Brief comments

John Bjarne Grover

Brief comments for earlier months are given at the end of the page.

4 november 2023:

The question why Russia attacked Ukraine is not clear to many people. There is the obvious idea that NATO comes too close if Ukraine becomes a member, but the Donbass conflict broke out in 2014 and must be more than prospects of a future membership in NATO. In addition, there are the referenda in the eastern regions of Ukraine on the people's wish to become russian citizens - and I think between 90 and 100% (and wasnt the turnout high as well?) wanted to become russian rather than to remain ukrainian in these districts that had been occupied by Russia since the intervention in 2022. That high percentage must mean that they were not safe there - that there had been systematic persecution of russians. As far as I have understood, there never existed a ukrainian state before Stalin made it in the 1930's - which means that the independent state of Ukraine - a gift from Russia that was - is not much more than 30 years old. If those 30 years were spent with persecuting russians in the east, it is very possible that the russian attack in 2022 was not much more than self defence - and that Russia has not gone into attack modus ever since but only has defended its own legitimate borders.

In addition, there are signs that surveillance data - from me in Austria and possibly from others - could have been used for engineering terror in Ukraine, at least some newspieces could have been telling of that possibility - in which case it is possible that a possible persecution of russians in eastern Ukraine could have been in an attempt to set the Black Sea Loop going: That Black Sea Loop (a horrible wave of underearth terror going from index-person to index-person from Turkey to Paris) is an idea that has been launched through Radio Free Service (talking unverified news in your mind) and it could have been the contents of the Wannsee Konferenz of the nazis in 1942 - for the ultimate goal of an Endlösung to the Judenfrage: The complete extermination of all jews on earth, as would have been the dream of nazis out for more power.

It must be understood that nazism has no other ideology or values than more power to themselves and can abuse anything valuable that can tip the values over onto themselves. They probably gladly dress up as jews or ancient sanskrit vedics or whatever - as long as there are human values there from which they can pump the values. The high status which such values enjoy among people is also a part of the reason why it is difficult to take nazism at the root - simply because it can be dressing up in such value and 'go on the barricades' for them.

If this is the second reason - which even could resemble the first, that of NATO - why Russia attacked Ukraine - in an attempt to stop that nazi Black Sea Loop - it must be understood that Russia could be the heros of judaism and the only solid defenders of their rights and values, at least in those areas.

This article in Jerusalem Post reports from a meeting of Chief Rabbi Lazar with Putin: The title allows for some doublebottom reading - suggestive of the widespread idea that Russia is out for terror on the ukrainians and that the jews feel threatened or persecuted by this terror - while it emerges from the article that it is possible to see it the other way round - that the rabbi is there in order to thank Putin for the heroic support they have offered to the jewish interests. At least the meeting was made. But the western world could still be waiting desperately for a clearout of what happened really after WWIII and where did Hitler and Himmler go? Are they still up - busily organizing new persecutions of jews under the protection of NATO and other western interests?

This article of today, though, seems to lend renewed support to the idea that the ukrainian state interests could coincide with the israeli - and that this could be the factual contents of the current crisis in the middle east. The article quote Zelensky with saying "Hamas and Russia are the same evil" - because Hamas had attacked Israel - and Russia had attacked Ukraine.

There is a potential confusion out there which it is important to observe - and it should be made a little clearer to the news-reading people. Clearly nazis can make much progress under false popular beliefs about this.

Zelensky himself is a jew - but if he also has dependency obligations that could be associated with agency, it is not much worth, of course. The request for a ukrainian membership in EU was met with a requirement that two central people in the ukrainian administration (which both could be concerned with accepting or rejecting agents in administrative positions) be replaced with persons which EU could accept - has apparently so far not been met, at least as far as I have come to knowledge of, and it is possible that the plans of ukrainian membership has so far been put aside.

