unwanted. However, it was a little late in the day - closer to 15:00 on Friday - and the first I tried would not take it and the office was closed or the secretary gone for the day. (The first lawyer came just from the toilet, went for asking another and he could not). I therefore would have to wait untill after the weekend. Already on the next day, saturday 13 april, there were the stabbings in a 'Bondi Junction' center in Sydney in Australia and 6 people died. The centre is surrounded by streets with names that could suggest 6 and 9 and april (source). Janne Bondi Johannessen was completing her MA degree in linguistics in Oslo when I was in the first year of studies - a book based on her MA thesis is published (Novus Forlag, Oslo 1990) and contains a chapter called "5. Tonivåregler og -leksikon for norske substantiver". I noticed this 'Tone i vår eggl-ed-er' ('Tone in our oviduct') on background of the stabbing of Inger Johanne Apenes (the old mother of MP Georg Apenes) in probably the same night as Aldo Moro was shot in Rome in 1978. There were these myths that my own penis contents had been replaced by somebody else's - even if I have no good reason to believe so, as far as I know. 'Ed' = 'oath'. Now for the clue: When today I was downtown again for a new search, I was adviced to try the 'Rechtsanwaltverein' ('Union/Society of lawyers', something like that) in Ertlgasse - and that is when I observed the sign outside their door - a door which they shared with 'Bondi Consult' (and several others). Bondi Johannessen died on 15 june 2020 just before her 60th birthday. Now I only hope that it will be possible to find a lawyer who can help me forward the letter.

There was also another mass stabbing in Australia two days after the first - nobody died but 7 people were wounded.

If the Middle East crisis is a result of or somehow relates to my residence in Austria, and, as has been pointed out recently, this crisis could come to end up in world war if it be not tackled appropriately, I do hope that it will be possible (for politics or whoever) to find a solution for me in some other country.

15 april 2024:

The current crisis in the Middle East could perhaps be solvable, as my new article of today 'The Middle East crisis' suggests.

14 april 2024:

More about possible associations to 'Opdøl' and maybe even about the beginning of the 1223 structure in this file.

13 april 2024:

Continueing from 12 april: See also this file for the story (search 'sunday walks') associated with the name 'Hadeland' - the events on a dust road north of Oslo when I travelled to Rome in february 1981 and Gro Harlem Brundtland was PM while I was away from the country. This was also when the story with that car safety belt (in the car accident of Ragna Grøver) took place. Clearly I met the two walkers on the dust road in the forest north of Oslo but I was not involved in shooting people on a dust road in the forest north of Oslo (Hadeland 1981) - it could even have been these mythos elements that could have been invoked with the terror outside Moscow some time ago (9 days before the day when the ukrainian election normally would have been held), in which case the international condemnation of that terror should not be associated with me, say, as a 'døl-ti beast'. It was not me shooting people in Moscow. In fact it happened when Tone Helene Grøver had moved to the Old Town of Fredrikstad (where I lived a few streets away) in probably 1978 that I rejected her a couple of times thereafter when meeting her in the street - I had no other reason for this than a feeling that I wanted to get some distance to the family but since this was not enough reason I took up normal relations again after a couple of such meetings in the street when I did not greet her. Clearly if there should have been another person hiding behind the facade and if the difference could have been visible only in the form of a larger head (of course I had not measured her head so I could not make such claims, and I cannot remember any such impression either), this could perhaps be called 'clocus city hår' - and hence the terror outside Moscow some time ago could in principle be seen as 'expressing' my ideas that 'her head was too big' and hence I rejected her. Why the arson in that terror? If it should mean 'The Endmorgan Quartet' in terms of 2 breasts and 2 buttocks = a quartet of curvatures, the terror could have been about ideas of associating this authorship of mine with her appearance in 1978. Of course it is not she who has written 'The Endmorgan Quartet' - that is my work. In the postcard from her in 2002 I think the word, as far as I remember, was 'location' - she was going to Paris in the context of work with a new book, I think it was written. There were also some notable hate crimes against asians in USA some 2-3 ago, as far as I remember.

For my house in Szolnok there are good reasons to believe that there are water pipes inside the adobe walls and that water can be made to run by somebody else opening a tap elsewhere. Then it is dangerous to use the house since wet adobe can collapse. There is no water or drains installed inside the house - and there is not really any purpose in that before the walls have been checked for this problem and possible pipes closed. But I dont know how that can be done - and if I should find somebody who could do it it is probable that if the house is considered an 'intelligence project' (for which there are also reasons to speculate) such a check would come under the control of those intelligence services anyhow. But as long as there is no drains installed, there is an annual tax or fee to be paid - it is called 'talajterhelési díj' = 'Grundbelastungs-Gebühr', a 'soil burden fee' (not to be mistaken as an 'existence fee'). The annual deadline for this is 31 march, same date as the election in Ukraine should have been if martial law (!) had not applied there.

One naturally guesses that the aim is to try another election there nevertheless - June 2 is a sunday. 'Unilaterality' could then be the concept - and 'uni-ratelarity' would be the R/N variant. A 'university rat' is a socalled academic (I have the expression from Tone Grøver who talked of 'Blindern-rotter') and the 'larity' could be the idea of Rilke's 'Larenopfer', his first published book, could be also relating to the story of the possibly paralyzed woman at the end of the zebras under the 'Ampel' (traffic lights) at Wiener Stadthalle visavis Lutz XXX furniture sellers - could be echoing Hitler's minister of of finance called 'Lutz Graf Schwerin von Krosigk'. I would not take that as evidence that Hitler was a visionary mystic. The story of the woman on the zebra is told in this file, from which it appears that even the names of Adolf Hitler and Heinrich Himmler could have been related to this (possibly archetypal?) event.

But what is '31' of march? See volume 4 pages 995-996 for the 'devanagari A' in the Fatima revelation - the miracle of the sun. At volume 4 pages 986-987 is described how the 'Vollkornbrot' is derived from the 'lapis philosophorum' by three dimensions - a space of revelational character wherein the 'miracle of the sun' took place in 1917, as could perhaps tell a certain philosophy. I personally have no strong opinion on the 'divine' character of this space - rather I could perhaps say that this would be the sort of 'humanoid' space wherein a divine apparition is apprehended - that is how it looks for humans because of their constrained reality - rather than the 'Vollkornbrot' itself being 'divine'. (It must be added that I myself have these pieces of 'Vollkornbrot' and 'lapis philosophorum' from my own observations of 'ex nihilos' - which derived in the context of my writing of 'Der Dornenstrauch'). The devenagari 'A' looking like '31' as an alternative to the 'sunrays' variant of the 'A' could then add meaningfulness to the phenomenon that the Fatima revelations took place on the 13th of each of the months through which it lasted.

