Why my books should be published now

Why my books should be published now

John Bjarne Grover

If you are a publisher or a person who could be inclined to contact a publisher for recommending my work for publication on basis of a 'free peer review', and you just in case take a phone to the 'services' to check out how things are, they may perhaps tell you in a very neutral and apparently dis-interested way that the best for the author is to wait untill Condoleezza Rice (or some other future US president - I know little about US politics - and I dont know if Rice has planned a further top-level career) has become president. There could of course be a trick of resurrection for the stranded author in the name (I don't know if they could have Risløkka in mind - 'løkka' means 'the loop' (or 'field' or 'happiness') while 'sløkka' means 'to quench' or 'the quenched', but I think there is only one 'S' in the streetname, although it is sometimes written with two 'I's - but would 'Islamic State' be 'poetry slam' related due to the James Bond theory?) but such an answer is likely to be in the interest of the 'services' anyhow, whether these be black or white: If they can manage to postpone access to my work for yet some years, they can have time to consolidate their positions and install principles of interpretation in the mean time which make my work look like their interests - which it is not: They may claim that e.g. 'lapis philosophorum' is their thing - but that probably means only that they have hijacked it from judaism and mysticism for getting these under control and nothing could be more alien to the 'services' than such poetic mysticism. But, more importantly, if they manage to create a necessary or wanted association of my work with a particular presidency, they could allow for a certain number of books to be sold and circulated, but no sooner is the presidency over, the bookburning starts and the publication history is over. The film 'The interview' could also be telling of plans or interests in selling my work as being written by The Great Clown - something which could preserve the interests of the international secret intelligence mafia services who could have their interests in me based on an abuse history of me since my earliest childhood. If Walter (Leland) Cronkite was the reason for the family's Sauter piano of 1964 due to my childhood 'bronchites' after sexual abuse (a theory only of mine, this, I have still no efficient data for supporting the theory - and neighbour Nyland in Molde is not enough for that - I dont remember if his first name started with K), it tells of news of the potentially holocaust-driven young pianist with limited own resources as the core of american news. (Indira Gandhi had - at least after her return to power from the election fraud claims - her offices in 1 Safdarjang Road before she was murdered - 'Microsoft' seems to be from the 70's? - and it was a 'Liland' who was imprisoned for the raskolnikovian axe murder in Fredrikstad in the late 60's). This could have been the basis for american culture for decades and a basis for the services' control of the country. To get that quickly down again is perhaps not so easy and it may be that several presidencies could be needed for that.

The plan could have been old enough and based on the assumption that my poetry should be driven by 'inspiration' - and the services could have planned to know in advance that Treblinka was his best inspiration (for example if frequent 'nazi' rapes in childhood were the story, although I know little about this - I had allergics against which 'Phenergan' helped but that has the side-effect of sleepyness). The services could have planned such a Great Clown since long - the last person on earth who believed that poetry and poetic inspiration was anything but the surface ripples from the deep underwater projects of the services. However, my work is not that type - all parts of it relate to all parts of it and it can also be proven with some scholarly rigor that its self-coherent and consistent format makes it totally unrelated and immune to any intrigue from the services or administration generally.

'Slam i K-teit' (poetry slam? K.Nyland? Bobbed Yland?) versus 'På teit O' = 'on tight O' cp. the forest outskirts of the 70's and 'Literaturhaus' and the theory that underearth bombs from the 'services' could have created those earthquakes - all this way of thinking is not healthy for literary interests. 'On tight O' could perhaps even have been the background of the murder of 'Martin Luther King'? 'Treblinka' (equinumerous in victims with Verdun and Rwanda, whether that be a coincidence or not) is my name only if Bjarne is used - 'John Grøver/Grover' cannot mean Treblinka - but 'John Bjarne Grover' = 'jump jarnegg grover' does - it means the FORESTER who leaves a white mark in the bark of the tree with his 'jump-axe'. But that is when the James Bond in the sense of 'Jond Bames' ('John Bjarne') - which perhaps also could mean the 'gjev-øl' (= 'royal genetics'?) of e.g. 'Løveid' backwards, tells of a possible propeller for a FORSTER in such a teit-O project. But that is when the Great Clown they could have planned would have been for a James Bond Forster (a new Hitler! - or even much worse than a Hitler - it could be about a politician planned to erase the class of intellectuals from the surface of the earth) marketed with the poetry of John Bjarne Grover - whom they could have planned to consider as holocaust-driven - and I certainly do not support anything like that.

