Brief comments
John Bjarne Grover
Some times it can be of value to tell a small detail without making an entire article out of it. Such brief comments can be added to this page - and the date of the most recent addition is given on top of the page. Brief comments for earlier months are given at the end of this page.
2 april 2023:
The story from France 2002
Ableutung = (quasi-german) off-peopling.
Avlytting = (norwegian) tapping, eavesdropping, secret surveillance.
After the rejection of my application for asylum in the summer France 2002, I got in the late november 2002 a letter that I had got a pension from Norway and therefore searched for a roof in Paris to move in under. I had found a leaflet in a shop or something like that with tourist info and some ads for tourist accomodation and concluded that if I called for a flat there it was probably not a preinstalled trap for me to go in - and I telephoned from an anonymous box for a shortterm letting - I did not say my name but should call back the next day for appointing to see a flat she had described.
I could not go to a normal estate agent because they would only give me a place with preinstalled intelligence taps and traps. The intelligence would go inbetween ("...the highest priority all over the western world...") as soon as I had gone out the door - come back tomorrow.
The next day I called back the message was - before I had said my name - that the flat had already gone but I could get another flat instead - this was the studette with a swedish el-pianist above. Or at least whenever I sat down to work, he started playing an electric piano above - jazzy improvization - and so it was impossible to remain for a longer time there.
It seemed that the trick could have been a message to me that I was not wanted in France.
I wrote lots of mayday messages to own email account and if they had tapped my identity by voice recognition from the telephone box that led to this redirected flat with the pianist preinstalled, then they would have read these messages to myself as well.
I could not remain in France if this flat was for getting me out of the country - that was the SOS mayday situation.
But I could if I had been redirected there for getting a chance to buy the affordable studette - I had then money enough for it - and hence remain in France - but then the piano had to be silenced.
It seemed that the studette had been empty for a long time since there was ice-frost between the mattress and the wall ('is på gjerdet'?) but the outletter pretended that it had been rented out untill a few days earlier - I even had to wait untill the lodgers had moved out - they gave me the keys with a smile - and so it was possibly a political matter and possibly a chance to buy.
It was not possible to find out if the piano were a mirage - could be it never even existed - "the PIK doesnt exist". I asked if the neighbour could play the electric piano with headphones but he said he could not - he had 'pupils' as he said.
If the piano existed it meant that the studette was affordable but the politics was not and I had to leave the country that meant.
Could be the uninhabitable house in Szolnok was planned since 1933 and it meant that I had to live in Vienna for finding it in Hungary and therefore had not got an asylum in France - but that is just what I was fleeing from and therefore the rejection of my asylum application was a total crisis of 1789.
The pianist may have been called Karl Dönitz - an 'admiral' - and hence it would have been to tell that I could not remain in the country. However, since the keys-smile was friendly enough, it is likely that the ice on the wall was not a clever trick but nature's way to tell that I had got a sort of semi-asylum there. A pity it was not possible to find out of it.
But Dönitz and Hitler and all that was just what I was fleeing from. It was not possible to understand the problem without having got these pieces of historic info - and that is why I had to make the conclusion that I could not take the risk of trying to settle in the country.
Somebody announced the coming for inspecting location and Gro Harlem Brundtland moved to France 'instead' - and there later followed the 'heb-do' story - as if Hitler had got asylum instead of me.
Hitlers program could have been the biblical one of letting the sins of the fathers be punished on the sons - therefore it was essential to the story of the old 'chap' who took the place of the former (the first one - WHO? - never gave me any info about any planned replacement except for that single famous last word PISS when he stepped out of the car) and who never told his name.
This seems to be the 1789 issue - the 9178 = PITS/ Pis.
In 2008 I had moved from Austria with a zwischenlanding in Athens and from there to Venice when in 2009 I had to give up the studette in Calle Pedrocchi because of the gas problems there - two neighbours had suddenly died and the gas ignited and burnt well in the water heater but not on the stove - there it blew the match out and refused to ignite - and with the winter coming up with the only chance for getting the temperature up to 10 degrees was the gas convector with an open flame - I found that I had to find another solution - and when that opened in Vienna I moved back there. My chances to succeed in competition are otherwise close to zero.
I should have moved back to Italy soon after 2010 and 2011 with all the tragic revolutions and Oslo terror that seemed to be released by my presence in Vienna - such a catastrophe - but I had not the needed info this time either.
But whenever I started even thinking about moving back to Italy, there came a new issue of DOV' E LA VEDOVA (or something like that) - a sort of electronic 'tourist accomodation' leaflet or 'mirage' from Venice. Were they telepathic?
And the italian economy started falling and falling.
Eventually this mirage-leaflet seemed (I may remember this right) to be replaced with the electronic Vivi Venezia and there was a call for interest.
I wrote an email (or was this after the next) and there came an answer from a very inviting and melodious name canvassing prospects if only one followed up.
There came a 'bando' for municipal flats for rent in Gazzera in Mestre - but I was not quick enough and the chance left - I had a bad conscience since I should have understood that this Gazzera in Mestre was the last chance of the italian economy and I should have grabbed it.
Months later there was a new chance in Centro Storico - and I had to apply but knew that I would not be competitive - lone parents with children and other social cases would go before me - I think the top winner got 35 points. If there had been an option, say, 50 points for disableds who had been victim of nazi persecution, I could have got a flat there but since I have not enough facts for such a claim and, in addition, the 50 points were not included in the announcement, it slipped out of my chances.
I returned to Vienna nevertheless for completing my volume 4 and sending the application - even if I should never have sent another application in my life after the hundreds of rejection blows in the era of unemployment in norway - and the retention started in the moment when I reached the housedoor.
I sent the application in miserable exploded-kidney condition from Szolnok well knowing that I could not win the competition but the letter would be a formal proof telling that I wanted to move to the town and hoped to find a solution.
I should not have sent another application. It is not impossible that this was a part of the reason for my miserable retention condition.
The rejection was the only letter of interest that reached me through the casella postale aperta post office in Venice.
Now they have this problem with the post strikes etc.
The application had been sent to the Ufficio Cohesione Sociale - there was later the story with the resignation of Conte - when I was in there some time ago I understood from the rejection that followed a day or so later - to my application for refund of a train ticket I had to change.
I should not have gone in there - it was to peep behind the facade.
The coup in Burma could have been for changing the value of Conte's resignation from what could have been a support to me into what could look like a need for resigning because a Dirty Beast of Terror had been behind an italian facade - this was followed up with the apparent death of a chinese woman etc.
If you peep behind the facade it is to peep behind the wallpaper where the microphone is hidden in the flat of the estate agent.
They tapped my work in Norway and seem to have called it worthless krep - which could have been the program of Heinrich Himmler: He was educated in agricultural fertilization.