See this file for the apparently important role of Psalm 2. Multiplying this 2 with 10 gives Psalm 20 where it seems that several important cues could be found. I recall from Fredrikstad in probably the late 1970's Tone Grøver telling that a friend of her called 'Anka' (her full name was probably 'Ann-Karin') was so fertile that she got pregnant if people only looked at her ('det er nok å se på henne så blir hun gravid'). For Psalms chapter 20, the fourth word of verse 1 (word 1 in verse 2 of another segmentation) could quasi-read in norwegian 'Jeg er Anka Jehova' på Yom/John/henne på Sarah gis hage / i skjegget (in the beard) ved kashem/kassen / kaserne lå hei i Jakov ('Jakobselv'?). 'Kaserne' could suggest 'martial law'. This lax/lay/laz reading could continue: JishlaH ætrka/etterpå mikodæsh / min kone/kode's u mitsiyon / Kina i John - whereafter follows (straddling the end of verse 2 and the beginning verse 3 - these verse enumerations are not in accordance with the OT text of the Stuttgart edition but the words are the same) what can be read as the two words from Celan's poem 'Kaddisch Jiskor/Jitskor'. The Kaddisch then goes backwards, the Jiskor forwards. It is possible that a lot of intrigue could have been piled up on basis of this sort of reading hebrew in norwegian, a style of reading like 'Heimskringla' could have been based on - forming the basis for the feeling or 'sensation' of the need for an antisemitic constitution when the state of Norway was opened in 1814.

As far as I remember, 'Anka' lived on the little hilltop which was one alternative route on the way to school from Kongensgate to Trosvik school in Fredrikstad in 1970-71 - passing over the little hilltop (there used to be a railway level crossing there at the bottom of the hilltop - it is now rebuilt to a subway) before coming to Trara on the way to Trosvik. (The alternative route went closer to the river). I am not sure if I remember it now but believe it could have been either in these streets around Strands vei or the parallel street hereabout maybe - Furumoveien. But I am not very certain about this memory. The little hilltop was not Apenes-fjellet but maybe not so far from it.

I used to associate the dingding alarm at railway level crossings with the Doppler effect when heard from aboard the train with 'fruit soup' in my childhood. Tone Grøver sometimes attacked my telling of such details with 'so do I' - as if she had the same sort of associations or experiences. For example, I told that I sometimes looked down in the street and could not decide if it were a metre or two down there or a hundred or thousand metres - when she immediately said 'so do I' - she had the same experience, she said, something which I personally doubted since she was not so old - or when I told of the nightmare-like experience in half-sleep resembling what I later could recognize in Yeats' "The second coming", she likewise had that experience, she told. If Anka got so easily pregnant when people only looked at her, it could have been about the concept of 'fruit soup' by the level crossing? The level crossing would have been approximately where there is today a subdrive. This is seen at the place when coming down Øyvind Sørensens gate - then one took to the right over the railway line and from there a little street or narrow path up left again up on the little hill there. This little road up the hill is not there today and the level crossing is gone. It is possible that the crossing could have been a little off this spot but not much - and I dont think there was a railway in the air over the main road - rather, the trains were not too frequent.

I wrote a poem once about this 'fruit soup sound' - it was not my habit to write 'about something' but this poem was an exception - it was also reproduced in the legal deposit edition of my Website material 2004-2007 on page 1122:

CHINA PLATE SOUND...

While in the railway carriage he
looked out to see the town
running in harvest metal dance
outside the frame around

the mirror image of his face
staring with teacher look
back at these window youngster eyes
the staring teacher took,

the carriage thundered on the rails
over a level crossing bound
to spread the gatebell Doppler effect
of a fruit soup sound.

I recall that I found the poem of dubious quality because of that 'staring teacher took' - he didnt really take the eyes, did he? But today I see the relevance of this in Tiepolo's "Comunione di Santa Lucia" (source - but see rather this 16 MB resolution) - when I notice that the man who reaches the biscuit out to Santa Lucia - a very sad moment it is that this eminent visual artist has painted - the moment after they have removed her eyes, in the lower part of the image, before her execution - that this man resembles my teacher Even Hovdhaugen, professor at the institute of linguistics in Oslo. But luckily it wasnt that bad - it was only a mirror image. However, some Oslo Accords (search 'Even Hovhaugen') there could have come 'instead of' a research stipend to me. See also this file - search for 'Apostoli vecchia'.

Tiepolo's 'Santa Lucia' is in the SS.Apostoli church in Venice where one also finds Gaspare Diziani's artwork - discussed also in this article for its remarkable relevance for the text of the third secret of Fatima.

This multiplication of 2 with 10 for 'Psalm 20' could have been the background of the 'Szentmártonkáta' discussed under the Brief comments 11 april 2024.

Now for a possible 'clue' in the intrigue: The scissoring of my occipital lobe in 1957 (the skull is intact on this MRT scan and hence the scissoring would have been in my earliest days) would have been the scissoring of what in norwegian is called 'syns-lappen' = 'the visual lobe', while 'syn-slappen' would mean 'the lax vision'. Slap in the face? Armchair philosophy could lend to this the value that the human reality is 'slapp' = 'lax', 'forceless', and hence also the 'syn' = 'vision' would have been 'lax' relative to the real world, also for the revelation in Fatima. If what is 'slapp' also has material 'weight' and hence applies to the socalled 'talajterhelési díj' = 'Grundbelastungs-Gebühr' in Hungary, but taken to be a religious vision, it could be mistakenly applied for the concept of 'Existenz-Gebühr' - which sounds rather 'nazi'. If the vision has weight, there could also be aspects of an attempt to get philosophical materialism under control - could be for the eastern hemisphere - for the same armchair philosopher. (See, though, Tiepolo's artwork for a more interesting understanding of 'material light'). It is told that when the Madonna revealed herself (and the 'Miraculous Medal') to Catherine Labouré in Rue du Bac in Paris in 1830, she was seated in an armchair - it is well possible that this is the origin of the concept of 'armchair philosopher'. The one who took the role of John Grøver in 1969 died probably on 27 november 1990 - which was exactly 160 years after this revelation and exactly in the mirror day to the birth of the youngest daughter Leyla in 1970 of the persian shah around the date of the death of the shah in 1980. If this official date of death in 1990 were not a coincidence, it could even have been about an attempt to approximate the concept of 'divinity' in the quasi-political construction. My speculations of a link to the identity of Adolf Hitler could then apply to the idea of Hitler as a high or top character in the quasi-religious pantheon which there could be attempts to construct.

14/4-24: These are the two spam mails (I have opened none of them). It is seen that the dates 6 and 9 april could make for a reference to cartoons #706 and #709 at the end of this file - the name and the name upside-down. Would the mail of 6 april refer to my 'doctoral dissertation' 'A waist of time'? The cartoons of The New Yorker for 8 june 1992 - that is 1223 before the Beslan school siege - could be seen to contain some cues to my residence in Zinckgasse: The cartoons for 8 june are #441-#461 that year 1992. The first, cartoon #441, appears as an indexation of the phenomenon of a large number of letters to the previous tenant (from a commercial firm) addressed to (the non-existent) 'Zinekgasse', that is, with e/c alternation. (My returning of these to sender annotated with 'no longer in Zinckgasse' did not stop the sending of new ones). The cartoon #446 could be in reference to the buckling parquet, if it is not about flatulence problems (in the lagging 'woodwork'?), while the last, cartoon #461, looks not so good - hopefully not about ideas of a 'doctoral dissertation'. 'Blotter' is norwegian for 'flasher', one who exposes private parts. The discussion under 11 and 13 april 2024 of things potentially related to my poem containing the form 'Szentmártonkáta' could even find a reflex in cartoon #445 - but there were very different reasons for this in my poem. Szentmártonkáta is a station on the railway line from Budapest to Szolnok in fact, as it seems, in the exact mid point - at 50 km out of a total of 100 km railway distance from Budapest. I was not aware of that when I wrote my poem.

