26 july 2020

26 july 2020

John Bjarne Grover

Some days ago the computer I used for making PDF files collapsed, could be it was shot by a military laser. Without this PDF I cannot register my files at Literar-Mechana - such as this one. It is not nice with this sport of destroying my computers - like in the hospital in Venice.

It was while I lived at Hotel Cortina in Berlin that I got a flat at some Genossenschaft and spoke with Frau Gassilewski (sorry for mentioning the name) there who promised the contract within short - she continued several times promising the contract tomorrow, calling up in the budget department for ensuring that it would be sent today. I finally had to conclude that 'the contract never arrives at all' and had to give up. I lived for a while on a temporary basis in a house in Rhinstrasse, in the outermost peripheries of Berlin, in a region built in probably the 50-60's by concrete slabs balanced up one on another, some of these houses are closed, before I gave up and moved down to Vienna (2004). I could not find a foothold in Berlin.

On https://www.leparisien.fr/faits-divers/paris-l-explosion-rue-de-trevise-en-dix-images-12-01-2019-7986993.php is described the explosion in Rue de Trevise in Paris on 12 jan 2019 - while I was in hospital in Venice. There was a gas explosion in a bakery - could be they baked 'lefse' as it is called in norwegian - a word which also is used in a slightly negative sense about manuscripts or, say, self-published matter of not too voluminous kind. (Since I did not know if I would survive my disease, I sent from the hospital bed an electronic copy of the manuscript to Libreria Editrice Vaticana - and some days later I myself got an email from somebody who wanted me to look at some attached documents - he had apparently borrowed the phone and I had to use another address for the reply - I never looked at the attached documents but sent them later back to the apparent owner, the sender's account - I did not know that they used such strategies in the Vatican and they probably dont - it could perhaps have been from some others - and would it have been related to the gas explosion in Paris?). There is an airport at the small place called Treviso north of Venice - hence 'flyplass' = 'fleip-lass' = 'the joking female' (cp. 'fairp lay' [an ad in Vienna some years ago]). After the news of the gas explosion I wrote in an email to myself:

John Grover
To:John Grover
Sat, Jan 12, 2019 at 10:39 AM
news today of an explosion and fire in a bakery in rue de trevise in paris

on 2 jan i got an email telling

"Dr. Daniele Trevisani ti ha invitato a seguire Dr. Daniele Trevisani - Formazione Aziendale, Ricerca, Coaching"

i tried to find it again but it was gone - but then i eventually found it in trash folder

i have not put it there - i never delete mail

The email had this heading:

Dr. Daniele Trevisani - Formazione Aziendale, Ricerca, Coaching
To:johgrov@yahoo.com
Wed, Jan 2, 2019 at 6:06 AM
Sei stato invitato a seguire Dr. Daniele Trevisani - Formazione Aziendale, Ricerca, Coaching!

etc (text following)

The occurrence of such a 'Trevisani' mail (spam or whatever) was enough to call for my attention after the news from Rue de Trevise - and when I looked for it on my email account it had been removed and was still in the Trash folder. I never delete emails and this had been done by hackers, no doubt about it. Later in the day 12 january 2019 - after the explosion in Paris - the computer blacked out and was gone. The email in the trash folder was proof enough.

When my computer collapsed, that clearly meant that a virus or laser could have done it. The relation to the news from Paris was very obvious. That is when 'Gassilewsky' was the possible reading of the news - since my application there had failed and my application for political asylum in France had failed and could have been a part of the reason why I had to leave the country in 2003. There was this electric pianist with swedish name on the floor above which was the sign that I perhaps should look for another place - I had got the temporary flat by telephone without telling my name and I repeatedly wrote emails to myself about the electric piano problem but it was not silenced. I had asked him if he could use headphones but he said he had 'pupils' and could not. I never found out of it if he really had a piano and started playing very loudly whenever I sat down to work, or if I were only exhausted after the ditch. Nobody told me - that is the current corona epidemic. People are scared.

The virus that collapsed my computer was probably not a corona virus but could have been a responsibility on the later virus if 'Gassilewsky' were the theme of the gas explosion - since I then lived in Hotel Cortina.

These parametres of 'application' could be spotted in the 'hottest' names in the coronavirus epidemic in the first months (France, Germany, Italy, Sweden etc)

The computer collapsed in 2019 only 4 days after I discovered that 1500 euros had been stolen from my wallet there. These were money I had planned to use for finding a new residence in Italy.