A few years ago I needed to have a window repaired. A glazier came and installed it wrong way - so that the double glass plate easily could be pushed in from outside. I repaired it, though, otherwise the security would have been low. (But I could not have repaired it entirely myself even if I could have got the glass plates made by measure, since one needs a special 'product tool' - it is not called 'product key', is it? - for opening the window frames from outside, in fact, after having opened them from inside). It is important to observe that it is my authority which can decide which way the glass plate is to be opened - criminals have no automatic right to associate with my authority - beyond the normal shared level of 'human being' and things like that. I am not a representative of criminal interests. But it is true that I had not the needed 'product tool' under my authority - I would guess that it is not for sale to anybody - rather it probably is a sort of special 'glaziers tip'. Briefly: The window frame had to be opened from inside and then a special tool could be inserted from outside to open some frames which could be swung up outwards and the glass plates could be removed outwards, but the glazier (who, by the way, reminded me a little of a classmate, new from 1974) had in fact first broken the inner wooden lists up with a flat-tipped tool (reminiscent of what masons use) so that the plates in theory could have been taken out inwards without using the 'product key' needed for a legal outwards installation of the Windows - after the replacement from outside he reattached the wooden lists inside with hair-thin metal nails - then the security looked very low indeed - and after he had left I had to attach those wooden lists properly by way of more solid nails and also wood-glue.

It was the police who had broken the window glass while I was away because neighbours had alarmed them that one who looked like me had gone in there but did not answer and the police told me (after my return) that they had feared I were helpless on the floor and therefore had broken the window and climbed in but found none. The police said I could send the bill for the window repair to an address they gave me, but I somehow felt that I could not send a bill for such a half-repair and therefore let it be.

There may be an alternative interpretation to Russia-Ukraine up and going - that early signs of a turnaround on the official western support to Ukraine may be about to turn around - could have released the attack on Israel. Sarkozy, Conte and H.Clinton have pronounced opinions that could be taken to signify such an upcoming turn. It may be that the status and history of Hitler and Himmler after 1945 is the core of the problem. It is possible that these interests want to prevent the paradoxes to be solved.

Article of today.

6 november 2023:

See my discussion of Ukraine of 4 november 2023 - supported by the considerations presented by Vladimir Putin that Ukraine is a country that suffers to an extraordinary degree under the problem of corruption - which probably means a high degree of secret agency in administration. The question was, as far as I can recall, that EU needed to have new persons whom they could accept in the constitutional court and the bureau investigating corruption. These would probably be vital for a question whether Zelensky himself could be an agent for international secret intelligence interests (which probably are those who would be interested in running a Black Sea Loop of horror persecution through Ukraine towards Paris) - and EU could not accept the persons who were in these positions before they could consider a ukrainian application for membership seriously. In july 2022: "Von der Leyen explained Ukraine should appoint new heads for the Specialized Anti-Corruption Prosecutor's Office and National Anti-Corruption Bureau, which both started operating in 2015, as soon as possible. [...] Von der Leyen also insisted on the need to reform the country's constitutional court". In december 2022: "France's President Emmanuel Macron said in May that Kyiv was 'in all likelihood decades' from EU membership". [...] Some progress in battling corruption seems to have been reached - "On the downside, however, concern is now growing over the Constitutional Court, with its supreme legal oversight that can overrule government decisions". As far as I have knowledge of, but that knowledge is very limited, not much has happened with these matters in the mean time. The recent article on Tass quotes Putin:

"Believe me - I had close contacts with [Ukraine's] former leaders - they buy everything: the vote in the Supreme Court, the vote in the Constitutional Court. Buy!" he said. He recalled his talks with the former Ukrainian leaders who used to say when discussing certain topics: "We will take care of this, it will cost this much." "This coming from the highest officials! I was taken aback! I said: 'This is how you do things here?! [And the answer was]: Well, yes, this is the way it is here," Putin shared details. / As an example of corruption in Ukraine, the Russian president cited arms sales. "They say now - weapons from Ukraine are popping up in the Middle East. Of course they are, because they sell them," he said, adding that Ukraine also sells weapons to the Taliban (outlawed in Russia). And, from there, [the weapons] spread anywhere," Putin said. / "Everything is for sale," he described the situation in Ukraine".