Source for The New Yorker cartoons: "The complete cartoons of The New Yorker. Ed. Robert Mankoff. Including 2 CDs with 68647 cartoons ever published in the magazine". Black Dog & Leventhal Publishers, New York 2004.

12 april 2024:

A spam mail with an apparent threat in the subject line appeared some days ago. When I now looked in the spam directory once again, just to check that the world will not send me more of that kind, there was another spam mail there - claiming to be from Tone Grøver. I am not going to open that spam mail either. In 2002 I received a postcard from her announcing her arrival in France - and I later had to leave the country because of circumstances I could not find out of, or rather because I could not find out of the circumstances. Gro Harlem Brundtland later seemed to have taken up residence there 'instead', so to speak. These things happened when Colin Luther Powell was US secretary of state. He died in 2021.

I hope to regain peace of mind within not too long time. Communications from the family are unwanted.

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Clearly if Tone Helene Grøver should have been John F.Kennedy, an idea which there could be a mythological basis for, these data would have been relevant to the story. If Kennedy were present as the masturbator at an assumed opening of my head in 1957, he would have added a little piece of sperm to my one cortex while a little piece was scissored off from the cortex on the other side - as for this 'instead' function which seems to be the essence of the 'dirty beast' mythology. Cp. the 'døl-ti-beast' as for the 'Op-døl' factor of 11 september 2001 by R/L. Clearly since Tone Helene Grøver's name could be seen as present in these data 'instead of' mine in these data for 1957 (via 1223), an email 'spurted into my account' (like that spam mail) could have been taken as a phenomenon which could be seen in allusion to 1957 - potentially also for a role-turning by the idea that I were symbolically the 'wife' of JFK in 1957. It happened not so long before the terror in Moscow some time ago (on Crocus City Hall) that a man passing me in the street said 'ein euro' (or was it 'I neuro'?) in the moment when he passed on my lefthand side, something which left me somewhat confused for a day or so. Clearly the mythology could be something, as being structurally present in the culture. If 'the address of Stoltenberg' (I do not know the address of Jens Stoltenberg in Oslo but he mentioned Krokusveien in an interview on the internet - see Brief comment 5 april 2024) should have been the theme, it could also mean 'naked female upper body' - like those 'Femen' activists - which in principle could be an idea invoked also by the story of Indira Gandhi being on her way to an interview with Peter Ustinov when she was shot - on background of the story of Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen and me visiting Tone Helene Grøver in her home in I think Ribstonveien in Oslo in the late 70's or early 80's - we were drinking coffee in her kitchen - when she suddenly pulled her jumper off and was naked on the upper body before she put another jumper on. PESJ seemed to pretend like nothing and I have earlier associated this event with the name of Peter Ustinov ('Peter used to some off') - for the reason why there could be some associations to the name of Tone Helene Grøver in the context of the death of Indira Gandhi - I think that was a few years later. 'Ribstonveien' would also be a name of address calling for that association. 'Szív' is hungarian for 'heart' while 'szíj' means 'band, strap' like that car belt ('selen', which also is ancient greek for 'moon') that snapped for Ragna Grøver in 1981 and which I have associated with the name of Zelensky. The name of current hungarian foreign minister Péter Szijjártó could suggest that the mythology is perhaps somewhat present structurally in the culture. Is there an 'election coming up in Ukraine'? These days it is about 5 years since Zelensky was elected and there should normally have been a new election about these days.

The account continues under 13 april.

11 april 2024:

Yesterday afternoon I considered, as part of a larger semiotic complex (including 'Szentmártonkáta'), the end lines of DDS IV:9 - from 'Brücken' to 'Rücken' - on the background of the first poem quoted here from Holm - the one called "White spots transfigure the darkness" in its norwegian original. 'Rygdi' can mean both 'horror' and 'wonder' and resembles 'rygg' = 'the back' of the body or a hilltop, often something curved. I recall this poem from school and associated it with the body curved over the soil when harvesting - hence the links to these end-of-poem lines with "Auch Lyrik spricht in gebeugten Rücken". See also the Brief comment for 8 april 2024 with reference to this file in the context of the flooding of Orsk in Orenburg. This morning I travelled past Gumpendorferstrasse station and observed this ad. Had it come up over the night? I dont know when it came up. (This news - also on China Daily - tells of mass shootings in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, yesterday at 20:30 Vienna time, which I think was after I had looked at these lines). (It seems to be an ad for a 2022 production which now can be acquired by streaming from internet). The intersection between Raba and Szava Utca (source) in Szolnok could be what makes for the 'period' of the '(nazi?) madonna' in a concept of 'in the middle of Eisenhower's period' - that is, 20 january 1959. 'Ræva' is a little rude about the behind or buttocks, while 'Saba' is the standard sanitary towel or period pads in Norway, if I have understood it right. 'Så på' = 'looked at'. (My ideas that I in puberty times could have been raped in drugged condition while such a sanitary towel soaked in menstrual blood could have been held before my face for me to breathe through could of course have come from precisely this road intersection in Szolnok - even before I came to the place - see also this file for the 11 year old boy called 'Rhys Jones' who was murdered by a 16 year old called 'Sean Mercer' - cp. Nelly Sachs' typewriter 'Mercedes Prima' - as well as this file - in the file referred to also under 8 april 2024). Search this file for 'saint/sand took the ear out' (cp. also the 'Ohrenburg' complex) potentially relevant also for the name of 'Johan Jørgen Holst' in the context of 'Szántó Körút'). I notice the 'Österreich' in the construction. Of course my poetry should not be used for political purposes - in particular not for such politics as e.g. making a Black Sea Loop go (here from Szolnok to Vienna, it could mean).

Around mid march 2024 I was mumbling for myself in my home that ÖVP could of course sell off the Eurofighters the administration had bought for 2 billion euros (they are probably not really allowed to have them, according to the 1955 Staatsvertrag, if I have understood it right) and give the money to me as reparation money for all the apparent abuses of surveillance data from my life and work - not to speak of this 1223 - and a few days later there were the news that the austrian people would be allocated up to 2000 euros per home unit for which they could apply in order to pay a part of reparation bills in their homes - that is, 2 thousand euros per family in 'reparation money'. But that could mean that the austrian people is taken for me and vice versa. There have also been these 'bonuses' paid to every individual who wants, several billions of euros could have been paid if all wanted. It seems that ''Mr.Gerber' could not really make it this time either, it could have meant - if surveillance data on my humble mumble about 'need for reparation money' had been abused in this way.