It is of course well possible that Condoleezza Rice is a resurrected Martin Luther King, so to speak, and that she could see it as favourable with a serious interest in my work - not as the work of a Treblinka-driven 'Lundikingus'. But if she does, I suppose that she (or a future US president who could be favourable for the publication of my work) certainly also could endorse a publication of my work already now (or even years ago). It is likely to be the services who would prefer to wait.

Put differently, if a future US president should be considered the only chance for my work, it is very hard to find a reason why one should wait with publishing it. The only possible reason one could find for waiting with a publication is that this could make it possible to make more out of the support this could lend to a future FORSTER - a new Hitler. And that is no reason at all - rather on the contrary - it could be urgent to have the work published.

I have written some books which could be of much importance for the world community to study - such as the PEB (POLAKK English Bloggi) - and it is important that those who want to read them can get the chance to buy them somehow. I cannot produce and distribute more than a very limited number of copies. Political considerations like those I have mentioned above should really be totally uninteresting for my work.

It is possible that I come to complete the fourth volume (on the form of being) and that can take some time but clearly the three volumes can be published as they are and sold to e.g. libraries. That the fourth volume can take some time is not an essential matter. The german 'Dornbusch' poetry is only an independent part of vol.4 and can soon be published - the plan is to include it in the fourth volume but it can clearly be published independently.

Added on 2 january 2015:

In the 8th or 9th grade, there was a new boy called Leif in class. I think his full name was Leif Johansen and he had come down from Oslo with his family. I think his father was a plumber.

In the late 70's or probably the early 80's, I met him again in in Oslo and we had a beer in an outdoor restaurant - in 'Spikersuppa' (formerly 'Studenterlunden') not far from the parliament. Was it on the same occasion or was it another that I met also my cousin Erik Eidsvig on the same place? If it was not the same occasion, it was at least the same place, but I think it was also the same occasion. I was there for some partwriting job. Erik said music partwriting could be automated and symbols selected from e.g. roll-down curtains but I said that such cumbersome selection would be too slow - it would never come to be a lasting solution - the symbols had to be chosen right away.

The text editing program WORD of Microsoft has now (through some years) developed into an almost unusable interface due to the cumbersome symbol style without rolldown curtains. With a plumberson nearby?

If WORD is now only cumbersome right-off-the-menu choice, without rolldown curtain menus, that could of course be for pretending that I was right in those early pioneering days - like terror could be telling of if it is based on my authorship. But not everybody are happy with it.

I think I met Erik only twice in Oslo after the mid 70's - this was one of them, the other was in the subway when he told that his sister had gone to Bergen. I got the scholarship at the university in Bergen some time later. That makes it relevant to observe also that the conversation with him about music notation was followed some time later by the MUSIKUS project at the university in Oslo - about computer-automated music editing. Our common cousin Hans Frode Nedregård died in the mountains not so long after I had started work at MUSIKUS. If Leif really was called Johansen, the death of the common cousin could add a STENE to the plumberson's name. Hence a certain propaganda function of the WORD program?

Erik has a name-fellow in Erik Formoe, whose name (E.Formoe) could add to the concepts of 'affe-homo' if that is relevant to the complex. It was his wife who used to come walking - often dressed in a red wintercoat, I think - around 8 in the morning when I used the room of Vibeke Grøver in the basement of Labråten 58 in 1975-76 when she was abroad at a Rudolf Steiner institution. Formoe's interesting wife used to come on the road from the bus station in Risløkka and I could see her from the basement ('kjeller') window = 'Kjeller-Se'.