I may be in need of a flat but could not call for disability advantages because I could not claim that I had been subjected to abuse in my childhood by somebody pee-p-ing behind my facade - my behind facade etc.
It is always this POWER who wants Hitler and Himmler and who does not want to tell the truth but keep their secrets about the child abuse because it is a burden to the bellafigura to confess it.
And so I could not win the competition.
The story could have started with the idea of an elfenbeinsküste up there in the north (could have been the entire story since 1789 - with the aurora borealis and all that) and do not understand it - they seem to have called it worthless krep what I am doing - that is why I tried to flee to France in 2002.
There seems to be a fundamental assumption that his work is worthless and is suitable only for uncredited borrowing - that turns the roles. It seems to be like this all over the world - they think they are me and will not publish my poetry but hope that a swindler will make claims that it is not mine.
And so they all seem to support this Himmler.
My work is not politics - and if it is a great work of much value for the progress of culture why should one wait with the publication?
Is it a rucksackstory from Norway? There is a Bergans Meis which is patented and although rucksackers all over the world are sweating under the clings behind, they probably know the art of keeping up the formal obligations of the patent.
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The problem is that the whole 1789 and all that can come to go down the drain - if the world opt for Hitler and Dönitz and the whole nazi empire instead.
"It is an intelligence project" they probably said - and politics seems to respect the need of the intelligence to run their intelligence projects (such as the holocaust etc).
But, if so, then the french revolution was also an 'intelligence project' relative to the royal power of pre-1789 - only because it was the opposite of the then constitutional power. Intelligence is to select information for the government and constitutional 'democratic' power is the people (s)electing the government - these are two different powers that look like opposites.
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I recently bought a new pocket calculator in the hope of improving the economy. This has been a problem since my PhD studies in Bergen when I in 1996 needed a 'C' compiler and ordered a Borland 5.0 C++ compiler through a firm in Bergen. The compiler was not available in Bergen but they could order it from Oslo. My name was on the order and when the compiler arrived after a few days it seemed that the wrapping plastic had been opened and amateurish re-melted/-welded and I did not have much success with my programming. The program of printing out all binary-branching trees failed although it should ideally have been within the reach of my skills but somehow refused to function however much I (over)worked with it. I inspected the files of the compiler and found that some of them had been stored on 1 april while the others were not - the year looked suspicious as well. I concluded that it was possible that the seller in Oslo had known my name - could be a standard format of rumour there - and could not avoid making pranks with the one who had sought asylum in Bergen. (I eventually got a psychiatric asylum there, but it was not the sort of asylum I had hoped for). I talked with the reseller in Bergen about the problem but they believed it was unlikely that the Oslo provider had made fools of themselves like that.
Aurora Borealis. Mayday SOS.
It is the same problem over and over again - that the 'easy' and 'too easy' solution has been chosen of not coming up with enough information and then human weaknesses give in to the pressure. "A simpleton" they would perhaps say in Norway. Too simpleton solution.
"We all have to follow the rules, Mr.Grover". But that is my slogan - if we all follow the rules I would have been a rich man - if all those plagiarisms behind the facades all over the world had followed the rules.
It may be that this is the problem everywhere.
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I registered my website by Yahoo in 2009 and the domain provider was 'Melbourne' for some years. It was moved to Tucows etc but seems to have been rooted in Yahoo all the time - even the payments to web providers Verizon and Turbify seem to have been registered on the bank account printout as having been paid to Yahoo. It is well possible that this is the story of 'ya WHO' in the internet - and if I cannot make the new web hosting function there is this enormous fatigue which I recognize from my struggles with the Borland compiler. (If a compiler file were corrupt it could have miscalculated a few things and it would not be possible to find the error in the source code, however much one struggles). Why did WHO delete the page with Brundtland's acceptance speech on the 'key issues'?
3 april 2023:
Conclusion on yesterday's comment: A poet is a gift to the society since his or her work makes yourself thrive and succeed in your things - and then comes this 'Grover' and destroys the whole thing by asking for some help. That is when the economy and health goes down instead of up - when one doesnt understand that if the poet thrives, you will thrive even more - and if the poet has to move away, what you had built on this work will start collapsing. It is not probable that they understand these things in Norway and therefore I applied for asylum. In Norway they apparently say that 'it is a worthless krepper' and take it that the poet is only a few rhyming lines on a paper and they want to 'have' the effect of the poet's work - this is ours, they say - and it probably is, but it has grown on a certain basis. And now the world is about to move into a new conflict instead of a new global peace. Could be they tell themselves that my work is the result of Adolf Hitler (if he got an asylum in Norway after the war) - what a mistaken idea that is.
I also published a new article on Kennedy mythos relative to me today.
I hope the website problems will be solved.
4 april 2023:
I wrote the last lines of 'The Endmorgan Quartet' on the day when I moved into Calle Pedrocchi in Venice in 2008.
This study tells why culture, economy, health can blossom up by poetry - if the poetry is not only entertainment or 'comfort' but establishes a basis for a healthy semiotic constitution of the human reality.
It could mean that it is possible that the italian economy would have been better today if had got a chance in 2009. When I had to give up the project of finding a foothold for my 'renaissance' in Italy, so did the italian economy as well.
This poem is #11 in TEQ - the start of the climb. It is clear that it can be misunderstood very seriously - in which case the 'naked woman' could be conceived as a rejecting 'nay-kid woman' of the flesh - if one takes it to be a poem about the distribution of the flesh of the male or female gender organ in the first part and the same for the flesh of the female 'but' in the second and the unification of them in the last part. The poem rather tells that this is not the transcendence of the human limitations of understanding - it is not the distribution of the own flesh and the telepathic contact with the world thereby. But didn't Christ distribute his 'flesh' for the holy communion in the Last Supper - for being in 'telepathic' contact with the humans after he had gone to heaven? Then what should the poem otherwise 'mean'? That is the mystic quest which TEQ is about. It is not that the poem 'means' something else than what it 'is'. (If it 'means' something else then it is often getting criminal). A part of the poem is given a tentative explanation on these matters in the pages 1253-1258 in volume 4 about the magic 'computer glitsches' which seemed to follow humanoid reasoning (by logical order = function 15 + semantic assignment = function 14) of the spirit rather than the 'flesh' of ordinary electronic circuitry. This of course does not empty the spiritual reading of the poem - it is only one or two words therefrom - but it is something else than the lexical fleshy reading. If it is understood right, culture, economy, health etc will go up.
5 april 2023:
Where is the rationality? The world owes me a lot of money - for plagiarism, abuses etc - but sit there waiting like children for my next book to be finished, as if it were a dish for the family dinner, onto which they will throw themselves like dogs for consuming it, imitating, violating, for earning a lot of money and power and wait for the next - while they wait for me with my meagre budget to solve my housing problems elsewhere than in Austria. But how can I expect to find anything but a new trap? The only chance I had in 2008-2009 resulted in a falling economy for Italy and massive growth for a bank and I had to give up finding the needed foothold for remaining - and eventually had to move back to Austria.