Of course I do not in any way support a Black Sea Loop or a persecutional political program of that kind - as far as I have understood or guessed it could be about 'horror' persecutions - and I certainly do not want to see my poetry launched as a propaganda machine for that. I did seek political asylum in 2002 not the least for avoiding that sort of problems. Clearly that could be to cheat the people badly - if they believe that it is a program of a sensual 'wonder' kind (like this 'rygd') and then it turns out - when it is too late - that what they have wanted was taken to be a chemical persecution program of 'horror' kind instead - possibly flooding the country like in Orsk recently.

I am not an agent for anybody and there is no politician in this world who could be entitled to believe that I have written my works for such political purposes. Neither have I agreed to let myself be surveyed or the data abused for such purposes. When I in 2002 applied for political asylum it meant not the least that it is not permitted to ask in Norway if I am an agent and then take an answer therefrom as indication that I am involved in such things. It is possible that this complex should come up in public daylight before it is too late for the people to protest against a wave of 'underearth panic' from the east (welcomed by the people because they believe it is a wonderland of sensuality) intended to turn 90 degrees down on Italy for an 'overearth pane-ic' there - like Mussolini with his 'collection of fasces' in the previous century. (I believed, though, that I have heard or read that the 'fascies' were sheathes of wheat or other corn or cereals collected in bundles and this serving as a symbol of the ancient roman state power). Clearly there are reasons to ask if the construction of Adolf Hitler is going on once again. That would certainly not be in accordance with the people's wishes.

9 april 2024:

The child had been sexually abused by the parents through years and when it finally could escape and sought political asylum elsewhere, the parents claimed that it was nothing really and that they could offer a solution for the child which would compensate well for any problems. This consisted in gearing up the abuse even more for making a 'rocket career' out of it. The propulsion of this career would consist in heightened interests onto the child by the increased abuse factor.

Would this be a good solution? Of course not. The only right thing would be to help the child become independent of those parents and it would be natural that the parents paid the money needed for making that independence possible. But then of course the parents would risk being persecuted by feelings of guilt and shame - and therefore they hoped the alternative 'rocket solution' would be accepted.

It is likely that this 'rocket solution' would be the same as a 'nazi madonna' philosophy - if that consists in turning the conception of the abuse into sellable 'mythos'. Of course that cannot be the right solution.

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'Denys Monastyrsky' - who died in a helicopter crash in Brovary on 18 january 2023
'Denne S-mode har styre-ski' = 'barna' = 'the children' of the nearby kindergarden with the 'J' styreski inside = 'b-J-arna'?

'S-mode' is the new trick of Microsoft Windows 10 and 11 which lends limited authority to the user - for getting that S-mode off you have to open an account in Microsoft, otherwise the system will not allow you to install new programs on your own.

See Brief comments for 20 january 2023 on the helicopter crash - with further comments on 30 january 2023. Briefly, it seemed that the photo of the main part of the rotor (source) from 18 january 2023 could be seen to resemble a fragment (up left) of the artwork of Mathias Grünewald called 'St.Antonius & St.Paulus' which I had discussed in an article on Grünewald on my homepage of 27 january 2023. (It is now listed under this page). I started the work with this article, as it seems, on 18 january 2023 - the copies I made from the web of the artworks have a time point around 10:00 in the morning that day - that would be appr. 3 hours after the helicopter crash - but I had, as far as I remember, studied the Fratelli Fabbri Editori reproductions before I turned to the web for copies for an article. (In fact the draft to the article which I have on my computer tells 27 december 2022 in the headline, but I think that must be a remnant from an earlier file which I used as template for this new article - otherwise one would have to assume that all the dates of relevant images and the article would have been adjusted by hackers later and that is perhaps a little too much - even if Microsoft with its S-mode perhaps could have been among potential interesters. I add that the computer I wrote the article on later collapsed - I think that happened after and not before this article - and I had to buy a new - which turned out to have 'S-mode' which I still have not managed to get off - since I do not want to have an account at Microsoft - so I can in fact not pay on the internet with it if a security code is required. It is probable that there are 'natural' reasons for these dates on the documents on my computer). The conclusion is that I had studied the reproductions in the printed Fratelli Fabbri Editori edition of Grünewald's works - probably a few days could have passed before I converged on the idea that it could be about a 'function 12' artist and started to write the article. This fragment from Grünewald's 'St.Antonius & St.Paulus' could then be compared with the photo I had taken (probably before the helicopter crash) of a car parked in lower Zinckgasse - one would have speculated if it had been hit by an 'implosion' bomb or laser beam or something like that:

The apparently 'styre-ski' controlled high-precision crash

The 'bird' - a detail from 'St.Antonius & St.Paulus'

The car parked in lower Zinckgasse

Assume that I had been working with the Fratelli Fabbri Editori edition of Grünewald's works some days in advance - would it have been Grünewald's 'magic' which downed the helicopter with the interior minister whose name resembled an 'S-mode' slogan for a custody authority on your program installations - or would it have been a 'nazi madonna' mythos tentatively installed by the downing of the helicopter? If the latter, would the photos from the crash have been edited? It is, I would guess, not probable that such high-precision details could have been engineered computationally, even if modern computers probably are quite convincing. See also this video from the crash site - reproduced from this Wikipedia article. Is this story telling of why I do not want to have an account at Microsoft?

This story - if the details from the crash site had been pre-computed for being similar to the graphic reproduction of Grünewald which I studied - for engineering a mythos of a 'magic poet' - could therefore serve as an example of the idea of increased abuse of the child for making a 'rocket career' for a 'magic poet'. Not a good idea, I would say. Clearly it would be a much better idea to pay reparation money enough for the poet to get independent of those who would like to continue the control with the 'career', cp. the 'car-rear' that had been hit by the 'rotor'.

The following was added on 9 april 2024 but the website was down for a couple of hours - now it seems to be back again half an hour into 10 april 2024:

The real story could of course be this one. It is not 'månestyrski'. Ezekiel is fundamental to the christian creed. But a 'nazi madonna' has nothing to do with that.

Not only the Orsk dam has collapsed.

8 april 2024:

On 2 march 2024 I published this file. The day after, I think it was, this photo came up when I opened Windows on my computer. (I dont know if this were only on my computer or if it is the same on all computers attached to the web). It looks like the lines (from Holm's poem) "High up in the mountains, there, under the green, / among crags there's a waterfall". Next there follows the line "I must try to break through the dam". There was a presidential election in Slovakia two days ago - on 6 april 2024. In the slovak language, 'Norway' is called 'Nórsko'. 'Norsk' is norwegian for 'norwegian'. Would one speculate that the dam that broke at Orsk in Orenburg on 5 april 2024 in theory could have been provoked in order to try and influence (without much success, perhaps) the election in Slovakia? 'Luft' = 'air'. But it is also very possible that this 'election meddling' is but a cover for an attempt at involvement in something more relevant.

