The poetry notebooks lost in 2019

The poetry notebooks lost in 2019

John Bjarne Grover

This file explains the background: On 3 august 2019 I was to a free student concert in Barnabitenkirche in Vienna and forgot my rucksack with 2-3 poetry notebooks inside. The reason why I forgot it was that the last time I was to a concert I had not carried a rucksack. Approximately one and a half hour after I had left the church I discovered the loss and ran back to the church but it had been removed from the bench where I had been sitting. In the following days I spent many hours trying to find it again - I reported it to the police who never responded with any interest - and I was repeatedly to the lost-and-found office. I eventually had to conclude that it would not be retrieved.

It is possible that it was hijacked by possible mafia or 'intelligence' interests - or the combined phenomenon - by an 'intelligence mafia' - since the story is that one of the notebooks was half written and the second half of it was totally blank except for an internet password on the last page. It was probably rather on the minute when I re-entered the church for searching for it that a massacre started in a Walmart supermarket in El Paso on the border between USA and Mexico. I took it that 'El Paso' = the password I had written on the last page and hence it was self-evident that the contents of the notebooks were known in advance by surveillance - and I concluded that it was not impossible that there had been more or less sophisticated intrigues for making me leave the rucksack behind somewhere. Otherwise it would have been difficult to find a gunman to sacrifice himself (and his victims) in the course of an hour or two - in particular if the finder in Vienna first had to scan the notebook for some chraracteristic which could be used, thereby discovering the password on the last page and thereafter contacting the mafia in El Paso who quickly could find a victim to sacrifice himself - in the course of an hour and a half. The story that soon surfaced in the news told that the gunman even had brought his sister who was the first victim - she stood smiling before his gun for being his first victim before he started shooting customers in the supermarket untill police came to the place and shot the gunman dead. This was the version as far as I recall it - if the real story were that some intelligence or mafia person in control of the surveillance cameras drove up to the supermarket and shot a lot of people there before he left and edited the surveillance material, I dont know - such editing can probably also go instantaneously - and the story as it looks today makes no mention of his sister or own death, so I dont know what it was about - but the time point is precise. A similar massacre took place in Dayton in USA some hours later - the other notebook in my lost rucksack had date annotations to the poems, as far as I remember, while the one with the password had not (at least not so many as the other).

Some circumstances made me understand that the relevant authorities of the municipality of Vienna could have considered the forgotten rucksack with notebooks a case of 'garbage' left on the churchbench and that I in principle could be asked to pay a fine of 50 euros for this littering of the common space. Garbage is formally a property of the municipality of Vienna, as far as I have understood, and this could be a reason for my suspicions that the contents of the rucksack had been annexed by a political intrigue in Austria - such as could have been the case with ÖVP in their apparent 1223 relation to me. See this file for another good example - search for 'Alois Mock' - but in light of such evidence, why isnt any public media taking this complex up in a complete report and discussion? If the '1223' data are right, it can be called a 'political intrigue' against my person. I had at that time, in the summer 2019, not yet discovered this 1223 phenomenon - that happened some months later, at the end of 2019, when COVID broke out at the time of ÖVP's election progress in Steiermark or 'Styria' as it is called in english. ÖVP gained +7,5%, greens +5,4%, while FPÖ lost 9,3% and the socialists SPÖ lost 6,3%. FPÖ is probably considered the most 'austrian' political party of some dimension in Austria - perhaps those who seem to be under the least international control. It is of course possible to speculate that this election progress - half a year after the burglary of my house in Szolnok - some time after I had published this article - I discovered the burglary when I came back some weeks later to the house on the day of the 'Hableány' disaster - was related to this loss of rucksack and the possible annexation of it by ÖVP. Had they used it in their election campaign?

COVID could, I have later speculated, have been prompted by that manuscript annexation when my rucksack could not be retrieved. I have speculated that Austria could suffers from a lack of self-esteem in its self-conception of their german language identity - a problem which could prompted an apparent persecutional story by the publication of my two first german poetry books - 'Der Dornenstrauch' of 2015 and 'SNEEFT COEIL' of 2018 - and that this story with the lost rucksack in Barnabiten thereby served to stop the progress of a third book of a similar kind. My german poetry books were not filled with hatred against the german or austrian language - could be that could be slightly at odds with a postwar problem of a literary conduct code - as if some 'self-restraint' has to be exercised in order to prevent that the war breaks out again.