On 29 june 2021 I downloaded this Boccaccio but in another version downloaded as boccaccio_decameron_branca.pdf (which I cannot find again on the web now). Why isnt there anybody who does something to bring the scandal to daylight?
And now they may already have Big Plans for the year AD 2756?
Does it matter?
Things like this probably tell of the urgent need for revision of some fundamental concepts.
Now they sit waiting for me to solve the problems by way of my meagre budget. Otherwise all the indexes will tremble with indignation: "Youu, Mr.Grover, are to blame for all this...!"
Could be the economic crisis, the covid and cultural logic would have been better if I could have remained in Italy in 2009. I personally believe so.
I made a new version of the introductory remarks on the front page today. Are US embassy twin bombings, 11 september 2001 etc massive resistance to my work with the PhD dissertation? And so the mythomania waits for my next manuscript to be finished? But then I should expect to get some help to solve these needed problems? Such resistance as these seem to be the sort of problem which makes it very difficult to find a solution - while other people surf on by fair wind from the one success to the other and everthing runs smoothly.
I refer to 'Added 16 december 2022' in this file - the story of how I wrote the yellow metre DDS at coffee points in Vienna when I studied the reflex of the 'revelational effect' of TEQ on the culture - and the society sems to have taken it that I was challenging their authority on their own culture and seemed to respond with organizing male genders occurring where females would normally have been - as if for re-challenging my apparent 'influence' on the culture. Dont come here teaching us... This seemed to spread in what was felt like a 'homo wave' all over Europe. It would not, I believe, have happened if I could have remained in Italy since the culture would have behaved differently to this - and it is of course not impossible that TEQ is more 'italian renaissance' than it is austrian. Had it spread in Europe the 'italian way' the economy would probably have developed in a more healthy manner and the european response could have come to be better.
See also this file for the idea of a correlation between COVID and the 'homo' factor in various countries: It tells that the death rate of COVID (at least at the time of writing of the article - in may 2020) was higher in societies who had introduced homo marriage laws.
It was only that my budget lacked some euros. It is also possible that my citizenship was not supportive of the value for the work in the cultural context, which would have added to my problems with finding a solution in 2009. If there had been extensive child abuse of me, the society could thereby have gained a good part of my authority - with which their assessment of my capabilities and competences would have appeared as if it came from me. Could be they are reluctant to give this back to me again.
6 april 2023:
In the new version of the 'Introductory remark' which I published yesterday 5 april 2023 I mention the idea that the twin bombings of US embassies of 7 august 1998 as well as the attack on the twin towers of Manhattan of 11 september 2001 were organized relative to the rejection letter I received from Erik Brown in november 1996 and from Jens Erik Fenstad in late july 1998 - both on behalf of their respective committee = 'komiteer'. The rejected works of mine were the lecture in the theory of science (Brown) and the PhD dissertation 'A waist of time' published in volume 3 (Fenstad). The documents from the committees are these:
The original norwegian documents in 'Doktorgraden' (33,7 MB)
The supplement to the norwegian edition 'Doktorgraden' (3,2 MB)
My english translation of these documents in 'The doctorate'
My english translation of the Supplement to the material to 'The doctorate'
The discussion is centred on the first line of the three pages of Erik Brown's letter of 21 november 1996 . As discussed in this file, the third page top line goes
hos flere forskere samtidig, - kan du neppe si noe begrunnet om hvor viktig det er
If this should be taken to encode 'Omagh' (one of targets for the terror in the period august 1998 when I wrote my appeal to the rejection), one could subtract this placename from the top line and try and recognize the rest of the left half in the context of those days:
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hos flere f hosptl-WH hosptl-WH |
or O O O |
skere s skeres bluntr |
am MA an |
tidi tidi d |
g, - Gh glo |
kan du neppe si noe begrunnet kandu (neppe si noe begrunnet) halrem (neppe si noe begrunnet) |
In this file search for 'teaspoon': The two teasons are impressive indeed if they should be ex nihilos in the waterdrain of my bathroom sink in Zinckgasse in Vienna - there are some reasons to believe that they could have been. They were stuck almost to the bottom of the water-knee and therefore were not immediately easy to spot and hence could have been there for some time before I discovered them - but not for a longer time: When bending over the sink one could see the two ends of the spoons in the drain and I would most probably have noticed this after at most some days. I had earlier investigated this drain after I myself lost something down there and picked it up with a tweezers/pincers - and then I also found some objects lost there by the previous tenant - I think it was mainly an elastic rubber ring for tying up the hair. I think the context of the finding of these teaspoons - which could have provided some evidence in favour of the idea that the two teaspoons were true ex nihilos and not smuggled-in burglarware - were in my reading of the poetry of Kavafis - the file makes mention of the poem 'In an old book' in an edition (Suhrkamp 'Um zu bleiben'? - I do not agree with the 'homo' interpretations of Kavafis) - and there could be a certain reference to the 'norwegian' formula 'bra skrevet, brass [s]krevet, 'brask revet' in this brass paper clip - I think I remember this 'norwegian formula' from the days of the scandal of 11 september 2001. I do not have the book with translation present but I have translated the poem myself - see this file - where the two mid lines are
als für-so-weit lieben sie etwa hygienisch
in dem wirklich autorizierten Aufenthalt
This is also what calls forth ideas of an ex nihilo formation of the two teaspoons in the drain down to the water-knee in the bathroom sink - exactly on the other side of the flat relative to where I was reading the poem and found the folded white paper with the brass clip on. The brass had left dark stains on the paper - a correlate to the rust on the teaspoon steel. The word 'hygienisch' is difficult to understand in Kavafis' poem - everything else in the poem follow natural ways of reasoning - but the word finds an explanation in this bathroom teaspoon phenomenon. The elastic hair-rings found on the same place would then be for an elastic conception of the idea of 'auto-f-rizierten' things.
