The replacement of the father
John Bjarne Grover
I have earlier reported that my official father John Grøver, born John Jensen 27/10-1916, was replaced with a rather unsimilar copy in the summer of probably 1969. I believe he remained replaced and that the first never came back. The theory can be formed that the new 'father' was a rebuilt Adolf Hitler - the evidence would be the Yom Kippur war which lasted up to the day before his birthday in 1973. 'Kipper' associates with 'slippers' and hence 'idle feetler'.
The question which could not be answered then and which still remains unsolved is whether the first father was participating in the plot or if he were a victim of it. He had not given clear enough signals that it would happen and it was therefore for me probable that it was a plot which his wife had collaborated on. She pretended that she did not notice any difference.
We had been waiting for the ferry at Vikebukt ferry station (now probably no longer in use after a bridge to Vestnes seems to have been constructed) between Åndalsnes/Måndalen/Vågstranda and Molde - we were travelling from Vågstranda to Molde - the ferry was probably delayed and his last words before he went out of the car was "I have to piss" (= 'e må pisse'). He went behind a shed and when he came back some minutes later he was another person. He had always held an 'educated' style of speech and the informal and unexpected expression 'piss' was the only reason to believe that he maybe knew about the replacement in advance - if it were not simply because he was getting nervous for some reason or other.
But if it were a plot and the 'murderer' was waiting behind the shed - how could they know that he would go there on free will? Two later norwegian parliament (Storting) representatives told this in their names: Berge Furre by 'Ferge Burre' = 'Ferry Burre' would mean that the ferry was delayed for some intended reason - and Bergfrid Fjose by 'Fergefri Bosse' = 'Ferry-free Bosse' would mean that a comment from his wife would make him sufficiently nervous to make him go out 'for letting out the water', as he would normally have said.
Appr. 6 years later Jimmy Carter was elected US president with vice president Walter Mondale who told in an interview that was given some attention in Norway that his family came from Måndalen (between Åndalsnes and Vikebukt) - and it would have to mean that there were big political interests involved. Thereby the names of Furre and Fjose came to be significant. 'James Earl Carter' = 'jeg må søle' Carter = 'I have to overspill' Carter would have its 'lighter' version in 'Jimmy' which thereby for me would suggest 'I have to pee/piss' Car-tear - and hence be a strong reinforcement of the political interests and powers in the comment before he left the car (+ 'tear').
In 1970 the school dentistry started: Dentist Aulie drilled away most of the teeth - it could mean that I could of course tell to anybody that the father was replaced with a copy but it would not be smart to do it. 8 teeth remained in the front of the mandibula and they are still fine - the rest of the teeth are now in a rather miserable condition or gone - and PM Borten (1965-1971) was often depicted showing an underhung jaw which he probably only pretended - on photos he just shot his mandibula forwards as for telling something - and what he told could have been those 8 teeth that remained unharmed. It meant that he could not do anything to prevent it - but hopefully it would do with those teeth left. I studied the teeth in the mirror when the school dentistry started and the teeth looked white and fine - but after the 'tramlines' had been installed it looked rather dark in there. I asked the new 'father' if one could see it on a tooth if it needed drilling and he said that one not necessarily could.
If I nevertheless should decide to tell about the replacement of the father it would not be a problem: Arnold Juklerød (a famous case in Norway) was hospitalized to forced psychiatric treatment against his will (for having criticized the 'system' - he seems to have been diagnosed with 'symptomfree paranoia querulans' which was considered a dangerous disease) on 22 november 1971, the anniversary of the Kennedy assassination - and after my PhD dissertation was rejected in the summer 1998 I understood that it was not possible to avoid criticism against the 'system'. (This doctorate stipend with rejected dissertation was the second case of a 'serve' with following rejection - the first was the autumn 1992 after my master degree - with promising invitations to temporary academic work while I waited for a doctorate stipend the application of which was rejected at christmas followed by two years of unemployment). I had up untill that summer 1998 never with a word tried to throw any doubt upon the official version of the story concerning me, including the identity of the father (that is quite efficient mobbing - to have to accept such a condition without being able to accept it) - but the doctorate dissertation (volume 3 - 'A waist of time') should have been accepted. On 22 november 1999 I was hospitalized to forced psychiatric treatment against my will - on the day 28 years after Juklerød. It meant that it would not lead to anything else if I started 'twittering'.