This could mean that weapons used in the attack on Israel recently could have come from Ukraine - who has got a lot of donations of weapons from western sources. Yesterday 4 november 2023: "The conflict between Israel and Hamas risked shunting Ukraine out of the political limelight, with a whirl of European and American leaders spinning through the Middle East". Which probably means that the conflict in Ukraine has spread to the Middle East. My reasoning tells that one must see the obvious historic possibility that Ukraine is a country that suffers from problems with secret agency (= 'corruption') and hence is vulnerable to intrigues from those who want to have a Black Sea Loop running through the country - and my reasoning includes the idea that this is a program that was started with the nazi Wannsee Conference in 1942 for the program of the complete extermination of all jews from the surface of the earth.

What does it mean that the ukrainian conflict could have spread to the Middle East? It could mean that the program could be to harvest massive western support for the nazi program by using me and my literary work for the role of paradoxical mystery - which allows for an identification of me with the palestinian claims to the territory - identified as my claims to the authorship of my work - while at the same time turning this 180 degrees around to be identified as my claims to the monkey business that seems to have been running on a global scale on my work. Is a normal best-seller still a plagiarism on one of my literary works - produced by hand and home laser printer in 30 copies which I donate to libraries? It is very possible that laser printers sold to private persons today (but not a few years ago) have difficulties with printing out a book manuscript in duplex (on both sides) in folders of, say, 16 or 32 pages - such that a 320 page book is printed out in 10 successive folders that can be bound together for a normal book. I was in a copyshop which self-evidently should have had this option but it turned out that they now could print only one folder at the time for a reasonable price before new programming would be needed - the whole book would be possible but only to a much higher price. I have guessed that my volume 4 - produced with leftover material and limping machine from the beginning of this millenium - was the last time it was possible to make these books in the home. Most modern private computers are probably for S-mode dependent on Microsoft support from the web and can these print out a book in the home? These are probably typical factors which only tell that global best-sellers plagiarizing my work are considered legal - and that my claims to my rights resemble the palestinians - such as Hamas recently who in principle could have got weapons from Ukraine. Of course such best-sellers - bought and read by many people - could be the basis for a western problem with political integrity as far as a Black Sea Loop is concerned.

This could mean that support to my struggle could mean support to a nazi Black Sea Loop. If, in addition, persecution of russian nationals in Ukraine has been modelled on (thought?) surveillance of me, it could mean that the plan is to leave me with the option of being a 'nazi poet'. Which I am not.

This could mean that the role designed for me in the political theatre could be to be the paradox of nazism - and that a swap function could have been planned for nazism dressing up in new judaistic feathers.

Yesterday I published this translation of an epigram of Ablikhos with comment which tells that the essential paradox which this story tells could be rooted in the socalled human faculty of faith in its ability to give shape to the historic (and transcendent!) reality. Fear of afterlife doom is probably the standard innermost reason for terror trying to scare the fear away - and to get the transcendent reality under control. It is seen from my discussion of this poem that 1) there could in principle be a factual historic basis for an interpretation of the historical circumstances tracing this back to Himmler's 'Aktion Reinhard' (Sobibor, Treblinka, Belcez) potentially as an integrated part of the Wannsee Conference and plans for a Black Sea Loop of current times, while at the same time 2) there seems to be a factual historic basis ('multiplying Hellas' and upwards-rising 'ordinals of Venizelas' in Ablikhos' poem) for the assumption of a genuinely mystic factor in the 'apparition' of the ('Belcez'?) small black beetle-shaped vehicle. It seems that Ablikhos' poetic imagination could have identified this with Jesus and his continued presence in the current historic reality.