I overheard coincidentally that somebody else there seemed to get help from official authorities to find a lodging, but I did not listen intently so maybe I misunderstood.

The hospital could not help me solve the mystery what had happened with the money stolen while I slept - and a policeman came to take a report of it but they have so far not been able to solve the mystery.

A few days ago my 'trekstor' computer fell down (when I moved the chair and the cord was entangled in it) and the sensitive connection plug to the electricity broke. Where to find a new one? That was not easy. It turned out to be the same sort of plug as for the computer that went kaputt on 12 jan 2019 - so I moved this plug (originally on a 5V transformator) over to the new transformator (12V for the new computer) - by attaching it manually. I think the polarity would have been right:

When I plugged this into the computer it should therefore have been exactly as before the plug broke - and the computer had been fine and had worked well on the battery in the mean time. But now the computer blacked out after 2-3 seconds and have been kaputt since then. There is not the slightest sign of response there. I fancied that it had to be because of some sabotage - could be laser such as I fancied on 12 jan 2019. (Virus it could not have been now - the computer was never on the internet). Were there a short circuitry in the plug? But the first computer could still be started and rebooted (probably with this plug and not only batteries) but refused to reconfigure etc. I frequently tried 'reconfiguring' the system etc but it seemed unable to do it.

The new computer that collapsed recently contained the only PDF converter I have - it is necessary in order to make copyright registrations at Literar-Mechana.

The story from Venice seems to be a possible responsibility claim on the later pandemic - including a possible responsibility claim on my failure to find a new residence in Italy. Was it the local 'intelligence services' who were behind this? Who put the telephones out of use every time I tried to use them for getting in contact with housing services (termin was necessary and could only be made over the telephone) - I went from phone to phone (with my walking stick on trembling legs) in Venice but as soon as contact were taken in the other end, the apparatus went kaputt - but it normally swallowed the coins, though.

In short, the story (the 'project') could have been that I had to give up settling in Italy because I could not make it myself with my meagre resources and therefore had to move back to Austria - and if the 'project' included the corona virus epidemic, the question is: Why should they want me to be in Austria during the pandemic?

For once, there is this story with the hypothetical 'Röntgenstrahl' on my cortex from a hypothetical John F.Kennedy in july 1957 - it seems that ÖVP could have been formed essentially on this role of mine since the party was established in 1945, only 80 days after Auschwitz was closed. This is the one aspect of apparently rather heavy abuse story that can create an artificial dependency of ÖVP relative to me.

The other is the possible effect of the story with the 'conception light'. Assuming that Mao died in accordance with MLR july 1976, adding 9 years takes it to july 1985. Adding 9 months to the death of Gandhi on 31 october 1984 takes it to the end of july 1985. Assume that these meet in the end of july 1985 for the 'conception light' (it could have been around those times that I saw it in a teapot for the first time), the birth would be 9 months later - that is, on 31 april 1986. Sebastian Kurz was born 118 days later - on 27 august 1986. It is of course possible to see this 118 as the chinese KUA sign on the wall - with the wipe-out on the right - or as 111 days plus a week for the crossbeam above.

The Eruvin discussions of the crossbeam over the entrance poles could be the story.

The hebrew SHIN letter is the other way - upside down compared with KUA.

This could in theory have been the original purpose with the murders of Mao and Gandhi - or it could have been a construction made later. Of course Kurz could have been made by ÖVP after Gandhi. The idea that my two official sisters could be put in connection with these stories is rather new to me - a few years old only. They could have been 'systematically' related to these things on a level of state chief (Syse 1989?) after Gandhi. The story that Gandhi was on her way to an interview with Peter Ustinov when she was shot is, though, a rather strong indication - Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen and I visited Tone Gröver in her home in the late 70's or early 80's when we were sitting at the kitchen table and she suddenly pulled her jumper off and exposed her naked overbody before she put a new jumper on. Petter was perhaps a little surprised. "Peter used to some off" could be the story. (The 'Femen' movement?) Were this newspiece out soon after Gandhi's death or did it surface later? This idea, that my two sisters (in the background of the cartoon?) were involved in the deaths of Mao and Gandhi converging on a 'conception light' from a quasi 'trans' Madonna, plus the Kennedy story of me of 1957 (there were appr 12 years from the end of april 1986 untill I saw the second 'conception light' in a banknote in London), is the reason why my residence in Austria could be a prime motor of ÖVP. But were it Austria who had organized all this? Of course not - but the answer is probably that it could be a 'Bermuda triangle' including possibly the US democrat 'Kennedy' party and England. The US embassies in Kenya-Tanzania ('Dar-es-Salaam' = 'there is the salami' and 'Nairobi' = 'now it is up in it' = the moment of conception) were bombed with only 10 minutes interval - during Clinton's presidency - on the day 12 years after the death of PAS - 20 days before the birth of Kurz, by the way.