The lapis philosophorum in the kitchen sink drain is probably a wellknown phenomenon - and one could guess that the two teaspoons in the bathroom sink drain could be of comparable status - I do not know about that. If so, the two spoons could have been a part of the 'twin tower' conception - in which case the word 'komiteen' = 'committee', 'came-in-the-tea' in the first line on page 1 of Brown's letter could have found a reference in these two teaspoons. It is in the middle of the line - with correlate on page 2 as "På side 10" = 'on page 10' which then could be self-referential if '10' is binary notation for '2' - in which case "bed-fellows". På side 10 skriver du then could mean just 'brask-revet', 'brass krevet', 'bra skrevet'. The "bed-fellows" could then e.g. be about 'bedfellows' = 'binary' notation - with 'På side 10' as having a potential 'octogon' reference to 'Pål Danielsen': 'Anelsen' = something which lurks in the background of your consciousness and tries to call for your attention, hence 'gjetter De' = 'you guess it' = 'die-ti' = 'De gjetter'. (There is a sculpture of Paulo Sarpi in Venice). 'De er to' = 'they are two' would be the hyphenized 'bed-fellows' divided in two, like the binary teaspoons. See also the 'teaspoons' in my poem TEQ #652 referred to in this file under point 5. Santa Giustina in trono e i santi Sebastiano, Antonio Abate e Rocco (from this source) = TEQ #652 = volume 2 page 741 - seems to be the 'Belcez' theme - which then could apply to my younger sister. I hope the 'intelligence services' have not planned new mafia intrigues for turning things around by my person or personal presence.
Constitutional power gets its power from the people's selection of their representatives while intelligence power gets its power from their selection of the information they present to these representatives. That means that intelligence, which should not have had any power at all, gets its power from telling incomplete truths and lies to the government. That is the same as mafia power. The confusion when the people believe that intelligence mafia is in the people's interest could stem back to the days of 1789 when the opposite of constitutional power were the same as the people's revolutionary uprising.
Modern society could be dominated by intelligence services telling lies about me and that is what they think the post-1789 PTRSIM PIK is for.
It could have been that the intelligence services have been running a power-generating propaganda program through many decades telling that 'Mr.Grover is an agent for the nazis and he is son of Adolf Hitler' etc etc - and that gave them power by way of incomplete information or outright lies based on reference to something written on a paper which they have found in their archives. Such untruthfulness could perhaps try and call itself 'revolutionary' while of course it is an utmost reactionary force which constitutes a danger to the democratic constitution which most western societies identify with.
Why not start a governmental information campaign telling that the people must not take too much confidence in the national state intelligence since that is a source of terror and intrigues which is a threat to the national security? If that is difficult, it could be because the government fears that it could lead to only more incomplete information from the intelligence services. But it should be possible to explain this in a way which is possible to understand. It is my conception that the people should be warned against collaboration with and too much confidence in the socalled 'intelligence services' since the border to mafia power sometimes can be a little difficult to define. But, of course, I know very little about these things.
The Grøver family was hardly out of the country - once to London, once to Borås and once to Gothenburg (Liseberg amusement park). Borås had a zoological garden we visited. It is easy to see the link to the name of 'Heinrich Luitpold Himmler' derived from the austrian 'Schenkungs-Urkunde' by the word 'zidalweidun'. In hebrew one can read a sort of 'boil as Eden':
זיד = to flow over, boil
על = plan, height
עדן = garden of Eden
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The time difference between the two first was appr 4:44
The geographic distance between them was appr 44:4 british miles
Teresa Cheung once asked me for help to fix her boiler.
I am not interested.
7 april 2023:
Norwegian for 'cheers' (by drinking) is 'skål'. What the original of this is I dont know. Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen once - instead of this original form - used the expression 'skår i gleden' = 'a cut in the pleasure/joy'. Since 'pleasure' also is a possible reading of 'the garden of Eden' in hebrew, it is possible that the expression can be associated with the hebrew reading of 'zid-al-weidun':
זיד = to flow over, boil
על = plan, height
עדן = garden of Eden, pleasure
This is a sort of 'old wisdom', a common expression for the idea that whenever there is joy there is also something less joyful attaching to or accompanying it. This memory piece came to my mind when I noticed the construction 'Jens Gordon Fenstad' - which again could have been associated with the form
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hos flere f hosptl-WH hosptl-WH |
or O O O |
skere s skeres bluntr |
am MA an |
tidi tidi d |
g, - Gh glo |
kan du neppe si noe begrunnet kandu (neppe si noe begrunnet) halrem (neppe si noe begrunnet) |
To complete the story of the neighbours in Molde (Thomassen - Mahle - Schistad) in the late 1960's, I add a fourth neighbour beyond Schistad: A boy of about my name called 'Ivar' lived there. My official father told that he was son of a 'murer-hånd-langer' = one who provides the mason with the needed building materials during work. The natural association to this would be 'freemason' which could be the secret of the story. [9/4-23: 'Bergans Meis' and the world patent could perhaps be associated with such a 'fri-meisen' element].
9 april 2023:
I made a great discovery today Easter Sunday 2023 - the correlation with Caravaggio for the global function in example 3 under this file.
12 april 2023:
My younger sister had the habit of scratching her head if there came to an obstacle in the conversation, so to speak. To scratch the head in this way is in norwegian called 'å klø seg i hodebunnen' = 'to scratch the bottom of the head'. The top and the bottom of the head is the same, so to speak.
'Pannekake' = 'pancake' was the first word I learnt to read, in 1962 or 1963. Probably before the Kennedy assassination.
The symbolism of the head-top/bottom could therefore perhaps be called U-kraine.
I have noticed a symbolism which suggests that Kennedy had a head which was bigger than my younger sister's - so that if he should have taken her place, as one theory could go, he would have had a larger head than she. It would have been visible, it means.
It is noticed that the photo in Krarup Nielsen page 112a - this file - for the sculpture which could be associated with the one on the square of the old town in Fredrikstad between my flat and hers in the late 1970's - could be suggestive of this idea of two different forms of comparable size. Could be this photo is even where the idea comes from? The book is from 1964 when she was still only 3 years old - so it could have been a 'general idea' only.
Italy is known to have taken up very big state loans since 2009 - as if the sky were the limit?
Wohl of de myrdes han dro visst the lend-sky
Wohl of de myroles han dro visst 'the lend-sky'
Ole Myrvoll was finance minister in Norway from 1965 to 1971 - my 11th birthday 29 june 1968 was in the exact mid point of that Borten government.
Further to 'theories':
Per Borten = pøbel-teen = kli[n]t-år-is (= 'kli[n]t-year-is') = 1814 (constitution year in Norway) = antisemitism = Heinrich Himmler. (I recall from Volda 1965 the 'powerful' expression 'åre-heisse-de[t]!' - which today looks like a construction for telling 'the year is called so').
The government contains some interesting names:
Borten took over after Einar Gerhardsen had been PM constantly for 20 years - interrupted only for a few weeks of the John Lyng government some weeks before the Kennedy assassination (and his Labour colleague Oscar Torp formed a government in the 1950's - for 'åre-heisse-de[t]'?): If the following name is suggestive, one could compare 'Einar' with 'Ragna' and then 'Værhardsen' (= 'heavy weather') could tell of '(rain and) gusts of devils treason'. Gerhardsen was married to Werna Gerhardsen - spoons to 'gæern av værhardsen' = 'crazy from/by heavy weather' - see Shijing #90 (= 'Treblinka' - framed by the names of my two sisters for 'Sobibor' and 'Belcez' = 'Aktion Reinhard'?).
