The 'depression'

The 'depression'

John Bjarne Grover

On the apparently ex nihilo piece of matter that looks like a skate there seems to be an apparent 'depression' in the middle:

This 'depression' could perhaps be compared with some 'depressions' that developed on the mid of my nails recently - and which seem to co-occur with some white stripes underneath or inside them:

The white stripes are normally a symptom of arsenic poisoning - but in this case they seem to be a result of the depressions in the nail: Why they developed I dont know - nor do I know if arsenic-induced white stripes occur along with 'depressions' in the nail. There is a 'depression' in the mid of the archaic nail as well:

This archaic nail occurred in my shoe after I had completed 'Stillhetens åndedrag' in 2016: I first believed that it was a small pebble that hid in the corner at the inner sole (and I made repeated attempts with a finger to get it out - but it always escaped) but I found it when I eventually pulled the shoe off and inspected it in more detail - and I could pull the 3 cm nail out with a pair of pliers - here half way pulled out:

It had been hiding slantingly inside the rubber sole and when this was pressed down by the foot there was a tickle of the tip of it against the foot but when the shoe was pulled off and inspected, one could not see it because there was no weight on the sole.

There is also this 'elf' who seems to look up under the shoe for the flower of Ouyang Xiu there - and who thereby could have the chance also to discover the nail-end there:

If he pulls the nail out he can find the depression in its middle - but that is otherwise invisible. This elf was formed on the little green rubber mat I used when conducting (somewhat 'Faustian') experiments with reading my 'Dornenstrauch': I read e.g. poem 50, 53 and 70 - and waited to see if a reflex of poem 73 (fourth corner in a parallelogram) would take shape ex nihilo on the green mat with the centimetre grid - which happened a few times. I found that it was wise not to push such experiments too far - such as that 'Sorcerer's apprentice' did.

Added next day: I searched my files and found the story of the 'inspector': It was on 6 february 2014 that I read poems 'Kinderhilfe' nos. 118, 128 and 138 - and waited to see if a reflex of poem #148 would come up the next day. It did - it is this white clot on the black rubber mat, not the green one. The photo above is with the focus in a particular position - adjusting it just a little makes another face, apparently of Schubert 'en face', emerge as if inside the head of imagination of the inspector:

It was a little later that I found the 'shoe-bert' - the flower under the shoesole. The story seems to be contained in the hebrew and sanskrit verses assigned to KH #148: That is the hebrew of Genesis chapter 10, verse 9 and the sanskrit of Rigveda 1-23-14, 1-18-9, 1-13-8, 1-10-3, 1-6-6. There is a grammatical error ('der Pferd' instead of 'das Pferd') in line 3 of the 4-line poem - this is reflected in the hebrew and sanskrit 1-23-14 of the concept of 'hidingplace' and the opening to it.

Added on 12 may 2019: I could add also the following two photos from my hand around the same times as the white stripes I tell of:

The skin is infected (or it is eczema) in the first joint of the thumb and the second joint of the index (and a little on the second joint of the long finger as well). On the inside of the hand the dryness goes from the mid of the hand root slantingly up to the mid of the palm. It may be that if there is a necessary connection to the depressions in the nails, then it may be the HAND and FINGER which is the real theme more than the NAILs.

Conclusion: The complex of 'depression' could be a symptom of 'arsenic poisoning', and this could mean 'England' in contrast to 'Gallia' and 'Germania' by the periodic system - and notice the role of 'Zinck':

30 - zinc (= 'Austria' with 'Zinckgasse'?)
31 - gallium (= 'France')
32 - germanium (= 'Germany')
33 - arsenic (= 'british/anglophonic supremacy'?)
34 - selenium = Russia?
35 - bromium = Italy? ('Aiutami a sognare')
36 - krypton
37 - rubidium
38 - strontium
39 - yttrium

From this one could conjecture that an economic depression (a la the one that followed the crash on Wall Street in 1929) - to the extent that it means 'white stripes on the nails' - could come to mean 'England'. It could mean that England would come favorably out of such an economic depression (if you believe in these ex nihilo substance matters, that is). But how does that make sense if republican Trump now is trying to 'roll up' the Atlantic ocean (NATO qua Vollkornbrot) by way of his fence to Mexico - thereby imitating the 'skate' in its 'rollup' shape with the depression in the middle? The answer is likely to be that the war in Syria could have been in 'US democrat' interests trying to install the skate and now Trump is trying to get it under control. The Vollkornbrot is not the same substance as the cottony 'skate'.

The ex nihilo 'scapulars' (scapular 1, scapular 2) I have found are 'folded' but extremely fragile and cannot be 'depressed' without disintegrating into powder.

Ex nihilo is not power - it is a highly interesting semiotic phenomenon the knowledge of which should have been available to anybody - but by suppressing this knowledge and stamping the knowledge of the pieces secret it is possible to cheat the people quite a lot - to believe that 'arsenic' is the reason for the 'nail' that held Christ on the cross and things like that. It may be that the Beachy Head fallout on 10 january 1999 now is included in US democrat election preparations - and that they even could be using my book 'SNEEFT COEIL' for such purposes. That would be highly unwelcome - my book could be about the conception (or birth) of Christ but not in that sense of it. It is not impossible that the terror on Sri Lanka was made for such purposes.

The second last chapter in my book is called '20 Gedichte - in September und Oktober' and could be seen to be about the semiotics of numerus or numerality - such as poem #11 in that chapter - the semiotics of '11': The semiotics of numerality is expanded maximally in that chapter - as for a birth of Christ, or rather the first cell divisions - cp. the 'number' and the 'numb'-ness that nearly paralyzed my left side for months and years. The last chapter in the book is about 'touching the body'. The Beachy Head landslide can be seen as a reference in the chapter 'Ich ginge aus zu Breleon' - the angel Gabriel bringing wares (in his 'lanka') from heaven.

But my book should not be abused by way of pirate copies (such as those which the secret intelligence services perhaps can provide) - there exist publishers that know how to make a plurality of legal copies for sale and then they can be bought in bookshops and read and understood - but if it should be used for propaganda means then one has to credit the source explicitly, of course.

Conclusion: There probably exists a catalogue of standard ex nihilo pieces of matter which is used in politics. It should be considered an act of treason to keep it secret - it should be published and be for sale in the bookshops. That will drain the effect of cheating the public out of it and we can avoid an economic depression.

Politics may have been formed in the recent century out of that single point of interest - to prevent that I came to knowledge of the Fatima revelations before I wrote my book. That could have been the background of the secrecy hysteria in politics. But the book is now completed and there is no longer any reason to continue this strange hysteria.

This strange concern of the whole world since Fatima 1917, the task of preventing that I came to knowledge of the Fatima revelations before I wrote my work, has apparently defined all fields of activities: Politics, intelligence, media, business, science, arts... Now the work is written and we can return to the real world - but many will feel that they have been living in such an unreality that it will be a cold shower to return to reality - seeing what enormous lot of work would suddenly appear as worthless. It will be like a terrible inflation... Like a crash on Wall Street... Therefore they hope for a crash on Wall Street instead - for preventing that my books come to be published - and if they succeed in this, the world therewith can continue to live in the mythos that has been built in the last century. But clearly everybody knows that this has to be a vain dream only - so there is no real basis for a new depression a la 1929-1933.