'Petter Andre Syversen' is the name of this PAS. The knockings in the wall had 10 distinct ones - the last two were not well timed. The second after the seventh 'petting'? Could be 9-10 is the step. Hence taking the 9 months as 10 takes it by adding 12 years 2 months to the end of july 1998, when I got the rejection letter from the PhD committee (signed "Oslo/Tromsø 27 July 1998") - I got it a day or two later. Adding 9 days to this could take it to the twin US embassy bombings on 7 august 1998 - symbolizing the conception, that could be. (These bombings plus Omagh - together appr. encoding 'rejected on a political basis' - took place while I was writing my appeal - it was not what I wrote but it could have been). Another 12 plus days could then take it to the birth of Kurz 12 years earlier. I dont know when in july 1957 the hypothetical event with the hypothetical 'Kennedy' could have been - my scissored occipital lobe tells that I probably was opened but not when.

'Tylft' is the logger's unit - 12 timbers - cp. Treblinka - the logger's vision of the Madonna of Lezajsk with the conception light between the trunks. 'Snes' is for the eggs of conception - 20 eggs it means. Öystein Alexander Vangsnes was the other one who got a university doctorate stipend along with me in the spring 1995 - two of the three stipends announced together in 1994 - even he along with me at the small linguistics institute. Siv-Ellen Kraft at religion studies was the third. Vangsnes got his PhD accepted while mine was rejected (when Brundtland was propelled to chief of WHO). His name could mean just

Öystein = the conception light between the trees
Alexander = the other one, not me
Vangsnes = wall-snes = tylft-snes = 12-20

I have done a Great Work with my TEQ and the metres - I had just completed the fourth volume when I went to Italy for a holiday in november 2018 and fell ill, could be simply by exhaustion, and it may well be that this work of mine was contributing to bringing the world on the right way - and then, since I live in Austria under ÖVP government, the pandemic could have served to get my work under the authority of this Bermuda triangle - instead of functioning the opposite way. A great tragedy that could be. It is not impossible that the whole pandemic could have been reduced to a normal flue if somebody had helped me out of Austria in march or april - after the borders were closed and I could not get out by own efforts. What could have rescued the world and its economy from this devastating epidemic could have been if somebody had contacted me:

"Mr.Grover, if you contact the Embassy they can tell you how to get assistance if you need to move out of the country". I go to the relevant embassy and they say that I could buy from them (or another state institution) this place there in, say, Italy (they show me some photos of the place) against 1 euro plus contract guaranteeing them the right to buy it back again for the same sum if I sell or exit - and they could provide a van for stuffing all my things into it and drive it down there - crossing the border with diplomatic licence. If you are interested, they would tell.

I sure would have been interested. This would have been true politics - and it may be a terrible scandal that nobody did - I mean, if indeed this attempted shipwrecking of the global economy were planned since my fourth volume was completed and I was 'resting' (or rather rescued) in the hospital. It looks from the data on the gas explosion in Paris that this residence of mine in Vienna was planned already then as an essential aspect of the effects of the corona virus epidemic now in 2020. That could even have been planned then (by a Bermuda triangle? or international secret intelligence services?) for sucking the values out of my then fresh volume 4.

But it was not this sort of thing - the whole matrix of political intrigue - my work was for!

Is this story the madness called PTRSIM PIK?

The spanish disease (not half the world died but many were ill indeed) could have been because nobody helped Wittgenstein having his first book published. There did not come a second book in his lifetime. Now people are 'trembling in their pants' all over the world - what impressive power! - instead of a sensible development.