I had one reason which was quite good to believe that the replacement had to be a criminal plot: It happened one evening when we (the first father and me, second half of the 1960's) was on the way back from the kiosk at the quay - we were walking a road along the seaside - when a voice shouted his name behind us. It was a man in strange 'tuxedo-hobo' clothes - which he could have got at the salvation army or something like that. The father asked me to wait while he went to talk with him - they went behind a shed in the roadside and remained there for some time. Suddenly I got a pain in the stomach ('vondt i magen' - cp. also 'mondt i vagen') and got nervous for reasons I could not understand. When he finally came back he told that it was an old acquaintance from schooldays who had wanted to clear out an old problem.
After he was replaced with a copy behind a similar shed, this story of the shed came to be a proof in the sense that when I suddenly got a pain in the stomach it was because the acquaintance probably had said something alarming behind the shed - something which the father suddenly understood and which could have given him a nervous pain in the stomach - and that is why I felt it. It meant for me after the replacement in probably 1969 that it probably did not have to be preappointed with him.
The new 'father' laughed at the cartoon character 'Kolingen' by Albert Engström - the well known character from Söder in Stockholm who was dressed in 'hobo tuxedo'. Most or all of these cartoons/drawings of Engström seem to have the undertext "två dubbla sakramentor - men genast" ('two double sacraments please - but quickly') - the hobo who goes to holy communion on sunday morning for getting something to drink. They had Engström's collected works in the bookshelf - I do not remember if they had acquired them before or after the story behind the shed.
It is probable (or at least 'provable') that Nelly Sachs is my biological mother - see johnbarnegrover.com/evidence.htm - she lived on Söder in Stockholm. I think Engström lived in Fjällgatan on Söder - while my grandparents (whose oyster farm on Vågstranda we came from in 1969) lived in Fjellgata in Åslesund. It is also probable that Paul Celan (Paul Pessach Antschel) is my biological father - and that he visited me in Odda on probably the 3rd of september 1960 - see johnbarnegrover.com/raggsokk.htm. He had then officially travelled from Paris to Stockholm on 31 august in order to visit Sachs (who was in psychiatric custody) but can have swapped passport and role with a 'Doppelgänger' whom french or jewish intelligence could have found for him - the 'Doppelgänger' travelled to Stockholm with his passport and Celan himself can have travelled to Odda for meeting me (then 3 years old) while I was outdoors. I got a fantasy friend called 'Gori' around that time - it could have been Celan who was the inspiration - and he could have a reflex in Clinton's vice president Al Gore. Celan's wife wrote him a letter from Paris (probably sent to his hotel in Stockholm) on just that day 3 september 1960 - the day when Celan could have been in Odda - and she told that their son Eric had got a 'pain in the stomach' and had to stay indoors - probably from some icecream he had eaten, tells the letter (published in french and german). It is possible that the 'plot' with the replacement in 1969 could have been a quasi-'political' reaction on the background of the 'Doppelgänger' from 1960 - and when both Sachs and Celan died with a few days interval in april-may 1970 (he probably on Hitler's birthday 20 april and she on my official mother's birthday 12 may), these deaths could have been contained in the name of PM Per Borten whose government 1965-71 had my 11th birthday in its exact mid point.
But could the new father of 1969 have been Adolf Hitler then - if this were the logic? If it were a 'Doppelgänger' story from 1960 that were the reason for the replacement, it would probably have been orchestrated by some 'intelligence service' of some kind.
