'Bürgersteig'

John Bjarne Grover

I met the norwegian violinist Ragin Wenck-Wolff at a common acquaintance in the summer or was it later 1985 - she was then just about to go to USA, I think to marry bankier Putterman. She was a student of Nathan Milstein who quit his career after a fall which he said injured his hand at a concert in Stockholm not so long after the Palme murder there in late february 1986. Milstein's end-of-career could of course have meant a 'F-Olof Palme' (cp also the Ingrid Betancourt story - I briefly mention also her violin-making brother's studio in my novel 'The Dreamer' - I had gone there to ask for some advice and price on the cello I tried to sell). Now Ragin was a wellknown talent in Norway with a promising career ahead, and a bank bought a Stradivarius which she could borrow on life-time or something like that - I don't know the wording but it could perhaps have been somewhat precise. For example, that she could borrow it as long as she pursued a professional career. If so, what would happen if she one day should come to discover in the violin case that the precious Strad had been replaced with a goodlooking copy? If it had been well insured, and I suppose such insurance costs some money, the problem could perhaps be solved, otherwise she had a problem if she could not afford to repay it to the norwegian bank. Then she would, in order to keep to the conditions, have to pursue a professional career, but clearly she would also have to pretend that she did not notice the difference.

These are political mythos elements only (means only that she had been offered a loan of a good violin) and have nothing to do with the person Ragin or the reality. I add that the murder of Yitzhak Rabin in 1995 (adding to Palme in 1986) in principle could have been about 'Ketchup Ragin' - the story of the authenticity of the instrument. It could of course be about her name in relation to the story of me and the theory of Kennedy in 1957 as contained in the names of the Gandhi family and Aung San 1947. Ragin is probably a norwegian citizen, like me.

Could be the political interest is in the apparent balsa violin which I got from Gröver/'Mengele' after he had been for a trip to Klipra in the late sixties: He said that he had got this violin as a boy in Klipra. Which would have been as Jensen, cp Jessenin. It could be this violin which serves the role of representing the polish word for 'violin' = 'skrzypce'. ('Karol Woytyla' was the original name of the polish pope - he used a 'pope-mobile' after the attempt in 1978).

When in 2006 I travelled through Belarus with a transit visa and stayed for some hours in Minsk before I travelled on, the belarus rubles I had left were hardly enough for the fee for changing them back and I was in good faith when I believed that it was no problem with bringing them with me out of the country - convenient to pay luggage storage etc on a later return. The sum was 29750 rubles. It varies somewhat but the sum seems to be worth something between 2 and 10 euros. If, however, one should make a computation error and multiply the factor wrong way, it could look like hundreds of millions of euros - which could suffice for some 'biz' on largescaled money laundering and things like that. It later appeared (I did not discover this before 2013 or the year before) that a jungle of intrigues seemed to arise from this story and the apparently unsolvable problem - had I returned them to the embassy it could have been classified as bribary etc. (I eventually returned them to the owner the National Bank of Belarus - I had decided on this before Obama's National Parks governmental shutdown was launched but chose to wait untill after the austrian election was over). The 'ad-visa' stamps were on 'border' towns Smargon' and Brest. There was an aircrash in Smolensk wherein the top 100 military and civilian leaders of Poland died - cp. the french 'eagle' on the map with Brest in its nostril. Hopefully not only for this 'polish word'.

There was the story of the informal (official?) request about stepping out from the 'Bürgersteig' after I had brought information to the authorities for care of people under 18 about a possible replacement of a young person with a rather similar one - and I took it for granted that the authorities would very easily find out that there was no problem present. I hope the request (which seemed to be rooted in the observation or 'insinuation' of a difference) would not be about something planned since long for creating second-class people and a basis for a new global class division (for example based on such things). 'Pål Steigan' was leader of the norwegian communist party AKP in the 70's and/or 80's - or even as early as the 60's? (I recall him once with what could have been a Stetson hat). 'Bürgersteig' could have a correlate in 'Arbeitstag', cp. 'Garbage-Tag' etc. There was a leadershift in ÖVP some time after I had met the man-on-wagon crossing the street.

There is the hebrew word 'MiSheNaH' which means partly 'second rank', partly it is the Mishna of the jewish oral law which preceded the Talmud which is composed of the Mishna and the Gemara. Hence it could be possible to trace a 'Bürgersteig' to the beginning of the Talmud which includes the Erubin with the classic fragments which created Hitler in the late 20's.

MaSheNUIaITaH = strabismus.

In 1970 or 1971 I wrote a home essay to school about a bicycle trip (or was it 'a bicycle's story') with the word 'kjedet rö[y]k' (the chain snapped/broke, the chain smoked), which by main teacher Jan Roger Ulfeng was corrected into 'kjeia rauk'. It could have been around the same times as Gröver/'Mengele' told stories in the kitchen and Vibeke Gröver made 'potato balls'.