Hence it is possible to see a certain US democrat inclination in the new cumbersome design of WORD - which now even is accessible mainly (or even only?) on licence via internet. I have formerly discussed the relevance of an association of the name of Leif Stene Johansen with John F.Kennedy, and I add that the assassin Harvey Lee Osvald in 1963 encodes not only my three first hometowns in his name but also it is relevant to observe that since 'Fred-r-ik-stad' means 'peace-is-not-place/standing, this town is in the county called 'Østfold' - and when, therefore, the shooter was 'Lee Harvey Osvald', for the three placenames where I in theory could have been acquainted with John F.Kennedy in my early childhood, and when the president of the legislative assembly of the norwegian parliament was Nils Hønsvald, cp. 'hilsen Osvald' = 'greetings from Osvald', it naturally came to 'greetings from Østfold', where the placename would be 'Fredrikstad' = 'peace-is-not-standing', while the projectile would be 'Falchåsen' = 'the cause of the fall' and the street would be 'Marmorveien' = 'Marble Street' - of the gravestone. Cp. also the gravestone of Maria von Mörl - and of Hans Frode Nedregård? - that is, this tells of a certain link between Kennedy and a potential post-humous address in Norway.

It can be conjectured that my youthfulness in 1975-76 took a certain remote interest in the passing woman - in that basement window of the sister - which thereby perhaps could be associated with a 'lie-sense'.

President Klestil of Austria died or fell ill and unconscious (and died officially the day after, I think) around 8 in the morning when going from the breakfast table to the waiting driver outside. This was in july 2004, on that day when I should register my new address at the Meldeamt.

Millions of people are rather dependent on this WORD program which now has turned cumbersome and unpractically 'symbolic' - why not return to the classic style? My feeling is that WORD reached its peak of performance around 2000-2005 - and has declined since then. Is it really permitted to claim patent rights to such a near market monopoly program if it is used and/or designed for political propaganda purposes - could be even with terror affiliations? I mean, if the current Islamic State movement (with or without purposes) serves the interests of the US democrat party due to a certain political heavyweight function on the I and S of 'Risløkka' - can Microsoft continue to claim the rights to control the interface of text editing to that extent?

Hopefully this is not the same with Windows. Could it be?

Isnt it soon time to lift the new information technology off such 'patenting'? The standard programs should be designed by user-orientated international committees and not be hampered by patents and licences. All such main programs - and indeed one common standard interface for all of them is needed, what could be called the one and only optimal solution - should be sold on CD for a minor sum in post offices or something like that - a sealed state-guaranteed version which you can install without problems. To have to download WORD from internet is only to download all those modules which take your files if you write the wrong propaganda, and it certainly can happen that only a reinstalled Windows can solve the problem. There should be a package of all the standard default programs which can be reinstalled from such a CD - without propaganda, activation, registration, licencing and all that. If the trend of the commercial interests is to get everything down from internet, it would be only for holding it all under political propaganda control.

As far as I remember, Grøver/'Mengele' was replaced with a copy ('affehomo') in the late 60's. We were waiting for the ferry at Vikebukt ferry station when he suddenly said "e må pisse" = 'I have to pee' and he went out and behind a shed. Some seconds later he came back - as a new person. I remember this well - but nobody has later supported these ideas of mine, although I dont think my concept formation and perception generally would have been that much altered in the course of a few seconds. Or had he seen something strange behind the shed? Ragna Grøver apparently did not notice the difference, or at least did not mention it. It is of course possible that "e mop isse" = 'a mop top-of-the-head' is the theme - that is the top character of the 'wigwam': I personally observed under the microscope the curly red hair of that top character before it seemed to fall off and leave his isse = top-of-head bald (although there is still some left of it on the photo I made - could be there was not so much that fell off). 'Mop' is that long-haired broom tool used by professional cleaners for washing floors.