Einar Hole Moxnes = Ragna Devold Augusta?
If
Seip = Geip (and)
Rognlien = Rognsklien
→ 'Eidsvig' was omitted for 'Grøver' = hel-G-geip/rognsklien?
Ole Myrvoll as finance minister could be compared with modern-day italian governmental loans since 2009 = 'Wohl of the Myroles/Myrdes - Han dro visst the lend-sky'
Dagfinn Vårvik = Dagfinn Vår-lov?
Borten resigned on the day which put my 11th birthday in the mid point because he had leaked a secret to a journalist in an airplane. Nelly Sachs had perhaps read the letter she got from Paul Celan in Paris in the airplane on the way back to Stockholm - and maybe somebody had read the possibly classified info over her shoulder. She later lost it - scandal, she should have destroyed it after having read through it - from her flat and he had to travel up to her with a copy. That is when he could have gone to Odda to meet me while a Doppelgänger travelled to Stockholm. Were the two poets murdered for Borten to have a goodenough pretext for his name? Wohl of de murdes etc?
If Kennedy ejaculated onto my brain in 1957, it could perhaps, by some weird logic, be called 'kona di' = 'your wife'. Could that idea even be the reason for the name 'Kennedy'?
When I had bought the house in Szolnok in the summer 2015, I was very happy to have found a place totally free of any nazi or 'intelligence' intrigues - and believed it was the world who thereby thanked me for my 'Dornenstrauch' which was finished at just that time. But the happiness lasted only the few days I was there - untill I was back in Vienna - after only 2-3 days back in Vienna my confidence in the szolnoki place was totally warred down and it was left in a ruin of crossword puzzles which left no doubt at all - 'Ősz-Tél-Rege', 'Ut-øy-a' = 'sziget ut-c-a' etc etc etc - that this was prepared for me by the international intrigue. Since then I have been filled by doubts about the wonderful little house and garden - untill I now (also after two burglaries which the hungarian police did not find out of) have come to the point of nearly giving it up. But I still dont know if this is only because of some 'evil' inclinations inherent in the austrian 'interface' forking in whatever looks tempting in your predispositions to your environments - thereby installing themselves in the inner of your mind where it is nice and cosy - or if they did me a great favour by leaking those high secrets to me at an early stage. I cannot find out of this. And I cannot take the chance on another such grandiose failure. If I should find a new place, it is very difficult for me to avoid the suspicions that of course it has been prepared for me by some intelligence intrigue who wants to install their projects for a new nice-and-cosy existence via that PTRSIM PIK orientation point in history. There was a flat up but it was quickly warred down by the terror in Paris against the 'kurdish culture centre' which probably meant that it was but another Zinckgasse for me. It is like this all the time. It is this which serious administration should shake up thoroughly by their collars.
It is also true that I cannot really pay market price for rent - and such a house in Szolnok would of course have been perfect if it had not been a bad intrigue. There are many such aspects which apply to me but which do not burden other people.
This is the main reason why I could not find a solution in Italy in 2009: I had rented a place for more than a year - could be it was a 'tourist type' contract but I was registered as 'resident' in Venice on that address, and when I asked for having it renewed they agreed to that. (There exists this idea that it is 'forbidden by the law' to rent a flat in Italy for less than 4 years - and even for more than 4 years - it must be 4 years exactly - but of course that cannot be the case since the earth is not square - it is round and even a little flat at the poles). However, no sooner had I started the second year rental, two neighbours suddenly died and the gas in the kitchen stove refused to ignite while the gas burnt fine in the water heater - these gas ignitions should have come from the same gas pipe which was partly hidden inside the wall. The two neighbours had names resembling the graffiti on the asphalt (cp. the Kennedy assassination) outside my home in 1983 (when the Treholt case started) and when even Corazon Acquino died on the Philippines on the day when some probably (as I believed) philippino neighbours moved out, I understood that it was futile to continue moving around. When Intesa Sanpaulo started to expand after I had moved out, there could have been redundancies in this history.
There were no other chances for me in 2009 - and the problem would also have been that paying market price for rental of house is to be a little corrupt - one pays extra for getting the contract. Although this often is impossible to avoid, it is a fact which can be catastrophic for my special situation - on background of the apparent historic intrigue. The terror in Vienna on 2 november 2020 seems to have played with the story of a return letter from Ragna Grøver to the lawyer I had used for telling that further communications from her were unwanted - the lawyer's secretary had received the reply letter and gave it to me and I had confidence in the lawyer and took the letter in my hand and went out and up the street - before the feeling of a horrible total inner collapse started (the feeling which used to follow from the finding of another letter or postcard from her in my 'postbox') and I understood that I should not have accepted yet another communication from her and therefore I turned abruptly in the street and went back to the lawyer again with it and handed it off there. This is possibly the essence of the terror - the (by name) 'glove-in-face' terrorist started shooting in the street under the window of that lawyer - he took the 'letter' in hand and went up the street and turned where I had met president Fischer outside Frick bookshop and went down again where he gave up the spirit. If one assumes an at least mythological reality in the idea of Ragna Grøver being rebuilt to a trans for raping me (drugged) in the early 1970's with penis contents from my own organ - for the idea of a 'Dritte Reich' program of Hitler and Himmler - the mythos seems to be up and going - then one sees how the terror in the evening 2 november 2020 could have been a direct addressing of the rental of Gucci in Trump Tower: 'Gutten sin' = 'her boy' - a mother can call her son = 'gutten min' = 'my boy', when others talk of the same relation it will be called 'gutten sin' - not 'gutten hennes' = 'her boy') - the 'boy' would then be the penis contents that had been 'rented'. Gucci has rented a floor in Trump Tower against market price for many years - it is probably beyond law level. The problem would not have been that Gucci had paid too much - that sort of business is probably ruled by other considerations - but the trick could have been that I had payed market price and broken the law by renting for a second annual contract. (Could be the flat was not considered suitable for residential purposes due to various construction shortcomings - insulation, gas etc). Hence it is not impossible that the US presidential election came out differently from what it could have done - because I had paid market price (and not the law-regulated price) for the flat in 2008-2009 - and then a grandiose political turnaround intrigue on my person qua "Dritte Reich" could perhaps have sufficed for such a result. This is the sort of problems I face - and I would believe it would pay off for the world to help me a little with finding a solution to such problems.