I am myself and there is no reason to deny me a pension under the pretext that I should be a copy of myself. I know that I am the same identity as I have been since at least march 1958. It is theoretically possible that I could have had another identity before that but I dont think so and it would anyhow not be interesting now.

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Another comment on "Opdøl": The bookshelf in the parents' home resembled the bookshelf in Nelly Sachs' home (source this page) - the one to the left on the upper photo. It had rather small cupboards (appr.like Sachs') at the floor, reaching down to maybe some 20 cm above the floor, and many shelves (without cupboard doors) above it. Nelly Sachs had also been to several years of psychiatric custody in Stockholm, in the first half of the 1960's. My finding of the letter in such a low cupboard (in the parents' home) was most probably between 1967 and 1970. See this file. A 'døl' in norwegian means a person who comes from a region - typically from a 'valley' = 'dal' such as a 'Setesdøl' = 'person from 'Setesdal' but 'Oslodøl' would also be understood as 'person from Oslo' - and hence an 'Op-døl' is a person from 'Op' - or, in other words, 'Ob-männer'?

7 april 2024:

Some time ago I noticed that the pakistanian newspaper Dawn on internet had been 'cordoned off' (R/N?) with an apparently german or austrian cookie request - of the type which you cannot get around without, as it seems, leaving some permissions for others to gain access to your computer.

Today http://www.jpost.com was closed with the message '502 Bad Gateway'. It happened in the early morning on the platform while I was waiting for the tram to the train for Hungary some time ago that a man came and approached me and I avoided him - after which he went away with the words 'badman', apparently as if it applied to himself - as if I considered him a 'badman' and therefore would not speak with him. On my return in the evening, there was one or two ambulances on the same place, I think with flashing lights.

Since I removed the catheter a couple of years ago I have not regained full flow of the urine and it is necessary or maybe recommended to wrap a loopaper around the organ for avoiding spills on the trousers and the floor. This seems to have attracted much interest in some circles. It sometimes happens (in Austria, apparently not in other countries) that some fertile material follows with the urine into the loopaper - which here probably could be taken to be that something 'came with the J'. It could perhaps be called an 'Anschlag' in german and hence if fertile material is included some would call it a 'Terror-Anschlag' = 'terror attack' against the 'loopaper'. This should not be taken to mean pakistanian 'Toilet'-paper for 'Twilight'-paper = the 'Dawn' paper, though. There was in late march 2024 suicide attack in Pakistan at 'Dasu' = 'dass-u' = 'toilet-U'?

I noticed recently that the suicide bombing in Dizengoff Street in Tel Aviv in 1994 was not far from the club of austrian pensioners (here a streetview to their gateway). (Source map). Here from their web page. I was not involved in the Terror-Anschlag in 1994.

The dam burst yesterday in Orsk in Orenburg in Russia about 350 km from 'Sol-Iletsk', spelt almost like 'solb-iletsk'. The www.jpost.com was out of order this morning, but now it is back again - it may have been out for maybe a couple of hours only. I listened to some music on youtube.com yesterday evening - this recording of Mendelssohn trio #2 and since the publisher 'S' or 'SB' seems a little difficult to verify, I afterwards tried to find out if it is legal to listen to such a published recording if it is illegally published but could not find out of it. It seems to have been on the web since 2013, though. (It seems also that youtube.com scrutinizes what is uploaded for copyright - but if an uncertified video remains for years on the web nevertheless, how is that possible? One guesses that some of them could be 'intelligence projects' with 'extended authorities' that have the aim of suggesting that the copyright holder has limited authority to have the video removed and therefore could be an agent for the intelligence services, which then of course would not be the case but it would have a political effect of increasing the public confidence in the relevant administration - which could be as small as a single private person. But maybe there could be other and good reasons as well).

I wrote the following (map details added now) on my home computer yesterday evening:

Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen (PESJ) and Knut Stene Johansen (KSJ) and me once shared (had a feast on) a big beef and during the consumption the conversation steered into a theme which prompted PESJ to reach his arm out to land his hand on KSJ's upper arm near his shoulder and say: "Vi er ikke ute etter bandasjer" (or 'det er ikke bandasjer vi er ute etter') = "we are not out for bandages".

The great earthquake ('beef'?) of Banda Aceh?

The correlate in John 'Jensen' Grøver's life could have been in the 1960's when he took me for a car ride to Bud (a small place at the coast - about 40 km to drive each way) - by this road (from this source) and stopped maybe one or two hundred metres before the little place and reached his hand out (not entirely like he had announced de Gaulle by 'la gloire!' but maybe not entirely unsimilar either) with the words "Dette er Bud" = 'this is Bud', then turned the car and we drove back again. 'Bud' means 'message', cp. the local newspaper 'Romsdals Budstikke'.

Indonesian (by Kramer's dictionary) to test the hypothesis of Banda Aceh:

'budi' = sense, intellect, benefit
'budiman' = intellectual
'budjang' = unmarried bachelor

'pisang' = banana

Hungarian 'pisztrang' ('pisstrang' = 'e må pisse') = 'trout' ('tr out'?), norw. 'ørret' while 'øret' = 'the ear'

Eugene Paisseau = Ø kjempesår(Ø giant wound), ÖVP, Ø weapon

PESJ reached his hand not to KSJ's ear but just underneath - 'it is not bananas we are out for' - could be like the servant/disciple (indonesian 'budak') of Jesus took the ear up from the ground ('Ohrenburg'?) and put it back in place on the servant

budak = servant, slave
pesta = feast, festival

pesona = bewitchment
pesona non gata = how to avoid being 'dans la rue'?
befridgement of the big beef?

petir = thunderclap - cp Propertius
klappstol (folding chair), klappsalve (burst of applause, folding salve) etc = big beef/brief matters
Popetius?

Banda Aceh
vann-st-and skje = bursting of dam in Orsk yesterday?
pisang / pis-tr-ang

åsk-väder (swed.) = thundertorm, hence thunderclap
hungarian 'tündérbolt' = faerie shop, fesjåp, fashion shop
dunster polster

This is probably an example of the rather infinite possibilities of combinations one can find of such things. Rather uninteresting, I would guess.

Another article of yesterday.

And a spam mail dated yesterday which could look like a threat (I havent opened it).

I received a spam mail also on the day when Conte announced his resignation. I do not believe that the italian leaders are agents for England.

Is this because of the file I published 5 days ago? Does ÖVP appear illegal in light of it - and therefore try to turn roles around with me? It seems that public commercial advertisement still has me on the posters - but not my name - be that for coffee or language courses or whatever. Orsk-Norsk - were there explosives in the dam that burst? It must be understood that such advertisement mobbing is grotesquely insulting and I cannot have anything to do with the society as long as this continues. Has this been going on since I came here? Is it ÖVP who uses public advertisement for turning roles around with me? There is quite a pressure accumulating on me these days, it seems - but if I am the playground of international politics (the secret factor which makes it possible for opposing political views to meet and communicate under the illusion that they all agree very much) it is not me who should tidy up in this. All data in the article are publically available. Dont blame me.