If this story be the case, the question inevitably arises: Why do not the politicians tell the public about this? Why havent they told about Paul Marshall-Hitler? The answer could be very simple: It is not they who have the power - it is the 'international secret intelligence mafia services' - on whom the government is dependent as far as intelligence collection is concerned - who have the power. Secondly, it may be that a main interest of these services - and hence the politicians they control - is to battle the hold which the religions have on the human minds and therefore put themselves in the ridiculous position of trying to administer - to govern - the transcendent reality - behind the maya veil of illusion where things are 'silent and secret'. Therefore the 'political pantomime' - where 'partial misrepresentation' is the one and only permitted format - as if 'Paul P.Antschel' means 'monkey business' and 'Paul M.Arshall' = 'pure truth'. And so they go for 'affehomo'? There seem to have been some apparently organized attempts to 'make homo' out of me, and there seem to have been illegal tapping and distribution of my manuscripts. Could be this is a bizarre and unsuccessful strategy of 'integration' - it would not be my way of doing it. In the course of 2014 there was a rather massive increase in male sellers in the coffee-points in town. That is hopefully not for making the austrian people more accepting towards 'affehomos' (which could be about the worst sort of crime if the original and innocent person is lowered into a 'spikersuppe' while the 'affehomo' takes his place). But to see such an 'affehomo' as the way of Paul P.Antschel in contrast to the 'pure-truth' of Paul Marshall - could be the same person as the official Adolf Hitler - would be to cheat the public. It was Marshall who was an 'affehomo' under the name and identity of Adolf Hitler (if that is the story, and indeed it is urgent to get that story out to the public if it was), while Paul Celan was not.

Outspokenness is the only way forwards if the class of intellectuals - those who could provide some truth against the gloomy world of the 'services' - are to be rescued. If a new Hitler is in the planning, the demagogic program of a new Forster-Marshall-Hitler could of course be just 'to take those affehomo intellectuals'.

Added on 4 january 2015:

The political pantomime of ambiguous actions and partial misrepresentation in words are apparently performed in concert with terror-orientated 'international services' who seem to conduct the administration of power. The reason is likely to be that only the conjectured and hoped-for condition behind the maya veil of illusion is what gives character to the culture. The formation of culture in this sense of it is a matter of faith: If the religions can make people believe in a good up-coming reality, it comes up good, otherwise it can come up worse. The new technology creates a crisis in this and the modern system is that the services conduct the execution of power partly terror-orientated while the pantomime of politics has the task of creating faith among people in this system of administration. Therefore the ambiguities and partial misrepresentation - for creating faith in people in the goodness of the terror which can battle the churches and religions of the world. Could be it is as simple as this: That the world wars created so much bad conscience that the religions could not mend it overnight and the services took form to present an alternative via the double-talk of the western world.

It is a crisis which will come to an end. A blossoming and healthy culture with lively poetry and art and music is a very great step forwards for creating faith in the goodness behind the veil, and that solves the problem. The 'services' seem to be trying to battle even a healthy cultural life in order to get it under control, infiltrating with agents and stalkers and spies and replacing people with identical medically engineered copies, and make the politicians perform the nerve-calming pantomimes in order to gain the people's confidence in those services who are their enemies. That does not help, of course.

The catholic communion offers a holy host which undergoes transubstantiation which can be seen to be a case of behind-the-maya appearance in ontological reality, and with the gospel of goodness in its origins that creates faith in a goodness of future. The 'secret services' are mistaken (I suppose it is called ridiculous) when they try to compete with those by way of doing 'service' (replacing bad things with good or was it vice versa - 'administration' in any case) behind the veil of illusion, that is, in the world of 'secrets' - the 'secret services'. The catholic church offers such 'services' by recourse to the once-only historic revelation in Christ. The 'secret services' compete with these for doing 'service' more or less constantly apparently by 'holy terror' and secret surveillance and things like that. They put out microphones for tapping what goes on 'behind the veil of illusion' and to get it under control, and the politicians stamp historic facts as secret for getting the secrets under control. There is a very deep insult against the people's most profound feelings in these 'services' - it could perhaps be called a variant of blasphemy. Do not dump the responsibility for that on me.