It is a matter of some money to me. (It may be that I cannot pay tax without getting serious problems due to the story from 1957 and the abuse effect of it later). My humble savings does not suffice for a home in another country. It seems that the world of finance and banking have been me and my things as long as I were dependent on accept of the application for the next housing contract - and this could have been just the 'theme' of the gas explosion in Paris on 12 january 2019 - but since 2009 I have had a stable home without such problems (or need for accept of new application) coming up and then the markets of the world have calmed down. Everything was going very fine indeed before the pandemic broke out. But around christmas 2019 I discovered this story from july 1957 relative to ÖVP and then I understood that I have to move to another country (since it is not likely that ÖVP, the biggest party in Austria, will be closed) - if, that is, the party is built up in a dependency relation to me via e.g. JFK of july 1957. In the years 2005-2008 I used Bank Austria who seemed to have used some details from my life in advertisement - that threw me into a terrible mood - but since 2009 I have used Erste Bank and they have, as far as I know, never done so and that has worked out much better. But for me to take up a loan in a bank is hazard indeed - not much fishing from my things is needed for the bank to rise to new heights and who can resist that temptation - even if it sends me into a horrible state? But then the only chance left for little me with my humble disability pension is to rent a flat from some private persons - and that throws me into the need for having the next application accepted every now and then - and the banks and finances and businesses are already investing in my next address. That is why they could pretell that I would be back in Austria in 2019 - since I could not find a lasting solution (and all telephones were out of order). But soon after I had discovered the story from 1957 around christmas 2019, the borders were closed due to the disease and I could not get out.

'But you have a house, John, in Szolnok'. It seems that Hitler's 'Aktion Reinhard' (some 2 million jewish lives?) could have been made for this solution, and Oslo terror of 2011 could have been a responsibility claim on my acquisition of it in 2015. There is no water inside the house but there seem to be water pipes inside the adobe walls - some more or less faraway 'service' can probably open the tap and down the roof at any time and crush the dreamer inside. (I had verified with certainty that the water could not come from the roof when I poured out some water over the rooftiles - that absolutely certainly did not go into the house but water ran from the inner ceiling at the chimney nevertheless, a good spurt a few minutes later). If this 25 m² gingerbread house is a 'national security project' (national 'intelligence services'?) on me from e.g. 1970-71 (the year of possible sexual abuse of the young poet with inspirations, when classmate Rita wore bag with 'Credence Clearwater Revival'), planned possibly along with Hitler's 'Aktion Reinhard' (Sobibor, Treblinka, Belcez) and the hungarian 'édesanya' = 'sweetmother' (cp. 'sweetwater' revival) rule of writing the official mother's birthname ('Eidsvig Ragna') on all official documents, of course I cannot live there before 1) the water pipes in the walls are plugged and 2) water is installed. I spoke with a plumber but the next time I spoke with him his hair seemed to have been raised a centimetre or two (silicon under?) and he made strange movements and I met him bicycling rather often.

Trump and Xi called Netanjahu to promised help but he had to return without help. Now Israeli helicopters have attacked targets in Quneitra in Syria again. Is it no way?

It could be about a swap mechanism via july 1957 - and now this recent pandemic. Do not mix me up with ÖVP/Kurz.

It is not permitted to keep such constructions (if that is what it is) off from public attention in a democracy.

The email of 2 january 2019 was allegedly from a "Dr. Daniele Trevisani - Formazione Aziendale, Ricerca, Coaching". The ricerca and the 'so far so good' could be about the story from the PhD in Bergen. But what is this 'formazione aziendale'? I refer to my TEQ #569 (the conception?) signed 'Jeng Agency' and its mirror poem #1151 - not 118!

Yesterday I wrote drei.at on the URL line (I have used '3' for years) and got https://www.drei.at/de/privat/ which provides a 'virginal sail' prompting response to accept of cookies - otherwise one cannot come through. I cannot access their website without accepting their cookies. I dont know if their cookies can consult my passwords and so forth and there is often much to read to find out of this.

Cookies entail the danger of racist segregation and should be voluntary.

Suggestion: Cookies should be totally forbidden on the internet but exist as an optional choice that can be invoked by the user (a standard little field in some corner of the screen) if one wants personalized contents. If some services cannot be done without cookies, the user can be prompted for accept only then - but I would doubt that cookies are necessary at all.

And my life has for years been an endless stream of such internet pages as the present one...