5 april 2024:

I went out today and in the moment when I slipped out the door another man slipped into his parked car and drove away. Clearly a coincidence. Down the street an ambulance parked and a film team seemed to be busy. Were the ambulance there for turning roles around on me after this article? I went the other way and came to the intersecting street where cars were waiting for green lights and I started crossing the street between two of them but when I came to the middle of the road a car that waited for green the other way suddenly sped up (instead of braking) and I jumped across the street and was nearly hit. It was a legal crossing, though. I understood the situation: Since they seemed to turn roles around with me, when I suddenly got in a hurry to cross the street the car driver suddenly got in a hurry to cross the street and sped up as well as he could. He was nearly hit? "It was a legal crossing, though" he may have thought with himself. In a shop I tried to buy some pens but in the moment when I reached for one of them, the loudspeakers sounded 'get a kiw perwission' or something like that - the genre of talkative supermarket hitpop that in principle could have been made instantly on basis of surveillance of the premises - the song goes up and down - so I dropped the pen and hurried out. Then I took the bus down to another seller of pens and when I arrived there an ambulance was outside, just about to leave. I therefore continued up to Westbahnhof and bought some pens there and when I came out an ambulance with flashing lights stood waiting outside.

'Ambulance' = 'I'm bula hans' = 'I'm his tit' (or 'I'm his home/stammcafé') = the theory of a masturbator on my cortex in july 1957? Could it have been Kennedy? (If so, would it be about a euro that could even relate to the terror on Crocus City Hall outside Moscow?) Are these ambulances organized to be where I am coming or is it a series of coincidences? (Yet another ambulance around 15:00 - all this crocus/krokus is not good for me - I seem to be squeezed/threatened on basis of what probably was an early assassination attempt against my life in 1957). I hope of course that the traffic lights and the hurrying car were not 'organized' - that is, that it was not an outright assassination attempt. It is not my person that is the problem in this story. I do not have enough money to find another solution - but the world owes me a lot of money. When do they arrive? The politicians cannot be that childish - that they want me to tidy up in this mess?

I have not peeped in the newspapers but I take it for granted that the austrian news today are brimming over with the scandal of the decade - if not the century - after I published the article three days ago. One should take if for granted that this is the only theme from the beginning to the end in most newspapers today. I havent looked, though. Of course the people must be interested in rescueing their state somehow.

Evening: I went out to collect the two 'gratispapers' that are at tramstops around town:

'Heute' front page
'Heute' page 7
'Oe24' front page
'Oe24' page 4

There were the 'rumours' on the 'inner radio' a couple of days ago: Do you know what Emmanuel Macron won the election by? His name tells "my 'kroner' = 'norwegian currency' in the hand" - which means that this norwegian cannot even have the money in the bank if he is 'dans la rue'. The name of the austrian chancellor Karl Nehammer could comparatively be seen to be about the 'NE' which I discussed in these brief comments yesterday - 'Nairobi ne[d] me[[d] halv-race' - vs. 'Knut Ste-NE Johansen' for that 'Dar-es-Salaam' in the other half of the 'hal[e]-race' = 'tail-race? ('Knutsen & Ludvigsen' - friends of 'the children' = 'barna' = 'Bjarne'?)

My official grandfather Bjarne Eidsvig came from a family of merchants (as I was told in the family - he did not tell that himself) but had not so much money - but when he married Laura Devold it was to marry to much money. He started the oyster farm which is to open the oyster and finding the pearl = money inside. He opened the 'oyster' - put 'Houdini' = 'the head inside' (cp. this ad?) - and my official mother was born 'Ragna Augusta Devold Eidsvig' on 12 may 1929. From my ABC: "In Studs Terkel's study of the collapse of Wall Street in 1929, he asked Arthur A. Robertson - a man with good contacts in the White House and owner of industries in Germany in those days - if he had felt the collapse of 24 October 1929 in advance, and he said that he had felt it in May 1929" - and it seems that the stockmarket decline developed (rain and gusts...?) untill it collapsed on Black Friday which led to the depression for 3-4 years when the inflation zeros were many (untill Hitler came to power in Germany). That was to marry to much money!

And what was she so 'oyster' about? The death of Lenin in 1924?

Is this Bjarne story likely to be only a business story or is it an intelligence project for Hitler?

Tutankhamon was found in late 1922 after Houdini had been in the headlines of the world for a few decades - he could have broken out of even the three coffins Tutankhamon had been confined in when they were opened in early 1923 - and Lenin died in january 1924. Norway's capital 'Christiania' changed its name to 'Oslo' in 1925 - which could have meant that they had to accept something which they pretended that they did not understand anything of. What was it? Was it that they had to accept Hitler and his comrades after the war?

Were Tutankhamon really found a hundred years earlier or so - and the tomb closed again and preparations with Houdini and other gags performed for pumping the mythos up before he was 'found' again by Howard Carter?

Is this my Bjarne name - said to be from Bjarne Eidsvig? The myth that Tutankhamon escaped the three coffins and became the father of one of the passersby on their way to Sinai when Moses led the people of Israel out of Egypt? And hence if my genetic parents are jewish it could be a line of PTRSIM PIK = פתרסים פיך going back to Tutankhamon with his golden mask - the pearl in the oyster of three coffins?

Stop the nonsense and all this mythomania. Politics must not be the same as 'dirty beast' mythomania - which would be the same as racism. If they cannot get this murky complex of entertainment mythomania up in daylight instead of playing on all those strings which the secret intelligences are experts of and which is used for the purposes of terror and monkey business, but need to resort to a 'hidden secret' which they cannot pronounce, then they are not really capable of leading the culture into the era of the new information technology.

The 'NE[d]' = 'down' is hopefully not about that last cartoon for 8 june 1992 = #461 - which is 1223 before 'Beslan' - not 'kislany' (hungarian for 'young girl'). There is an an ad for 'Pomito' up these days.

Does ÖVP signal that they do not understand the data from the New Yorker? That can hardly be the case - it must rather be that they could claim that 'there is something which we cannot tell in any other way than by the series of Obm¨nner'. But that cannot do - like pretending that I should be that 'mystery secret' - like that Tutankhamon hidden deep down into the genes or something like that. It must rather be some other secret hiding in the history. Is it that mirror of Hitler relative to me around the date of foundation of ÖVP? That Hitler is the glorious pharaoh? But that it should be possible to tell out loud. Clearly all this Hitler story must be brought to daylight.

To solve that problem by dumping it on me - for a fate of being homeless and sent back to Norway and things like that - is not the thing. I have applied for political asylum in 2002.

The world owes me a lot of money for all the abuse of surveillance data and plagiarisms in many forms. Probably also child abuse for making power. And when do the money come? Then I need not be homeless. Politics must be able to solve this problem and continue without that 'secret mystery'.

There was, by the way, a somewhat similar situation compared to the one today when I was about to cross the zebras of Hütteldorferstrasse on green light at Wiener Stadthalle some months ago - some time in 2023, I think it was, if not 2022 - when a police car came in high speed probably for some emergency errand and I had to leap forwards to avoid being hit by it. I took it that it was not planned but caused by the emergency errand which gave them the chance to drive on red lights (40-50 metres up the street where there is another zebra).