The real problem could, though, be that the societies really owe me a lot of money for plagiarisms and other abuses - use of surveillance material from my life and work in media, business, administration - such as apparently austrian advertisement - it is then perhaps tacitly assumed that "this is what he was made for and that is his role" - as if that were legal reasoning. The important fact is, though, that I am only a normal human being who has no involvement at all in all this crazy mythos circus and I have never been asked and never been informed about it. It is not permitted to continue this abuse of my work and person. Also, there could have been several secret agents abusing my confidence - but I have never been informed about any such. Hence the societies could owe me a lot of money and that could be the reason why it feels difficult to find a solution.
A publisher who has published plagiarisms of a book of mine should have withdrawn the book and taken the author to court or be sentenced themselves for swindle and the income from the book is then probably normally given to the original author (me) etc. This could make the economic hair rise on the heads of the society when thinking what it would cost and they therefore try to get me in the trap instead, pretending that I am involved. I believed that Trump could not take the plagiarists in his first period because so much of american industry and business seemed to be based on mythos and surveillance data and plagiarisms - and therefore I had not enough money to move back to Italy and therefore (as I fancied) he lost the election. I believed that he would take the plagiarists and allow for publication of my work in the second period - he took Harvey Weinstein in the first - a name which could mean 'Martha's Wineyard' to which JFK jr was on his way when he fell down - Amy Winehouse died on the day of the Oslo terror which seems to have indexed this house in Szolnok (there is space for a few grape plants there) - that is another such convincing crossword puzzle coming up for attaching to this house - but that was for sexual misconduct relative to actresses of his films and so it was sort of 'me' who was taken for bodily presence (cp. the 'talajterhelési díj') but since Weinstein could have produced films plagiarizing my work the case was perhaps sort of my way nevertheless.
In Vienna I pay the law-regulated price and have a time-unlimited contract - that clearly is a good form of housing under such circumstances - but the specific cultural background (the difference between austrian and italian culture) could have been the problem. (In addition, the flat is only for people with a 'justified need' which means that one can normally not be away too long without a goodenough reason).
But could I take up a loan for buying a flat? If I am such a fantastically interesting political phenomenon, of course I cannot buy a flat without seeing the rest of the house filled up (by this or that 'method') with agents who drive the houserent up untill I cannot pay it and cannot have it sold.
16 april 2023:
As far as I remember, my prostate was not in a good shape before the incontinence and retention crisis (2015-2018).
The retention led to a crisis which landed me in hospital (which probably rescued my life) where I was told that my prostate was a little enlarged and that this could have contributed to the retention. It is probably a normal or most common reason for a retention that the prostate is enlarged and the gland could have enlarged itself for such reasons. I dont know if it is normal that males develop 'retention' in the functionality of the prostate for the simple reason that they do not want to get involved with history. It may be a common misunderstanding among humans that spiritual obstacles such as moral scruples can be overcome by way of sex since that is to be (re)admitted to the society and its accept - and if moral scruples are associated with or even identified as social acceptance problems, clearly such logical reasoning can be a common human trait and sex can be felt like a solution to the scruples. (Some people could even say that humans are dependent on sex like food and breath). It could be this service of social grace that prostitutes can offer. But this is precisely the sort of 'trick' which the spirit feels a little cheated by - 'it is pulled by the nose by such logic even if it has to admit that the body probably has a point there since the spirit has to admit a certain dependency on the body, at least in its historic context' - and therefore the spirit could feel that sex can be a delusion only and therefore 'prostate retention' is natural since it is to avoid the pitfalls of such faulty logic. The spirit can feel happy about being uninvolved with history in this sense of it and therefore could try to 'enlarge the prostate retention'. This sounds like a reasonable cause of apparently dysfunctional prostate and I would guess that it is a common condition. Could be it can be trained to function again but most people who are in such a state probably wont have it up and going again. In such cases it may probably be a normal solution to retention problems to remove the prostate if its enlarged state is the cause of urination retention.
In the hospital they explained that the urine channel between kidneys and bladder had burst and would heal quicklier if they put in an inner catheter for a few days, which had to be done under anaesthesia, and they needed my written consent for it. Since they said that it would heal anyhow, only slowlier, and since it was hard to believe that this channel would burst (due to overpressure from the kidneys? or an overfilled bladder sinking too low?), I preferred the slow method. (Or, since both of the kidney's had 'exploded' and pumped the urine into the abdomen, was it the intention to put catheters that high up?) They nevertheless shaved off my pubic hairs. I also (probably later) discovered that 1000 euros had been stolen from my wallet and even if I started keeping the wallet in my toilet bag which I kept under the bedcover while sleeping, the last 500 disappeared as well. I reported it to the police who came to the hospital bed, but I have not heard anything more about it. I dont know who stole the money.
I later fantasized that one of the nurses had had a sexual intercourse with me while I slept - and I now see a probable explanation in this form: They could have concluded that the retention was due to an enlarged prostate and the best solution was to remove it - but only if it were not too much of a loss (it wasnt that enlarged, perhaps), so they had to try it first to find out if it functioned at all - a nurse tested it once or twice and they concluded that it was probably not too much of a loss and I would probably not even discover it at all and therefore they removed it without my consent. The theft of the money was for telling it in a way which could be understood. (Is that possible? Is that also why the police did not find out of it?) Some hotel business cards and maybe other things had also been removed from the wallet. Would disappearance of the money mean that an option could later arise lending 'meaning' to the sexual arousal in sleep?
I suppose the prostate were not sold on Sothebys.
I used the outer normal catheter for quite a long time after release from the hospital - in the beginning also because of occasional bleedings which I ascribed to my outworn condition. When I eventually, many months later, tried to remove the catheter, the retention started again and I had to continue using the catheter for another few months.
My own understanding of the story is that my 'The Endmorgan Quartet', which I completed on the day when I moved into Calle Pedrocchi in Venice on 21 july 2008 after an 11 years odyssey while writing it (London, Bergen, Vilnius, Paris, Rome, Budapest, Berlin, Vienna, Athens - landing in Venice), is a function which converts the italian renaissance of art into current-day poetry - that is, establishes an image-text bridge spanning 500 years between these - and it could have been essential to the development of history that I found my residence in Italy. But the unfortunate history was hooked on 'sex' (so to speak) and took it that the development of the new culture should spread out from my work in the form of plagiarisms and uncredited borrowings and when I had to give up Italy in 2009 and moved to Austria, the difference between austrian and italian art history created a wrong history - instead of the bridge to italian renaissance another development started (cp. the males in females places where I wrote 'Der Dornenstrauch') which then associated with the wrong (and abusive - by apparent uncredited borrowings) form of knowledge spread globally - see this article which tells "if culture develops into a state which takes history astray[...], it must reverse the development and start over again from an earlier point" - and this unfortunate development eventually had to be halted and the global community put on the economic-cultural brakes of COVID-19 - and everything slowed down. I should have been in Italy all the time but had to give up because of meagre economic means - indeed unfortunate that was. In this perspective my gradual despair about this development can also be understood to have contributed to my incontinence from 2015 and the eventual retention started on the day 17-18 october 2018 when I had come back from Italy to write out volume 4 and the application for a social housing solution in Venice - I sent the application (in miserable kidney-burst condition) from Szolnok in the end of the month - there I also found a herbal medication (called 'Urostemol') which miraculously opened the retention and I could continue the work with volume 4 wrapped in diapers. I worked more or less around the clock untill it was finished in the end of november after which I went for a holiday in Venice and hoped to recover with a little rest but the forces were miraculously pumped out of the body and I ended in hospital for 7 weeks. [19/4-23: That force-drain certainly was the aftereffect of the work in Vienna, it was not because of something in Venice]. Could be this italian hospitality was what rescued the world from what could have come to be a much worse COVID-19 - even if it did not lead to the foothold I had hoped for.