The story of chainsmoking is the one of therapist Per Mentzen. It happened in probably 1982 autumn or late summer that I was driving with Ragna Gröver and one or two of the sisters from Fredrikstad in to Oslo when Ragna Gröver said that she could recommend me to a therapist she knew whose name was Per Mentzen. I think Vibeke Gröver had been in contact with him as well. I contacted him, or it was communicated to me that it was in order, and I had some consultations with him in his private home office. In those days I could not understand the problem but today I see of course that a therapist could have helped me with essential information if it could be told that the octogon were a political project. However, he did not bring any such information - on the contrary he told me after some consultations that he had been in contact with both of my parents and could conclude that both of them were what is called 'dependent' ('avhengig'), and under such circumstances it often follows that children subjected to upbringing by dependent parents themselves will come to be 'dependent' and this was a condition it was hard to do therapy on and hence he found that there was no need to continue. I was acquainted with the concept - I don't remember from which circumstance - of 'dependent' psychological constitution, doing the same things over and over again, often returning to the same themes in conversation etc, and hence I could understand the point. It was his conclusion, that I had a dependent psychological constitution, and that was all. In those days I could not understand what it meant - but today I conclude that it could have meant that I was 'dependent' in the sense of being an agent, which I was not. Hence the conclusion was very opposite: I could have needed to know that the octogon was a political project, but he told me the opposite - that it was I who was agent.

If the state of Norway should claim that they have informed me about an agency of my official parents, this is all I have got - from a psychologist who said they were 'dependent', but that is a psychological term which has nothing to do with agency.

In late 1986 there was the obituary for Mentzen in 'Aftenposten', telling that he had died from a 'dangerous' disease. I think it was Vibeke Gröver who told me that he smoked 60 cigarettes a day and that Ragna Gröver had been in contact with him before his death and she said he had told her that it was alchohol that had destroyed him - he could hardly talk, I think was the report. It is true that he was smoking in the consultations and at least once I had the impression that perhaps he could be drunk and on one occasion he nearly fell off the chair while waving his hands, but I took that as part of his therapy, as if he represented some potentially difficult aspects of Gröver/'Mengele' or something like that. On some occasion Ragna Gröver (also a professional psychologist) mentioned that things went not so well for him - he had, she said, agreed to sexual relation to some female clients and their husbands had taken this to court.

There is of course the theory - I have no knowledge of this - that Mentzen himself could have been an agent - in which case his ideas about me being 'dependent' and therapy could not help against this could have been a way of turning roles around. If so, the official status of his as a therapist would have made this a quite efficient label.

The consultations were in his home and they were paid by the official health system. Did I fill in some form? I don't remember, maybe I did - but maybe I did in his home office? I dont remember this. I had the impression that he was a well esteemed psychologist. The obituary in Aftenposten confirmed this.

If 'chainsmoking' was the theme, it was the 'set suck onto' of cigarettes which could have been the story. 'The alcohol destroyed him' = 'alkoholen ödela'n'. It is an interesting observation that 'set suck onto' in russian translates somewhat well into a variant of 'alkoholen ödela'n' ('arakna' etc). Which means that the whole history could have meant 'russian...' Or could it simply have meant 'Jessenin'?

'Set suck onto' could also mean the self-sucker and the difficulties with getting it in (such as seems to have been a theme of 'Elvis').

The rock-and-roll of underearth rockpedos triggering disastrous earthquakes around the globe (if that exists) seems to have started possibly as early as 'Elvis' - and it is well possible that the self-suck idea is systematically connected with 'rockpedo' earthquakes - and with Jessenin's poem.

The news on Mentzen's death was in late 1986 and in january 1987 I had the first meeting with the 'Musikus' project. Ole Johan Dahl came dressed for a funeral for a young relative of his, and a young relative of mine ('Hans Frode Nedregård') died some months later. I think it was in 1988 that the new informatics building was ready and the institute moved over and I borrowed an office place of Christian-Emil Ore (who was on some leave) to work at for a while. I shared this office with Dag Disen and my soul sort of decomposed in the course of the year. I notice russian OVTsA (looks like 'ObUA') = sheep, ewe of Jessenin's poem part 3 line 12, 'OVRj' ('Obp6') = small coin, 'öre' (cp. 'Ore'). 'OVYDENj' ('Ob61DENj') = 'on a certain day' - cp. 'Diesen Tag'. Leaders of the project were Ole Johan Dahl and Arvid Voldsnes, names which both of them could find some representation in the russian spelling of 'OVYDENj'. Voldsnes' name even reads backwards, like Jessenin's. Could be the sum of it would come up to something like 'russian agent'. I had come in contact with them via 'NMI' of the state for whom I normally worked. See also the nomination letter of Christian Oftedal - for OVTsA - the two words are adjacent in Vasmer's etymological dictionary (and there could be more words around there). To this comes the 'OBjARj' = 'watered' textiles, 'moirè'. See the late photo of Jessenin - dead or sleeping on the sofa and with a cord around his waist, as if he were 'dependent' on the textiles.

Put differently, could be the plan is - if at all - to let me through in publishing for a brief time and then subsequently claim that it was on background of an agreement in my youth, such as the therapist or Musikus story could have been about. But I am not involved in the angloamerican projects - and I am certainly not agent for anybody - and hope to have my work published for serious study east of England.





© John Bjarne Grover
On the web 20 october 2013