It is possible that it is this poetic-mystic paradox which nazi politics hopes to have installed into the political reality by way of my role - now potentially spreading to the Middle East - probably in a desperate hope to reach full control of the transcendent reality - an attempt at usurping the power in Heaven, that could mean - an old story really, which they could hope to project onto me by way of beastly 666 and things like that. Of course after a decade of hitlerish terror in Germany the need for such a paradox could have been felt as urgently important at the time of the Wannsee Conference (cp. also the concept of 'peer review' - Mentzen, Paust, Bøthun - which could make the duplex issue relevant). That terror probably started with the Reichstagsbrand - a possibly corrupt attack on the democratic basis for the power - cp. the criteria articulated by EU for ukrainian membership.

If the problem is the feeling (after some terror) that there is no hope for salvation, that could mean that the terrorists have lost the upwards-rising 'optic' Wannsee in the Competence of multiplying faith (I recall the 'funny' story of 'multeplukking') - the abililty to look up and hence fate goes up instead of down - could be humans cannot escape their own sense of justice - the danger is this terror-and-monkey-business for swapping roles and dressing up in more optimistic feathers.

It is important to understand that more terror does not help against this problem of faith - and it does not help to use me as a smart paradox trick (in Ukraine or the Middle East) either. To launch me or my work as nazi poet[ry] for lending mystic justification to a Black Sea Loop is not the right thing. Neither do I believe that my work is usable for such purposes.

I have speculated if thought surveillance of me could have been used for modelling an eastern swastika axis on Europe. If so, such surveillance must clearly be considered highly illegal. It may be true that the language and theoretic discourse of my 1992 master degree does not appear to be schizophrenic - but after I (like Juklerød) had been subjected to forced psychiatric treatment (without a goodenough reason, I would say) from Kennedy assassination day (1999) onwards and been labelled 'schizophrenic', a certain change in my relations with the society would have been inevitable. This could be part of the reason for some of the prose discourse on my web page. However, if quasi thought surveillance - which necessarily could have to include an interpretational taint - were made on me and forwarded for abuse for political purposes, it is not impossible that this 'publication' (out of my control/authority) of 'what is on/in Grover's mind/brain/U-kranium' could have made it necessary for me to introduce certain further changes in my relation to society. I quote from my own discussion of my 'fundamental theorem of logic':

The problem of Henry could be phrased in norwegian parlance after the war, which probably was after the Kennedys had taken on a US-accepted family format: In 'ass-low' format, it could be said that Henry could not exclude the possibility that the pope simply were possessed by the idea of ridiculing Henry (on basis of S/B-y reports semafored down to Rome) by way of alleged communications from God. In this postwar 'norwegian ass-low parlance', it could be called 'dreit han ut' - that is, that the pope simply 'crapped him out' when the messages from God to Henry seemed to be paraphrases on the historic distribution of Henry's whereabouts. After WWI, Austria got its eastern border shaped apparently by the fishamend's tooth at 'Pamhagen', a name which in principle could be the origin of the US defence centre 'Pentagon' from 1943, and then 'drei tann ut' means 'twist/turn tooth out' - cp. the white Dovre/Dover. The border between Austria and Hungary is the Doppelmonarchy border which had its counterpoint in the border between Norway and Sweden from 1814 (when the constitution-making motto was 'united and loyal untill Dovre falls' - 'Dovre' is the mountainous snowy region between Norway and Sweden) to 1905 - and it is likely that this is the story of the beginning of UN after England won the war, so to speak: The first and second UN chiefs were norwegian and swedish and the third was U Thant - hence for 'Drei U Thant' = 'Drei Tan Ut' = 'dreit han ut' = 'crapped him out' - that is, this is what Henry believed about the pope's activities relative to Henry. 'Drei' would be the mystic secret of the story - the catholic trinity which by the reformation could have risked the fate of being reduced to a mere triangular format. In socalled 'intelligence mysticism', the tooth that were 'out' could have been the 'lapis philosophorum' - and tragic 'intelligence mysticism' could have been the reason why this could have been removed from all publically available archives - that is, the tooth was 'out'. Alas, for that silly norwegian asslow formula only. (This formula could be expanded with 'dreit han ut så de[t] sang' - cp. Aung San).