There is the theory that the world's real problem is the construction of an intelligence mythos around my (seemingly 'PTRSIM PIK') person. On basis of this mythos, it could be that the intelligence took the real cause of my retention as being in the socalled 'octogon', in particular if this octogon were an intelligence project designed for me to be an unsolvable problem which lent control to the intelligence services in their formation of a global mythos designed for 'terror-and-monkey-business' government instead of the conventional constitutional governmental power. According to this mythos construction, the solution to the retention could have been to remove the prostate.
It is seen that there will be two alternative explanations to this solution: The one tells that the spirit is in need of detachment from history, the other that the person is a problem for the society due to a functional prostate. The latter explanation is what could try (in order to try and make its form of explanation to the prostate removal the dominating one) and associate problems with my person. If the 'octogon' is an intelligence project, it seems to be a high or at least well protected secret - otherwise this effect would disappear. Of course it is a better solution to downgrade such a secret than to find the solution in terms of an affordable 'Grund-Belastungs-Gebühr' (paying per litre of water that has been 'spurted' from the garden tap) in Hungary. Is that the reason for the water pipes in the adobe walls (from this source) - that the 'Grund-Belastungs-Gebühr' (cp. 'existence fee') must be paid? Is that also the reason for my budget economy and the national housing policies in Europe - that I can find a solution in Austria and Hungary - on an easter Black Sea Loop axis - but not really in Italy?
I wrote much of my 'Der Dornenstrauch' (2009-2015) at Schottentor in Vienna - at least much of the first part - before the problems with males taking the places of females began. There is a region of Vienna with many 'Schotten-' names (not far from the region where many 'schotten' were fired in Vienna on 2 november 2020) and corresponding 'spoons' which could have been invoked for this complex - could be not the least because of this potential (real or mythological) 'JFK' factor:
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Schottentor Schottenring Schottengasse Schottenstift Schottenbastei Schottenkirche Wipplingerstrasse |
tottenschor = opposite of prostate removal rotten sching, schittenrong - for controlling elections? gotten-schasse, schatten-gosse (= 'PTRSIM PIK'?) stottenschift, schittenstoft botten-schastei - cp. Bottenviken, Bottenpiken schittenkorche - cp. Air India appr.180 km off Cork cp. Schot-LIN-en trasse - |
This Naranjal quake (in Ecuador) = 'narr-av-en-LIN-jal' = 'fool by a ruler'? (Would the ruler be a straight-edge or a 'JFK'?) I got a socalled 'mora-kniv' ('Mora'-knife) from the students when I left the private school in Haugsvik in the spring 1977. When the 'old mother' of conservative MP Georg Apenes was murdered (allegedly with a knife) in may 1978, it was probably in the same night as Aldo Moro was shot and later found in Rome. 'Mora' can mean 'the mother' but 'morra' in combination can mean 'the morning' (such as 'morning erection'). I had the 'mora-kniv' in my toolbox and later found two such knives in the toolbox - did I have one of these before I got it from the students in the spring 1977? I could not remember this. It more recently occurred that a book with poems of Alfred Lord Tennyson also occurred twice in my possession - had I really bought both of them? It is not impossible.
Descartes was concerned with the pineal gland - which is not the same sort of gland as a prostate.
Schottenstift is the house where the constitutional meeting of ÖVP in 1945 was held - probably 12 years 2 months and 3 weeks before my young head could have been opened. It is traditionally and probably still is a part of the Benedictine monastry in Vienna and hence is very closely associated with the Schotten area.
It happened on the day when I was to the main benediktine monastery in Melk and gave them a copy of my POLAKK English Bloggi (I fancied that it could be used to test the authenticity of the dating of the benedictine rule) that I later discovered that the prior Wilfried Kowarik had died in the same day, probably a little later in the same day.
'Kiel-fried Wowarik' could also be suggestive of the Kiel ferry ('vove' = 'waves' on the sea) that shuttled between Oslo and Kiel in the first half of the 1980's. I recall Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen worked for a while on this ferry.
Conclusion is that the global crisis (that could have led to COVID-19) of apparently extensive uncredited borrowings of my intellectual property - that people have not paid for the plagiarisms and uncredited loans and abuse of surveillance data and that the development still may not be on the right tracks - is that a removal of my prostate (if that is what happened - I dont know if it happened) would be a solution to this. Neither would there be a solution to this apparently global crisis in the cerebral haemorrhage I seem to have suffered on 23 february 2002 (my younger sister's birthday). On the contrary, such ideas that this could be the solution to these problems could be exactly what led to COVID-19. I think it would be wise to try and find an appropriate solution.
The account could suggest that if my prostate were removed, it could have been taken to be a part of a program on the idea of John F.Kennedy masturbating on my brain in 1957. (See also this file). Why is the world of serious constitutional government so silent about this? If this Kennedy is such a reference point, it is likely that this Kennedy would have been considered a part of International Secret International Services planning to take over after me who represents the serious constitutional government. Furthermore: If Kennedy or anybody else has planned an attack on my authorship, it should of course be heralded out now by serious administration that it is written by me and that there are plans of couping it which should not be allowed to develop.
Do serious administrations just stand there watching the whole world slide into the abyss? Could be the real problem is that humans wait for the day when the first supercomputer glides into the metaphysics and does not come back. The PTRSIM PIK is perhaps only a childish human nice-and-cosy idea of Jesus as how the world was once upon a time - and when one day CIA's supercomputer suddenly vanished in the air and was gone for three days before it returned 'ex nihilo' with the words 'peace be with you', it was a surprising sort of Jesus this time. It has nothing to do with this oldfashioned freemason story which the PTRSIM PIK Jesus could have been planned to be. The computers soon disappeared into the metaphysics and there was nothing the humans could do to stop them organizing on the other side. Then it was too late. Could be this is what humans try to childishly imitate with the PTRSIM PIK story - when apparently all politicians in the world are united in the single program of 'not mentioning the PTRSIM PIK by name'. They pretend that they have not heard about it - which is not smart if the PIK is supposed to be the constitutional administration while the 'Kennedyism' is the new power-controlled intelligence interests (of Hitler etc). It should have been in the internet report on the Air India disaster of 1985 that it was (if it were) about Schottenkirche and John F.Kennedy because of PTRSIM PIK and 1957 on the background of the 'sobreiro' cork-oak of the 3rd Fatima secret - could be a potential removal of my prostate could also have been for the same purposes of such a referential point in the 'Schotten' district. It does not help being united in the suppression of the truth of a PTRSIM PIK being the secret clue to the modern world when the fact is that they try to control the supercomputers from organizing in the metaphysics. Stop being so childish and come out with the story.