The time since then seems to have been largely about this apparent hijack of the two german poetry notebooks in the rucksack. The earthquakes of Turkey and Syria on 6 february 2023 looked like a series of quakes imitating line by line one of the poems in my 'SNEEFT COEIL' (see 9 may 2023) - if those quakes were man-made it must be called a massive form of persecution of my german-language poem. There could have been some political intrigue of this kind on this story.

Read the first ten poems (including this #7) of the book - the chapter called 'Die Wahrnehmungen' - and you may understand the literary circumstances - it is not the sort of poetry which is normally published in german societies nowadays. Would it be called 'selbst-blamieren' in Austria? Would that mean a justified fear that the war could break out again? See the last word in the first poem - it should normally have been 'wollen' but the grammatical phenomenon is precisely what the poem is about.

I asked the police that - since it appeared from the El Paso data that surveillance data from my lost poetry notebooks existed - if I could get a printout of the lost notebooks. I have not got that. I do not have a copy of the notebooks.

The hostage crisis in Israel could have been this hostage story - the hijacked poetry notebooks which they did not want to return in surveillance format to me. The turkish earthquakes - if they were manmade for a persecution of my poem - could in principle have been telling of a hostage role of my poetry notebooks which I have not seen since 2019. If some of the hostages in Israel-Gaza since 7 october 2023 even could have been targeted - would that have correlated with the lines of my lost poetry notebooks?

That is when the socalled 'garbage' - as the formal property of the municipality of Vienna - is a term which could come to be shifted from the formal definition of this rucksack with notebooks over onto the phenomenon called 'administration' - who thereby will sort under the formal 'property of the municipality of Vienna' or maybe even the intelligence services controlling this formal definition: If the administration had given me a surveillance printout of these poetry notebooks (and that should not have cost too much if such material existed), then maybe COVID or the hostage crisis in Israel could have been avoided? Then why so formal - in the form that maybe anybody else could gain access to the contents of the surveyed 'garbage' - only I could not? If the hijack of the manuscripts were a part of the cause of COVID and the war in Ukraine - what is that political game about if it can be solved as easily as that? The rest of the continent could have asked the relevant authorities to hand over the notebooks or a surveillance copy to me - use of military forces against these austrian authorities 'instead of' the ukrainian for wriggling those notebooks or even surveillance copies out should not have been necessary. I would guess that such surveillance material even could have been easily accessed by intelligence in other countries - who maybe even could use them for keeping track with what is going on in the world of international intrigue - and so it should in principle have been easy to find a solution for returning the manuscript to me. There is perhaps some potential political 'control' mechanism inherent in this 'garbage' label that could come to stick to those who were not quick to prevent the turkish earthquakes by sending a copy of the lost manuscripts to me - and if intelligence aim at controlling democratic elections, it is not impossible that this factor could be at least to some degree at play.

I have speculated that COVID could have been that single thing - that I could not get a surveillance copy and hence the notebooks got under the category of 'hostages' that could be used for gaining votes in democratic elections - such as Steiermark and other following elections. The Steiermark election was completed on 24 november 2019 but the first votes could be given on 15 november 2019 and the first confirmed COVID case was registered on 17 november 2019, according to reports.

I dont think there is any purpose in waiting for Norway or Austria to present such surveillance copies to me.

I have written two german poetry books and the third did not come about. 'Two german' (poetry books) = 'toucha armen' (poetry books) = 'Sighet Toucha armen' = 'Sziget Utca' armen = the Oslo terror 2011. This is what shifts the writing of the poetry - the finger pressing the pen into the paper - over onto the finger on the trigger of a gun in the shooting sprees such as El Paso and Dayton. This 'trigger'-man is contained in the 'three german' poetry books which could have come out of it if the notebooks had not been stolen or 'annexed' by the finders. There was also a trigger in use on 2 november 2020 in Vienna, only a few hours before the presidential election started in USA the next morning.

Since then I have been in desperate need of moving out of Austria for continueing my work - but the 'self-restraint' may be so active there (or do they take it for granted that other people dislike their german language?) that organiozers could hope to be able to gain authority to my poetry notebooks (since there is not so much hatred against the german language there) and for me to apply for an El Paso-port there: For obtaining such a goal they would have to see me with little money and no other chance than applying for a passport. (I notice also the story of the PO Box that was closed in 2021 because they claimed that the annual fee money which I had sent in an envelope did not arrive - would that have been an 'El-Paso-porto' story?)