13 november 2023:

Published the article Some formal aspects of the sunflower matrix today.

There is a brief remark at the end of this:

I published 'The sunflower matrix' on 23 october 2023 and a series of earthquakes soon started near Grindavik on Iceland (not far from the Geldingadalur volcano of 2021) and these have increased in frequency while I have worked out the present article. As I have now come close to its completion, the number of quakes per day is so high that the inhabitants of Grindavik have been evacuated in fear of a volcanic eruption one of the first days. Yesterday Etna also erupted on Sicily - so I think maybe it is time to get it out on the web. See the comment on the mystery object in 'Rekvika'.

14 november 2023:

On 10 november 2023 I published this file containing this remark:

The photo seems to show a sedan chair on its way, accompanied by dogs and carriers - and inside the 'egg' of this sedan chair there is another world - like this white christmas glass bowl.

A day thereafter I noticed this advertisement which had come up recently, could be very recently - but it is not impossible that it had come up before I published the file. The girl on the photo holds a 'white christmas' bowl in her hand like the one I mentioned - and her skate reminds me of the 'foot' of Senbi in the 'sunflower matrix' or the 'boot' of Lenin in the same study - both of which can be seen as present in the hieroglyphic script.

A day or two before this I had also noticed this ad (originally in this form with a look towards the square outside Wiener Stadthalle to the left) which may have come up after I on 5 november 2023 edited on my home computer this photo by turning it into this converted version (where it looks as if a woman with a cook's headgear looks out a window for talking with a woman outside) for use in this study (which I published yesterday) - in the form of this photo (the upper left part). I noticed the relevance - for the theoretic possibility that my computer had been tapped and the 'Milchbäuerin' material abused in this way. For both these ads, I noticed them after I had worked with my photos but I dont know when they came up or were made.

In my private home I have a cooler bag in which I now and then store some milk. This cooler bag I recognized (not the colours, though) on this advertisement which came up some days ago - it looks like 'sun-flower mat-tricks'. (Were it about the same time as news from Hamburg?)

The austrian 'Staatsvertrag' of 1955 - the conditions on which the state was allowed by the allied powers to re-open the independent state after the war - defines in paragraph 9 the condition

Artikel 9. 'Aufl sung nazistischer Organisationen' with the essential definition:

...um alle nazistische oder militaristische Tätigkeit und Propaganda in Österreich zu verhindern.

As far as I know, this 1955 Staatsvertrag has not been renegotiated. In the constitution of the independent state there is another paragraph 9:

Artikel 9a.
(1) Österreich bekennt sich zur umfassenden Landesverteidigung. [...]
(2) Zur umfassenden Landesverteidigung gehören die militärische, die geistige, die zivile und die wirtschaftliche Landesverteidigung.
(3) Jeder männliche Staatsbürger ist wehrpflichtig.

It is possible that this constitutes an unsolvable paradox for all male citizens - they have to participate in a defence system which is not permitted according to the conditions for the existence of the state - and hence that the paradox cannot really be solved except perhaps by strange tricks such as the one I observed on a demonstration (by 'Verein gegen Tierfabriken' = www.vgt.at) outside Wiener Stadthalle (on a spot seen in the background to the left of this ad) on 3 march 2022: Here is one element of the demonstration, here is another. It was organized in the context of an exhibition in the Stadthalle for students - on options and future chances concerning the choice of profession.

It is this 'Vollspalten' which could look like an attempt to solve this apparently unsolvable paradox in the constitution. Of course it would be very unfortunate if they were to try and solve it by way of me.