There was a film team down the street yesterday and probably also this morning. There is a boxer at the end (2:42:49) of Tarkovsky's 'Solaris'. Fjellheim borrowed the boxer dog of priest Karl Hafstad, as far as I remember. Stop the mythomania.

4 april 2024:

(See also comment appended to 3 april 2024).

In the years 1997-2008 I wrote The Endmorgan Quartet exclusively on basis of 'inner poetic articulations'. I considered these of being of a revelational character from a consciousness or rationality outside the human reality and hence being of potential interest also for theories of computation for the new information technology. These inner poetic articulations were written in solitude. Then in the years 2009-2015 I wrote 'Der Dornenstrauch' on basis of 'outer poetic articulation', that is, on basis of events which seemed to display traces or reflexes of the 'inner poetic articulations' of my TEQ - and hence which carried some evidence of a link between the inner and outer in the immediately surrounding culture. I wrote these poems of DDS (2009-2015) in social contexts where I could observe the cultural life, mainly by coffees in cafes or coffeepoints or bakers shops where they had an espresso machine and a couple of tables. There used to be females working in these places of social context for my writing. After some time there started occurring males instead of these females - and I have later suspected that it was because the culture felt concerned about these observations of mine - could be somebody felt that I plucked on a string of some inner harp or guitar or something like that - and did not want me to be concerned with the 'control' of the society. Therefore these males where there used to be females, it seemed to me. This unfortunately started spreading apparently under a false pretext of 'gender equality' and has been going through the societies also in other countries - where there seem to have been a wave of males in the supermarket cashiers and bakers shops.

Some time ago I discovered that the many references I had made in my articles to pages in Jastrow's dictionary of talmudic hebrew - such as this article or, say, the end of this article - had been blocked by something putting these pages out of order. I fancied that it was under a pretext that the publication of the old dictionary - probably by far beyond copyright expiry time - was not sufficiently well equipped with 'copyright credits' - but I also fancied that this would have been only a pale pretext for making problems for my articles. Could be somebody felt that my articles were 'too good' for a quasi-political program which aimed at showing that my work is 'not goodenough' - and therefore have made up some pretexts for blocking these links which are of much importance for studying the articles.

Now today I discover that my comparative study of the enumeration of Emily Dickinson's poetry relative to the enumeration of my The Endmorgan Quartet has been blocked in a similar way - it has all references to Dickinson's poems in the 'wikisource' page - where all Dickinson's poems were reproduced when I wrote the article - but now many of these seem to have been blocked and respond only with 'Wikisource does not have a text with this exact name' - such as when I try to open my link to her poem #248 which takes it to this page (screenshot) (with the URL https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Why_%E2%80%94_do_they_shut_Me_out_of_Heaven%3F). Trying the search link given there takes it to the URL https://en.wikisource.org/w/index.php?search=Why+%E2%80%94+do+they+shut+Me+out+of+Heaven%3F&title=Special:Search&ns0=1&ns100=1&ns102=1&ns106=1&ns114=1 where I find little down the page the link 'Author:Emily Dickinson/200-299' which leads to the URL https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Author:Emily_Dickinson/200-299 which under 248 (screenshot) leads to this page (screenshot) under the URL https://en.wikisource.org/w/index.php?title=Why%E2%80%94do_they_shut_Me_out_of_Heaven%3F&action=edit&redlink=1.

Yesterday I opened some other 'wikipedia' articles on the web and they exposed a call for donations €2 - it said that if all users in Austria give 2 euros each it will suffice.

I have earlier grumbled for myself that the wave of males in the cashiers and bakers shops where there formerly used to be females (starting with my DDS, it seemed to me) is the society's problem 'because you have not paid', as I have grumbled for myself to the invisible 'society'. All these advertisements and other apparent plagiarisms in the culture could have cost me a lot - and I have not so far earned a single euro from my authorship and therefore do not have enough money to move elsewhere, and now the matter of retire pension is coming up - and by the laws of the society I am probably entitled to rather substantial reparation money due to such abuse - but they have not paid and that leads to potentially very big problems - compare the theory that Ukraine had not paid for the properties they took over from the russian owners by the declaration of independence in 1991 and therefore they could have started persecuting russians who had indexes telling of these property owners and therefore the war eventually could not be prevented: They had not paid, was the problem - and it could be the same sort of problem the societies face by abuse of my things. This 'wikipedia' action with call for money yesterday 3 april 2024 could then have been a way of turning these things around - could be even in response to the article I published on 2 april 2024, that is, the day before? If the 1223 structure I have described in this article has been about turning the roles relative to me around - and therefore this action yesterday for turning them back again after they temporarily got in place two days ago?

It may be worse than that - if the war in Ukraine has abused cognitive surveillance material from me - that is, like the inner poetic articulations that is the basis for my 'The Endmorgan Quartet' (1997-2008) - in parallel with the apparent abuse of surveillance data from my workdesk and life in public commercial advertisement in Austria - and there are reasons to believe that this is still going on as bad[ly] as in earlier years (I studied a handful or so of the ads up a few days ago and was not in a good mood when I had to conclude that it could be even worse than before) - then the whole combination of possible abuse of cognitive surveillance data in Ukraine ('inner poetic articulations') combined with ordinary surveillance data from my workdesk ('outer poetic articulations') could have been a largescaled attempt to hijack the whole concept of mine for the writing of 'Der Dornenstrauch' (2009-2015) on basis of 'The Endmorgan Quartet'.

This phenomenon could be called 'so ein Ding muss ich auch haben' - and I repeat here the comment I made under 11 march 2024 - in the context of the discussion of the apparent 'homo wave' as being a misunderstood result of the apparently heavy propaganda against Hans-Henrik Holm's poetry (would the US radio-and-TV-series about villains in 'Gunsmoke' have been based on his 3-volume poetic work 'Bygdir i solrøyk' = 'Villages in Sunsmoke'?) - which could have been abused as early as in 1924 by the death of Lenin on background of the fact that the madonna of the 1917 Fatima revelations occurred on a holm-oak in Cova da Iria in Fatima - this being sadly misunderstood today as 'homo OK' or something like that - the quote here goes as follows:

Like they could have been after Holm's poetry, for getting it under their control, the international secret intelligence services could perhaps have been out for getting hold of and control with my 'The Endmorgan Quartet' (1997-2008). There used to be a joke about german culture telling "so ein Ding muss ich auch haben" - this can be feature-turned into forms such as

1) asthma of my map is US history
2) ah! small american shoe - Wuhan is/re
etc

This could explain COVID-19: I found that the pandemic seemed to spread in accordance with country border outlines on the map. It was John Grøver, as he seems to have called himself, who told this 'german' formula. Did he mean to whisper that Hitler could have been a briton? [See continued comments under the following 12 march 2024].

There was a car bombing in Azaz in Syria a few days ago. (Now even Reuters use german-language cookie requests?) In hungarian this 'az-az' means 'that's it' when derived from 'ez az', otherwise 'azaz' means 'namely' - cp. the streetname 'Camillo-Sitte-Gasse' not far from here - it could convert by labials-dentals. When I returned from Hungary a few days ago, there were some ambulances on the tramstop at Westbahnhof.