It is possible that I could have met Celan behind a shed or something like that in Odda in 1960 - and could be I had believed that this detail was unknown to the parents.
This story is likely to be the background of the 'pain in the stomach' when the father went behind the shed with the 'hobo' who had appeared when we went along the seaside. It could also have been the reason why the new 'father' laughed at Engström's 'Kolingen'.
Now I have still not got any clarification of the question whether the first father could have fallen victim to a plot or if he had participated in it - but I would now be inclined to guess that he could have been participating: I have the magnet scan of the brain from 2012 - see johnbarnegrover.com/occipitaldetail.htm - that shows that a part of the occipital lobe had been scissored off while the skull is intact - which probably means that the first father had been involved in such things (in the earliest weeks of my life, that would have been).
The new father never told his name (but pretended to have the same name as the first) but could have said it 'in code' - such as I could play the 'Grand Piano Klavier'- however vaguely. Example: It happened probably a couple of times when there was a cake on the table that he said "I will have only a small piece" and then he took half the cake - which could mean 'Propertius' and if one reads his elegies to and about Cynthia one understands that these could 'mean' something like 'a doll fitler'.
I have speculated (on a rather weak basis, though) if the british governments through many decades could have been made susceptible to a reading of them as encoding one of these elegies each in a backwards countdown - very little it must have been for each of them but the sum total could have been something - and these speculations could see 'Boris Johnson' in the second first - but they smartly 'tricked fate' by putting in two new governments inbetween (Truss, Sunak) and thereby prevented the countdown goal with a Labour government on the first. This Monty Python sketch from around 1970 could contain a 'board-is-Johnson' in the opening scenes and also the other two names (Elizabeth's trust in a cup of tea and 'soon, baby'). The new 'father' was a member of the municipal council in Fredrikstad for a few years. This additional element of a british governmental involvement (Labour, probably, could be also making sense of the conservative governments) in the elegies of 'Propertius' is rather speculative - but could lend explanatory force to the half-cake performance(s) on background of the family trip to London in probably the summer 1972. But of course an equally suggestive explanation to why he was not arrested there is that he was not Hitler after all.
The sum total of this was that he could have told 'in code' that he was Hitler but there was no purpose in protesting since that would only lead to a Juklerød fate. After two years of telephone terror (silent telephones) 1986-88 I had good enough reasons to believe that it was the official mother who called - since I could predict the next phone on basis of that theory - and I went to the police for help to have these phones stopped - but the police could not help me, they said.
This was the background of my application for political asylum in France in 2002. But I could in 2002 still not tell the story of the replaced father and what it meant as far as constant threats were concerned. It was only in 2023 that I could send a letter to the norwegian police about it. Of course the french authorities knew about this story - but the solution was that I got not a new citizenship but a norwegian pension instead which made it possible for me to remain abroad.