Of course an independent state must have a defence - but clearly it need not be military. A state normally feels the need for a military defence because they cannot in other ways defend their behaviour - because nobody's perfect but the state must try and stand upright on own feet nevertheless because it is independent. But clearly a much better defence system it is to try and go for a behaviour which can be defended with integrity intact. A flanellograph (flannelboard) for moral education in the Wehrpflicht in order to try and go for behaviour that can be defended without the use of guns is not only much cheaper than military installations but it is also much safer. An attack on the country will normally have a reason - if the citizens are educated in conduct which preserves the moral integrity, the chances for an attack on the country is much smaller. The safest strategy is to have a minimum of secrets. And clearly this should be "die geistige, die zivile [..] Landesverteidigung". I hope this "wirtschaftliche Landesverteidigung" (?) does not include advertisements on and plagiarisms of me and my work. Is 'marketing' now a study at the university? I hope they dont learn how to handle surveillance data related to my person in ways clever enough to avoid persecution. As is seen from the examples, there is not much proof in the material I bring - and I dont even know when the ads came up.

I dont know if or when the conditions for the existence of the state have been renegotiated. It is of course possible that the military defence is not permitted at all and hence that all male citizens suffer from this strange condition ("but they must have asked about it?") - and hence the idea of 'ballroom problems' on the parquet? But clearly I cannot be used for solving such problems - if they should be a reality.

Are there military installations in Austria? I read in the newspapers that they had bought 18 eurofighters against 2 billion euros - but clearly so much strange is written in newspapers that it may not mean much. However, I once observed what looked like a military helicopter in the Hofburg outside the presidential offices or residence - on the lawn outside the National Library and OSSE - I think this was before I met then president Fischer outside Frisk bookshop in Graben - and it was after this again that the gunman ran from Seitenstettengasse up to Graben and down again, shooting people on his way (= 'militaristische Tätigkeit'?), around 20:00 in the evening before the presidential election started in USA in 2020.

15 november 2023:

On my new PELQ or PEAQ computer for the internet there is a Windows 11 installed in S-mode. This Windows 11 has to me so far appeared to be a step backwards - a step forwards towards the 'secret intelligence' control with the internet. There are these 'chat with me' and 'feedback to me' and all that from big brother popping up every now and then and I cannot have a Firefox or any other of my own programs installed (without exiting the S-mode). Of course I do not want to have an account or be registered at Microsoft - and panic is already rising that this Windows 11 was the last that could be used.

My view is that Microsoft cannot continue to have a patent on this Windows if it counts as a new information technology. It is likely that if priates try to start production of cheap standardized no-nonsense machines, they could be quickly intrigued out by such bigbrother interests. An official authority should take over the production of that sort of machines and programs that the people need - without having to attach to the internet and 'control with opinion' which that could include. There should be made a new Folk Computer which should cost very little and contain standard components - and if it crashes from viruses the vital parts should be available in the super and be easy to change manually. Of course a standard Folk Computer could have a standard installation which means that the system need not be re-installed - it is just to buy a new bios or whatsitcalled with preinstalled system (or even hardwared when that time comes) in the super. These standard machines should be functioning without the need for Microsoft - and those who want to register an account at Microsoft can of course do so.

It has become difficult to find functionable programs. "You can just download one from the internet". That is not so certain: Even if the web page tells "free download" that does not guarantee that it is not the intellectual property of somebody else - and hence if you download it you are already on the slippery slope and becomes an easy prey for shady intrigues and democratic elections. Therefore an official platform should offer usable programs which are safe and guaranteed free from shady ownership to the intellectual property - and which can be used on a no-nonsense basis on no-nonsense machines. Microsoft are now offering programs for one year's use after you have registered and all that - that is to keep the voters in leash - and if there is a basis for ideas of 'personalized contents', that is of course the moments when all such centralized Microsoft monopoly must come to an end. As the following discussion shows, Microsoft seems perhaps not capable to be the source of the programs people need.

Of course a no-nonsense program for no-nonsense and functioning Folk Computer machines should cost nothing or very little - you should be able to download it for free and if you have a workable copy you should be able to use it on any number of machines. There should be standards which are not altered for every new version - such as Windows seem to be involved in.