Car bombs are not often in the news these days. Some time ago I mumbled for myself, or was audible for a potential microphone, that if it has already been decided on a high level that the state of Austria will be dissolved due to the inherent nazism in this apparent abuse of surveillance data from my work and life, and hence they have not fulfilled the obligations of the 1955 Staatsvertrag, then it is critically important that the abuse does not continue between this decision and the factual dissolution of the state - 'look at all those car bombs in Iraq after the war - there could have been such a reason' - and that would be an all too heavy burden for the austrian people, was my lonely logic. Such a car bomb could perhaps also be called a 'sur vei-lens'?

In short, it is well possible that the whole matrix of Ukraine-war-strategies (which could have abused my 'inner poetic articulations' by cognitive surveillance - that could of course also have been taking place well before the war broke out - I notice that Zelensky was elected at easter 2019 and the pandemic broke out in december 2019) combined with austrian commercial advertisement (which still seem to be based on or relate to what happens on my home workdesk - at least it seems so for me - that is, 'outer poetic articulations', so to speak) is only a veritable "so ein Ding muss ich auch haben" (compared with my work with 'Der Dornenstrauch') which could have been a part of COVID.

That would be a sad and helpless reception history, one would think. Why not publish the book instead? It is not necessary to 'control' the whole thing? And therefore there is somebody who tries to block the internet for sources which are essential for my articles on the web?

Again, there is a lot of work for me to do by all these problems. Is that the point - to have me sitting here day after day writing about these things? Why isnt there somebody who tries to tidy up in the plagiarisms and other forms of abuse - so that all my work could lead to some of the money which other people have earned from my work? It is probably normal to think that 'we must follow the rules of the game' - but the laws are in fact a much more important rule-of-game to observe. Is it that everybody who could have done something about it are on the 'slippery slope'? That should hopefully not be a necessary conclusion.

Is there somebody who tries to talk with my authority?

The conclusion is that there should be an official and reliable and stable source of what is needed for internet work - including basic and safe programs which are guaranteed free from copyright problems which otherwise could serve to bring people onto the 'slippery slope' and thereby be easy targets for intrigue. 'Free download' does not guarantee that the program (or 'APP') is free from copyright claims. An official platform which contains the needed resources - including also all sorts of sources such as these Dickinson poems and Jastrow pages and all sorts of links and references that one can know will remain unaltered - should be available. The 'WIKI' program is probably just that - but then the published pages must remain unaltered on the web.

I can repeat that I am not complaining on the housing here in Vienna - on the contrary that could be a reason for not moving away and I have never had a better housing in my life. The problem is not there.

3 april 2024:

It seems to be absolutely critically important for me to move out of Austria. It seems they are indulging in abuse of cognitive surveillance data as well.

Today ambulances arrived and parked outside the house I was going to, just before I arrived there - this happened twice. It was not Rishi Sunak who appeared closer to my home. Reference. Had there been hackers on my email account as well?

It is not I who should tidy up in these matters.

R/N on 'Norway' could also refer to the name of a friend of mine from high school 1973 'Knut Stene Johansen' which then turns into 'krutts terre og hasjen' = 'gunpowder's terror and the cannabis' - the phonology suggesting a secret agent on drugs. R/N on 'pension' could likewise suggest 'person' (or 'persian') - as for 'Propertius' the elegies of whom could invoke the idea of 'a doll fitler'? The 'Pentium' pro-cessor? 'Johr Gnoven' - 'gjorde ikke noe ven'-ding - 'did not make friends', 'did not turn around'. ('Did not make enemies'?) 'Was not a structuralist'? Reference to Per Borten - the sketch based on the idea that a prime minister must be able to tell lies. I am not a liar, for example about 'the octogon'. Story from Pakistan a few days after I had donated my then 3 volumes to Zürich (or 'Zürcher') Zentralbibliothek, who thereafter did not want them after all. As far as I remember, Ragna Grøver told that Arne Næss had climbed Nanga Parbat.

Would the Hamas attack on Israel (of 7 october 2023) have been related to this issue of my retire pension from july 2024 onwards - with that R/N? I notice the bombing of the 'persian' consulate in Syria recently.

If 'gunpowder's terror and the cannabis' should mean 'agent' and if it should turn around on my person by R/N, then it could mean that I should have been an agent - and hence that I could make no claims of economic compensation for abuse (of e.g. surveillance data from my life and work, or abuse of my childhood) or even for a retire pension. Then such a claim could perhaps look even 'funny'. But I am not an agent and never was an agent - however much some intelligence service could have made a paper with a contract and a bank account in Switzerland etc.

Added 4 april 2024: Having mentioned the R/N conversion in the context of the name of 'Knut Stene Johansen' yesterday, I should perhaps add another potentially important conversion of the same kind: I pulled out of the Mah Jong afternoons in probably the second half of the 1980's and was later told that 'Raino Sverre Malnes' stepped in after me. That is a sort of 'relevant connection', perhaps (cp. the socalled Beslan school siege vs Vestlandslefsa) - we were otherwise schoolmates in Fredrikstad, the high school from 1973. R/N conversion on his name gives 'Nairo Svenne Malres' - which comes close to 'Nairobi ne[d] me[[d] halv-race' = 'Nairobi down with half race' - which then could point to one half of the twin bombings of US embassies in Nairobi / Das-es-Salaam on 7 august 1998. If one should assume such a link in the name, then the collapse of the twin towers on Manhattan on 11 september 2001 could have suggested this 'Per Borten' parametre - and hence be pointing to me and not to my younger sister Tone Helene Grøver in the 'mid point'. (I add that the one who called himself 'John Grøver' once in probably the 1970's if not the 1980's mentioned what he called 'lefsebakeri' and/or 'lompebakeri' - the expression was probably supposed to mean 'just any sort of small firm in the bakery branch' but could have appeared a little farfetched as if he tried to find a pretext for mentioning the word. Around 1963-64 or so my uncle Per maried aunt Marte in Trondheim - the family had gone there for the event and we children waited in the hotel room during the event with some babysitter present - I had got as a present a game of chess with a flexible plastic chess board which was rolled up in one half of its box - like a 'lefse' or 'lompe' - while the pieces were in the other half. I dont know who could have been a potential 'reporter' on this event at the wedding of the 'Per'. I think the wedding was before Per Borten started his government in 1965 but I cannot find when Per and Marte Eidsvig married. While I moved out from Kornmoveien (cp. 'Hornaas Musikk'?) on Tårnåsen in early 1986 Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen called and asked if I would be his 'best man' = 'forlover' in his wedding, to which I said no thanks).

2 april 2024:

New article today: '1223' for ÖVP chairmen and the Kennedy assassination. This tells of the interval 12 years 2 months and 3 weeks used for pre-heralding certain political events. The article seems to contain data which could tell that the Kennedy assassination probably would have been 'theatre' only.