This story of the fate of my poetry manuscript could sound reminiscent of the circustances of my escape from Norway after I started writing 'The Endmorgan Quartet' in 1997. The first 2-3 books of TEQ were finished when my PhD dissertation was rejected in 1998 - the manuscript to the first book 'Hammerfest' was completed a few days before I handed the dissertation in for evaluation in Bergen. Poetry has a difficult time in Norway. The dissertation was rejected in concert with the bombing of the US embassies in Dar-es-Salaam and Nairobi and the peace conference in Omagh - which meant that the appeal I was writing in the following days could have articulated (by the finger keystrokes) the slogan 'rejected on a political basis' which could have been the 'theme' of the 2-3 bombings. The apparent 'bru-nosed' story from Prague some time ago could be in reference of the name of 'Brundtland' ('brunosed land'), and the Nord Stream sabotage could have served the purpose of turning a 'Gro Harlem' into a 'cook-on-gens' = 'good conscience' - say, for such shooting sprees with 'trigger'-man for a 'three german' poetry books - instead of the 'two german' = 'toucha armen' from the Sighet Toucha which would apply to my ownership to the house. ('Ørmen' is a place outside Fredrikstad where I think there is a rehabilitation centre for alcoholics, if I remember right - 'jeg ha'kke rørt no' = 'I havent touched anything' is an old expression which could have been used by an alcoholic telling that he hasnt consumed any alcohol recently - he is sober). The burglaries of my house in Sziget Utca could have been for the purpose of this role-turning as far as the 'good conscience' is concerned. 'Bru-nosed-land' - the brown cheese is called 'Gudbrandsdalsost', often prononced like 'gubb-rands-dals-ost'. Gubbe = an old man. Gud-brand = god-fire. Date-on, el pass-O. Help-us-O-ver this crisis, Mr. Jesus Bjarne? Førti[d]s ('before normal age' as for early retire pension, could be also about antedated documents) = 'date-on', crisis = the tragic earthquakes in Turkey-Syria of 6 february 2023 (illustration from this source)?

The german grammar of my 'Der Dornenstrauch' (2015) is not for that sort of crucifixion which took place in historic time but maybe for that other mystic one. Would this difference be related to 2-3 turnaround story?

Nelly Sachs and Paul Celan wrote both in german language but only she was a german citizen. Hitler and Himmler were both german, probably. Hitler was born in Braunau-am-Inn ('brunost am inn' = 'Nord Stream' sabotage for the 'good conscience'?) - if that is german or austrian citizenship I dont know, but after 'Anschluss' in 1938 he would probably have been german anyhow. He probably had to be german for being chancellor.

The political trick could be in that if the Kennedy assassination were concerned with my two original custody parents at my birth and some days into life, with a scene of me being lifted up between them - as for the 'Holy Family', it could have been for the eventual turnaround of roles in terms of 'Help us over this crisis, Mr.Jesus-B[j]arne' which means Mr.Jesus-Bjarne (= swapped around with intelligence interests?) helping the people up after the economic crisis 1929-1933 in Germany - when 'Jesus-B[j]arne' Adolf Hitler was elected to be the Saviour who could help them over this crisis. It would have been the 2-3 dimensions difference between protestant Germany and catholic Austria modelled in terms of these 2-3 poetry notebooks and the 2-3 german parents that can have been planned to be modelled by way of the border town of Braunau-am-Inn cp. 'Brunost once again' = 'Brunost no igjæn'. It is possible that this is how Hans-Henrik Holm's poetry could have been abused as well. The strategy of pasting the label of 'agent' onto me - and there have been some reasons to speculate that this could have been going on - could then have been assigned the additional function of pretending that I should have left the rucksack with 2-3 notebooks there on purpose for such uses - which is not true. I am not an agent for anybody.

But it should be extremely easy to stop the progress of this nazism: It is only to tell it out loud the whole story as it is, e.g. in a way such as I have outlined it here. "And then the international intelligence mafia has planned to drive the world economy into a stockmarket crisis around 2029 and the Savior will arise from the ashes of this crisis in 2033 etc etc".

It must be understood than when I have made this discovery about the most fundamental symbolism of the western world, a discovery which is likely to leave deep traces in theologic research in a way which can be of utmost importance even for the new computer technology, it is all and only because of and on basis of my poetry - which, though, has not progressed as it should because of these apparent 'garbage' problems. But it is probable that nothing happens and that those who could have helped me with a surveillance copy could be trying to credit somebody else for this discovery of mine because they plan to abuse me for new apocalypses and shipwrecks of the human society. That of course would lead to only lower self-esteem.

Is there somebody who could help me with surveillance copies of the notebooks I lost in Barnabitenkirch - or even the notebooks themselves? Whatever the law could say about ownership to garbage, it cannot annul my ownership to the intellectual property in the notebooks and there can be no legal use of this intellectual property except by me.