The theory is also that I got an injection with 'horror chemicals' in Hammerfest - possibly on 20 january 1959 - in the middle of Eisenhower's period - see also Celan's 'Meridian' lecture which he wrote rather soon after he could have been to Odda in 1960. It would have been these chemicals that are reinvoked with the '1223' interval of the norwegian Labour governments - apparently making their own political headway by the rejective force in these chemicals - and this would continue to constitute a massive pressure on me as long as I reside in Austria where the main political party ÖVP seems to be constituted since its foundation in 1945 in a '1223' relation to my person. My health and performance have been deteriorating after I settled here in late 2009, my enthusiasm and positive interests likewise, and it is possible that the 'wall of evil' that I have experienced in response to my work - evidenced in e.g. the 2023 earthquakes of Turkey and Syria - could have been a misinterpretation of a general predisposition in the austrian culture mainly because people here could have voted for '1223' ÖVP. Of course this costs all too much of human resources and nothing is gained thereby - other than supporting a 'love-me' attitude from those who could have injected such (hypothetical) chemicals in 1959 and who could engage in turn-around strategies on me which makes it difficult or impossible for me to get help to move abroad because people cannot take such 'nazi love-me' attitudes. Could be the 'wall of evil' was felt as arising on background of abuse of surveillance data from my work in Norway - plus the 15% withholding tax imposed on my income since 2010? I discovered this '1223' construction only after the outbreak of COVID-19 but I do not have enough economic resources to move to another country. I believe that the advertisements in Austria through these years to a possibly considerable extent have abused surveillance data from my private workdesk - but if this is highlevel international politics it should not by my duty to tidy up in these problems. Should not these plus the apparently widespread phenomenon of plagiarisms of my literary work qualify for a better personal economy for me - at least enough for me to be able to move to another country? Nor have I got any confirmation of my theory of such an injection in 1959 - and what particularly drains me of my strength and enthusiasm is that it seems that the world supports the hitlerish strategies rather than me - and now they are constructing a persecutional horror wave on basis of my presence in Austria? It seems that the norwegian authorities have been on the game of considering me a most average citizen for whom no special circumstances can be admitted publically.
I believe that I have the right to get an explanation - and not more persecution.
Charles de Gaulle pulled France out of NATO in 1966. He had granted independence to Algerie in 1962: Would 'Allergie' have been a relevant association - as for that norwegian Labour governments? We were seated in the garden in probably 1966 when the father made a generous general gesture with his hand over the landscape and said that Charles de Gaulle - that is 'la gloire!'. Cp. de Gaulle's 'quarrel' with NATO. Maybe nearly a decade later the new 'father' told that he recalled from his childhood an advertisement for the electric heater 'Glo' with the text: 'Glo er god, ergo Glo'. Whether this had anything to do with the start of Gro Harlem Brundtland's political career, I dont know. But it is possible that the first father told to me that "France is your friend" while the new 'father' told that "France is a friend of Gro Harlem Brundtland". It could have been about a 'coup' in that sense of it. The rejection of my doctorate was just at the time when Gro Harlem Brundtland was appointed chief of the 'doctorate' WHO, as if 'instead of' my doctorate degree, and the forced hospitalization was while she was chief of WHO. After my application for asylum in France was rejected in 2002, I found (in 2003) that I probably should move out of France again and Brundtland moved in there 'instead' - according to news she seems to have settled for a while in Provence.
But why is it me who has to tell all these things? It has taken a lot of my time. Shouldn't it be the field of work for politics? It must not remain untold. If it is the international secret intelligence services who try to construct a new quasi-religion, it would be a very sick idea - and it would be only for enhancing the unconstitutional mafia control with the masses - and that makes it of course only more urgently needed that the story be told as it is - before it is too late. My need for an asylum is of course the same as it was in 2002 - not the least in order to get out of the '1223'-construction of Norway and Austria. It is desperately important for me to move out of Austria - and of course I do not want to become an austrian citizen - but I have not the economic resources for that without some help. The world owes me a lot of money.
24/4-2024:
Celan evidence
Hitler/Croft
Sources:
Celan, P. & Celan-Lestrange, G.: Correspondance (I,II). Seuil 2001.
Celan, P. & Celan-Lestrange, G.: Briefwechsel (I,II). Mit einer Auswahl von Briefen Paul Celans an seinen Sohn Eric. Aus dem Französischen von Eugen Helmlé. Herausgegeben und kommentiert von Bertrand Badiou in Verbindung mit Eric Celan. Anmerkungen übersetzt und für die deutsche Ausgabe eingerichtet von Barbara Wiedemann. Suhrkamp 2001.
Properz: Sämtliche Gedichte. Lateinisch/Deutsch. Übersetzt und herausgegeben von Burkhard Mojsisch, Hans-Horst Schwarz, Isabel J.Tautz und Dominique Kappert. Philipp Reclam jun. Stuttgart 1993.
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