There exists a proof of the reality of the behind-the-maya reality - that is the 'wigwam' (if I am not the only finder of it, of course). This is likely to be the reason why the 'services' try to get it under their control - with 'e mop isse' and things like that. Could be the original official father pulked behind the veil of illusion for doing services there. Today it is normal that not more than 4-5 believers fill the church in a 'sunday service' - and the dramatic crisis in the churches is likely to be due to the massive vandalism of the politicians who run the errands for the services. I suppose a young politician who enters a party today quickly understands that the job is to do double-talk only or ambiguous acts and never a fact of history on the table. That is because the services try to be transcendent.

Get that story of Hitler-Marshall out on the table as quickly as possible and stop the new Hitler-Forster. The people is very deeply insulted by the historic lies. If, that is, there was this Marshall. "The truth lies behind the veil of illusion...". Stop the comedy!

The best thing is to close the black services and support the cultural activities which are not under the control of the services. It is possible that much cultural activity - not to speak of intellectual and academic life generally - is under such control.

If politicians are permitted to let themselves be rebuilt to new identities, that is of course because they play roles in such a pantomime or public theatre in the hope of creating faith among the people in the white and black services. It feels right? It does not. If the political system allows for rebuilt identities of politicians without striking the public alarm, it only means that the country is in a deep crisis and is likely to be under the control of the 'services'.

There is a Velasques exhibition in Vienna these days. The services do perhaps want to govern the world behind the veil of illusion?

Clearly if people understood what these things were, many would probably join a 'revolution'. But then it is likely that the revolution would be organized by the 'services' - making it only much worse after the revolution than before. Was Ukraina a 'service revolution'? It is obvious that the only sensible revolution one can make is the one of getting the facts of history on the table - and reducing the power and society-interaction of the 'services' as much as possible.

The 'double reality' can be exemplified with the story of the failure-in-the-last-moment of the attempt to bridge the east-west conflict in 2014. After the dissolution of the Soviet Union, Russia and the west have been approaching each other untill the point when Russia (probably after some pre-negotiations) in late 2013 (I think it was) could send a letter to the European Commission suggesting visa-free travel both ways across the border between Russia and EU. That would be a major progress forwards towards a unification of east and west. But the west did not answer with the unambiguous words in a letter - instead an airplane was shot down over Ukraina and Russia was blamed for it and western sanctions were imposed. The Donbas conflict broke out. It was former norwegian PM Thorbjørn Jagland who was chief of the European Commission who should have answered - his 5-year period ran out in october, I think it was, but it was prolonged somewhat. When the commission got a new leader, the letter was still not sent. From my viewpoint this looks as if this is the story of the world which should have been a better place to be if it had not been for that 'Al Qaida' child in the entrance room to the neighbour in Odda - 3 years of age at the time of the Concepzion earthquake in Chile with the following Cuban missile crisis. It is the story of the letter which should have been sent but which never arrived - and the world is split apart again as from a mighty evil impulse, as of a Satan. Ah, so Satan is not the 'services' after all? But maybe the letter was sent but never arrived? There is the apparent problem of post delivery to me (well, it would be a problem of censorship if that were the story) - I get 'life-sustaining post' but other post (love letters, publication contracts etc) have been meagre. I have figured out that there could be one single 'reason' for such censorship which could be on my side - and that is the theoretic situation that Norway could come to be attacked by a foreign state because of some political intrigue on my person and therefore there could be a secret doctrine in Norway telling that if the country is attacked for such reasons, the first person to be called to the front would be me - in spite of my miserable condition, never having been in military service and being beyond the age of possible first service - but being a norwegian citizen. I think the law says that all male citizens can be called to 'service' (!) - as a principle of citizenship, which probably is a universal phenomenon - while in normal reality the marginals are the last to be called in. But if the law allows for it, the state could in principle call me to the front if the state be attacked, and if I do not go there I could be shot legally as a deserter as long as the government is recognized as legal or norwegian law continues to apply. But it is possible that international law does not allow for legal execution if the letter with the call to the front cannot reach me. This could be the one and only reason I could see in my favour for such censorship letting only 'life-sustaining post' through - but it would once again jolt me to the position of the principle of evil, terror, warfare. Such censorship could perhaps make it more futile to create international power intrigues by way of my person - but it should not be the optimal solution since it could disable me if I should be without post deliverance beyond what is concerned with money. It was while the world waited for the letter from Jagland to Russia that former norwegian PM Jens Stoltenberg was pronounced new chief of NATO. I don't know if NATO has any control with the routines of member states to call people to 'service'. Is it possible that the letter was sent but never arrived - because it was not 'life-sustaining post' (cp. 'Leif Stene Johansen'?) - and thereby a war was prevented? It is very possible that the problem of western double-talk is the same, could be identically the same, as the socalled 'Klipra connection' (another word for the world of 'secret service'?) which could have been the cause of a theoretic role for my official grandmother Laura Devold Eidsvig to have been involved in the death of Lenin. If Russia and EU should share realities enough for a visa-free regime, western double-talk would not be so easy as before. Could be the reason why they could not answer - that it makes it less easy for the 'services' to dump the role of Satan on e.g. me? There is this mythos around that I am a sort of strange Mr.X who always is the 'reason' for things in politics - but that is not due to me - I am not involved in politics or their intrigues! - but could it be due to the 'services'? Of course I try to solve the problems of my life and time also in my literature. I hope it was not the formation of my new german poetry that caused these new turbulences? It may have some things to say about the phenomenon of 'recursive matter'.