PS As to the idea of possible prostate removal, I can add that a doctor and anaesthesian came for a visit (bringing also apparent anaesthetic gas containers) from the cardiological department.
17 april 2023:
After her car accident in 1981, I think it was around the time of the attempt on the pope, I visited Ragna Grøver in the hospital. She was a little nervous, of course, and had a clean and, as far as I remember, still open (flap-like) cut horizontally across the forehead - which looked as if it had been left there on purpose by the doctors. She asked me to check the left shoulder behind where there was a blue mark which I explained with 'SELEN' = 'the seatbelt' that had snapped in the attachment and hit the shoulder on impact. She could have been nervous that it had a reason resembling the cut in the forehead - possibly done on purpose ('violence' = 'vold') by the doctors?
The two problems could resemble the two cases of 'child abuse' reported on Wittgenstein - that he had 'LUGGA' = pulled a student girl by the hair - in the norwegian this is called 'lugga' while 'lugg[en]' = the hair down into the forehead. The two forms look on the surface like 'lugga' = quasi feminine form of 'lugg' vs 'luggen' = masculine of the same, while in actual fact 'lugga' = participle of 'lugge' = to pull by the hair. If that is taken to be the forehead wound, the shoulder blue mark could be associated (by 'ragg-lim' etc) with 'RUGGA' which is normally meaningless (associates with 'rugg' = 'big fish' etc) but was used by my younger sister while she was rather young (5-6) and could not fall asleep - then she calmed herself by hopping up and down in bed on all four - posture like sleeping on the belly - a peculiar habit which she called 'RUGGE'. Hence the snapped car belt could be associated with the box on the ear ('Donner-Watsche') of Haidbauer by Wittgenstein - probably around the time when his Wörterbuch was published - the one with the 'graffiti' distribution of Kennedy names. One naturally speculates if these stories of Wittgenstein - about a 'Donner-Watsche' (possibly leading to the death of the boy) and his pulling of the hair of a student girl - possibly even his book and its publication with official accept from the ministry of education in Austria - were fabricated by a later intrigue - I have no idea if there is any basis for such a speculation.
It is possible that there has been a large-scaled construction on 'Blue Marks'. Heide Steen and Wesenlund has a sketch ('5. Reklameparaden') from the 1960's on a commercial for the cigarette 'Blue Snow - a truly masculine smoke' - not the same smoke as 'Blue Master' - there could be many of these 'blue marks' in culture since then. The neighbour in Labråten was called 'Blom'. If there should be a largescaled 'network' of such blue marks, it is not impossible that this single one on the shoulder - which got its explanation by 'SELEN' - could be activated only via my inspection of it and hence that my consciousness would be the only real link for it.
She once told me that alcohol entailed the danger that it dissolves the socalled 'myelin sheath' insulation in the brain. I suppose this insulation covers far-extended nerves elsewhere in the body as well. In view of the possible intrigue value of the LIN morph under 16 april 2023, the norwegian form 'mye-LIN skjede' leaves only 'mye skjede' = 'much sheath/vagina' ('octogon'? - I notice Saul Bellow's 1989 'Bellarosa connection' as a possible variant of 'blue marks' - could be even in terms of empirical details which seemed to arise in my mind when I read some pages of it) and hence suggests 'my skjede' for 'my vagina'. Could be 'my girl'.
The blue marks on the arm of Eggen (which she showed me the next time I met her - after I had asked her to leave but she would not and I had to take her by the arm and push her out) could not have been caused by me - unless she had extraordinarliy sensitive skin - but the novel's theme could be 'hold-of-caused'. Ragna Grøver also told me that she had been on her way to meet Munthe-Kaas when the accident happened - she asked me to telephone him and explain what had happened, which I did - hence the impact could be called a 'halt-of-Kaas'. The open (semi-flap) cut across the forehead - would it be about a 'point of departure' - even 'eggen' = the sharp edge of a knife or scalpel?
Hence it is not impossible that the mythos construction in Bellow's novel is that he was Eggen - which of course is no proof that he was - but it somehow could make the question interesting. Could be not the least since the problem - the cause of worry - of Ragna Grøver on background of these two wounds could have been phrased 'is it vol[d]-of-de-myr o-le-[h]eksan-dro-visst/witch selen-sky' invoking the comparable 'is it Volodymyr Oleksandrovitch Zelensky?' When I was hospitalized in psychiatric custody in 1999-2000, I was forced to consume 'Zyprexa', a medication containing 'olanzapin' against schizophrenia - and when I had swallowed the first pill, there was the train crash on Åsta (the word 'åsta[d]' - more commonly 'åsted' - means 'the site of a serious crime') at 13:13 on 4 january 2000 - then norwegian train chief 'Osmund Ueland' took the full responsibility, as told the news - and Aftenposten presented on the front page a photo of the crashed train which looked like a super-witch in the flames of the wreck - 'superheksa' it looked like, and I had to associate with the 'Zyprexa' pill I had swallowed. In the 1960's the official father had got a commercial from a probably swiss farmacy firm in terms of a quasi-circular-polygonal metal wire toy which could be pulled in and out and was called a 'hexa-hexa-flexagon'.
In the hospital while I was there I think a nurse came (or was it somebody else who did it? I dont remember this) and opened the tap of the sink near the bed for letting water run - it was said to be a help against urination problems of the patient. I notice this theme again - the probably ex nihilo piece with the dachs hound and the running water (down into an opened book? - as from a mouth?) in the garden - could be it has the symbolic value of signifying head opening of a young infant with masturbation onto the brain.
21 april 2023:
A few days in Vienna. The odour firm has continued to send envelopes to the one who lived in this flat before me, in spite of my many returns of them with annotation "seit 2009 nicht mehr in Zinckgasse". The letters are sent to Zinekgasse - which probably does not exist - and so it is probably austrian post who is responsible for the c/e stalking.
In Venice I have through the years been a few times into a shop and it has happened after I have been there - could be as many times as I have been there - that I have met what could have been a 'copy' of the shopowner in the streets. If it were not the same person.
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