18 february 2021

18 february 2021

John Bjarne Grover

The clotheshorse

It is a theory that my 'Caruso' (a poetic work on the male archetype man-on-wagon) is a parallel discourse to the timeline of the life of Caruso. I have counted the words and divided them into the months of his life. In this subdivision, there is in poem #5 the name 'Clayderman' which looks like a counterpoint to the first poem in my 'Der Dornenstrauch' part 3 ('Aufgehängt wie ein Kleiderschrank'), corresponding to the biographic details of the life of Caruso in june 1889:

(1-6-89) the style
of Richard Clayderman reaching the high registers.
These the conditions, at least for a while.

My (1-7-89)

This clearly could apply to the xylophonist outside the window with 'CERCASI MAGAZZINO' near Campo San Leonardo at Guglie - in a rather perfect north-south axis relative to the xylophone or marimba at the linguistics institute of Ca'Bembo. The xylophone at Campo San Leonardo was lifted up on a rack - like a clotheshorse for drying clothes. It corresponds to the age of Caruso when he had just turned 16 years + 4 months. For my own age, that means october 1973 - but if I let it mean 17 september 1973, by subtracting the interval between the death of Rimbaud and the birth of Sachs, that was the month when I exited from the protestant state church of Norway. On the door to the office where I (probably) pressed the finger on the doorbell and cancelled my membership it was, as far as I remember, written

GLEMMEN
SOGNEPRESTKONTOR

'Glemmen' = 'just forget him'. The marimba or xylophone mystery seems to be the bell-jets when the mallet strikes the woodbar - or sinks into it, thereby putting it into vibrations.

'Cancel membership' = 'melde seg ut' = 'melde seg Jud' = 'announce/declare oneself a jew'.

It happened one christmas eve probably a few years later that the family was to the same church of Glemmen for a mass - the church was full of candles and christmas Stimmung, the priest was (probably) preaching on the need for love and care for the weak and poor - when suddenly a homeless entered the door in the back of the church and started yelling. Two muscular pillars of society hopped up and threw him out into the winter cold and darkness again.

This event could in principle have been organized by the 'services' - although it probably was not - for that cancellation of mine. Per Borten had been PM when Paul Celan and Nelly Sachs died in 1970, and he resigned in 1971 on that day which put my 11th birthday in the exact mid point of his ministry.

And what are the lines for the death of Rimbaud (10 november 1889) and birth of Sachs (10 december 1889)? These are the following, from Caruso poem #6:

presents (1-11-91) itself without a written laugh.

Coming up from Clermont Ferrand
one has to drive either this way or (1-12-91) that
as in the binary choice of the carat
that tells the value of a diamond dark.

One's first (1-1-92)

Here is once again that 'clotheshorse' in 'Clermont Ferrand'. See also the amazing parallel between my Danube Island photo #13 and the corresponding image at 00:55:51 from the chinese film:

PTRSIM PIK is perhaps the same as the indians in USA - the tradition started perhaps when it started getting critical. It is a state of the world which is and remains wrong - and if US democrat presidents masturbate on the young brains of Europe, it could be in an attempt to come to grips with the 'problem'. GLEMMEN in the sense of 'just forget him' should not apply to Jesus, I would say. The american problem could be that they do not really have the right to be there. If Hollywood is brimming over with plagiarisms of my work and do not want to pay for it - that could be for giving them a feeling of having a homeland, a territory. 'The beast of blasphemy' could perhaps be the same as a socalled 'Kennedy curse': If a presidential candidate wants to be elected as a Messiah he has couped from some newborn PTRSIM PIK, he cannot really present himself as a true Messiah since he has couped the role, but he could be a Messiah mocker, which would be a blasphemist - and claim that he has couped the role from another blasphemist. Should the 'blasphemist' be paid reparation money for the violations of his copyrights? Or would that endanger the feeling of territorial rights - and would americans really vote for that? Could be GLEMMEN is the tempting solution - 'and he had even cancelled the membership himself'? The jews crucified Jesus and maybe that was the reason for the dispersion of year 70 AD. Were there a Jesus who was 'crucified' among the indians - and therefore the europeans had to come and punish them? Hitler's holocaust could have been for making a parallel in Europe to the indian pogroms - and hence the PTRSIM PIK would have been the resurrected indian. That could be the role which is interesting in USA. But of course all this turbulence would have little to do with reality. Of course the solution is not to dress me up in mythos - the solution is on the contrary to understand that the mythos is something which dubious political interesters have assigned to me. However, there are interesting aspects of the story - but those seem to be more about universal semiotic phenomena (like this clotheshorse) than political history.

PS For Clayderman's 'high registers', cp. also the C-Leaderstrahl.

Added 5 march 2021: The modern version looks perhaps like this: PTRSIM PIK was a program constructed in the early 19th century with a 2 centuries span - with Grover Cleveland about the mid point - and planned to lead up to a Mr.Grover as Scapegoat to be lowered into the hole of oblivion so that the american territorial problems thereby could be considered solved.

It would rely on successful swindle, that means. It is perhaps doubtful whether this really were planned 200 years ago but it is not impossible. However, the swindle program does of course not solve any problems - it only creates more of them - and therefore there is no reason to continue it. Even if the scapegoat be locked into oblivion, the US territory is as before and it is not a matter of access to archives that solves it. The swindle program is based on the compromised conscience of those who have participated in the abuse - and clearly there is the very heavy price that the world will have to remain in the darkness of swindle and lies for making this program function. Of course a new technology cannot be made to function on such a naive basis.

The truth is probably very simple: If the truth and facts of history came to daylight, the american people would feel much more comfortable and secure on their homeland grounds - but some politicians want to increase the diffuse angst looming under the surface of the continent for turning it into power. That could be the reason why they want to pull the whole thing down and keep truth under lock.

Tell the whole truth - that is the only lasting solution.