If 'Alk-Aida' of 1960 is the theme, there could be links to an I-S complex even there.

I did speculate that the new 'cold war' since the summer 2014 was only a way of 'showing teeth' so that the old conflict and differences were not bridged so quickly that the parts could not return to a former state if the visafree regime came to be introduced. Hopefully that is the case - but it seems perhaps to have gone a little too far. It would be a pity if east and west falls apart in new conflicts or new cold war again.

I have formerly mentioned the phenomenon that the airplane was shot down over Ukraine in the moment when I took a photo of a painting in a church in Padova - "Chiesa di Santa Maria dei Servi" - or was it 'dei Servizi' (!) - that the 'plane' that hung up in the air was 'shot' - in my case by a ray of light. The news tell that it was a military jet that shot missiles on it - I have not yet read the news that US military shot it down with a laser from satellite. In Molde in the 1960, I think it was when I lived in Moldeliveien in 1966-67 and the city gardener Nyland (whether K.Nyland or not) lived with his family next door - the son Tore was a classmate and friend of mine - there was a couple of monozygotic twins in the district (not the immediate neighbourhood) called Sivert & Ole ('Sivert o[g] Ole'). I recall the newspiece (true of not) that these had put a firecracker ('kinaputt') down on a glass bottle for celebrating national day 17 may and it exploded and sent a splinter of glass into the eye of one of them. 'Sieve = Toole' could be the formula in this newspiece. The image hung up in the air but also up on the cortical map of the occipital lobe in my 'Ukraine', near the border, when I 'shot it down' (I did not masturbate on it - like Kennedy could have done once upon a time on the same cortical map). 'Sieve is the tool' - you separate 'klinten' from 'hveten', as they say in norwegian, or the good from the bad. (I got a letter just before new year - 30 december I think it was - telling that the social insurance fee would go up from 5.1 to 8.2 percentage with the new 'trygd' system - and when a car from some 'Tobias' was parked outside, it could suggest that 8.2 reads backwards - would it simply mean 'Donbas'? The pension went some percentages up with the new 'trygd' of 2015, but the value of the norwegian currency has fallen relative to euro - at least now around christmas - which means that my factual resources with the new fee probably are about the same as before, could be just a little 'shorter pension'? The current value of NOK vs EUR is 9 to 1, the value it had while I lived in Venice 2008-2009, and it has been rather constant on 8 to 1 in the years 2004-2008 and 2010-2014. Time will show what happens with it). Clearly this story from Molde 1967 or thereabout could be the background of the apparent phenomenon of political significance assigned to the 'Domus Civica' in Venice (if this is not only pure imagination of mine) - for a 'Dornus Ki-napp-ut' = 'Dornus Ki-vikke-ha'? You see the thorn in your brother's eye... (If the theory obtains that I should have been raped by e.g. Josef Mengele in those days, the political idea could be that it was nothing compared with a 'recursive' rape of some population or something like that - assigned to me by such political intrigue). There is a Velasques exhibition in Vienna these days - hopefully the Velasqueses do not explode and send 'recursive splinters' into the eyes of the visitors. If this is politically relevant, one could speculate if the airplane over Ukraine could have been shot down by a 'star wars' laser beam (probably not from Hollywood but could it have been american after all?). I had been to the church in Padova a couple of days earlier and noticed the painting because of its relevance for the 'expert mountain' in my poem, and when I went back to photograph it, it turned out that my camera did not function. I thought it was out of battery and tried to find a new battery or recharging possibility. This was difficult and there was some trotting around in the town before I found it - I finally had to give up the recharge since I found that the camera itself probably was kaputt and I first bought a cheap once-only Kodak conventional but then acquired a new digital which could be used for taking the photos. This procedure in sum lasted some time - could be at least an hour or two before I got the photos - and therefore it was perhaps not a surprise with me going in there for a second or third time to take the photos of the painting on the wall. The shop where I bought the digital camera opened after lunch at 15:00 local time - I then had to wait a little and then looked at some alternatives and bought it and could go to the church. I suppose I took the photo around 15:20 local time - which seems to have been when the airplane fell down.

But this could have been the 'Donbas' wedge which could have been designed to lend to me a label of 'principle of evil'. I dont know if this is planned to be standard in american culture - I mean, to see the thorns in others' eyes, so to speak, or even in their ice (norwegian 'IS').

Does this story of the photo in Padova mean that the western sanctions and reactions make Russia so to speak identical with me? But does that mean that the post to Russia is censored - for what is not 'life-sustaining post'? But then maybe the letter was sent after all?

I add that if there is a strategy on designing me as a Satan in contrast to the 'services' who thereby turns into a 'holy church' for administering the transcendent reality behind the curtain of privacy, there should also be some alarm on the publication of my works: It would certainly not be the thing if the same 'holy services' should come around claiming that one of their agents (an 'affehomo'? a sort of 'masturbating Kennedy'?) had written them and I had 'stolen' them. Nobody would be served with that. I have written my works myself - and they are certainly not a part of the activities of the 'services'. I have no affiliations with the services or anything like that - I am a private person and work independently on my own initiative. It is my work and it is done for the progress of culture and the general knowledge of society.

PS My neighbours underneath in Voldgaten 1 in 1978 was a working-class couple called 'Leif & Lilly' ('Leif o[g] Lilly'). They moved out and Kari Løveid moved in. I recall a book I got for christmas or birthday in the late 60's - about the year's events - with photos of Inger-Lise Andersen (later Rypdal), Tom Jones (looked as if he came running from some shady or shedy event), Jean-Claude Killy ('klipper en port'), Reinhold Bachler. Could be Bob Dylan. There were certainly other photos as well.

PS If the Rosetta mission from the european space agency (ESA) was fake reports from archives of photos of the lapis philosophorum and things like that, I mean, if there was no real Rosetta mission at all except for some computer engineering (for example for the 'Grammatica Speculativa' purposes of a long-term strategy on the class of intellectuals and their relation to the phenomenon of 'recursive matter'), and if the mission nevertheless cost the member states of ESA some billion euros - could those euros have sufficed for financing e.g. a jihad army in Iraq and Syria and things like that? What an idea! Science is in a miserable condition these days, but can it really be that bad? I mean, that it is 'the services' only and the old-time quest for truth which science should be is more or less locked down, at least for the time being? It could be the phenomenon of 'international secret services' which could be the explanation if the reality 'behind the veil of illusion' is as crazy as that. But I have of course no reason to see any connection between ESA and an islamic jihad army ('your-up-i-and space com-mission'?) beyond the sheer equinumerosity of euros (not 'kroner') that I can reach by computing on my pocket calculator, and that is not enough for assigning any reality to such ideas beyond the veil of ideas.

I wrote most the text for 4 january on 3 january.