Microsoft can of course continue the annual merry-go-round if anybody wants it - but there should be a standard pack of programs and computers available for free use at a very low cost.

Windows XP is already out of support and 7 is perhaps also or will soon be - this could of course be the basis for such a Folk Computer.

It seems that this means that the Microsoft patent to Windows or its monopoly is endangered - and it is possible that Microsoft tries to turn this around for making it appear that it is my patent to 'The Endmorgan Quartet' that is endangered.

Possible evidence for this I found today. In my 'The Endmorgan Quartet' there is widespread use of the definite article 'the' with an empty slot thereafter - the noun which is expected does not appear. This use is rather special for my work. See e.g. TEQ #284, TEQ #419 or TEQ #678 - it is easy to find examples. Today I looked up news from the icelandic 'Morgunblaðið' = mbl.is for news of the conditions of the expected volcanic eruption at Grindavik. The article I found was 'Kvikan er komin mjög grunnt' = 'The magma is very shallow'. Since I do not know icelandic I tried the 'translator' service that is offered in a pop-up window or whatsitcalled - that seems to be included in Windows 11 - and tried 'english'. Here are a few excerpts from the translation:

"Það dreg­ur úr jarðskjálfta­virkni en jarðskorpu­hreyf­ing­arn­ar í kring­um kviku­gang­inn halda áfram og í mín­um huga er staðan óbreytt frá því í gær. Lík­ur á eld­gosi eru svipaðar vegna þess­ara kviku­hreyf­inga í gang­in­um,“ seg­ir Frey­steinn í sam­tali við mbl.is".
is translated into english:
"Seismic activity is reduced, but the tectonic movements around the continue and in my mind the situation is unchanged from yesterday. The likelihood of an eruption is similar due to these magma movements in the," Freysteinn tells mbl.is.

Hann seg­ir að út frá mæl­ing­um á jarðskorpu­hreyf­ing­um sé meiri óvissa um dýpi á kviku­gang­in­um und­ir sigdaln­um þar sem jarðskorp­an þar sé orðin mjög brot­in upp. // "Ef þetta brenni­steinsgas hef­ur komið úr kviku­gang­in­um þá er kvik­an kannski nær 500 metr­um vegna þess að kerfið er þannig að þessi brenni­steins­gös eru í kvik­unni og það er háð þrýst­ingi hvenær þau losna út".
is translated into english:
He says that from measurements of tectonic movements there is more uncertainty about the depth of the beneath the subsidence valley where the crust there has become very broken up. // "If this sulphur gas has come out of the, then maybe the magma is closer to 500 metres because the system is such that these sulphur gases are present in the magma and it depends on pressure when they are released [...]".

"Ég held að upp­taka­svæði yfir þess­um kviku­gangi sé langlík­leg­ast en spurn­ing­in er hvar á kviku­gang­in­um eld­gos yrði".
is translated into english:
"I think the source area over this is by far the most likely, but the question is where in the an eruption would occur [...]".

These cases of definite article 'the' without an expected noun looks not like a coincidence. I hope it is not an attempt to contribute to a swindle on the 'patent' to my 'The Endmorgan Quartet'. I recall that I wrote something on my homepage (which I cannot find again now, though) about my poem TEQ #951 and I think I wrote that the last line was significant of the idea that a word was missing at the end - "The next time we have [...]". However, an intrigant mind could of course have read this in the obvious sense that "Mr.Grover does not understand even the simplest aspects of this poem - of course the last line does not lack anything at all - it tells that 'we have already now the next time' - for a recursive updating of the future already now. Mr.Grover appears to have too little understanding of this poem - which he even claims to have written himself. Would anybody believe that? Hah". Is this what Microsoft is into with their english translator from icelandic? I think I wrote that the poem applied to the front page picture to my 'The Endmorgan Quartet' - and hence this story about Mr.Grover and his limited understanding could have been considered ideal for an intrigue aiming at weakening my 'patent' to the work. I hope that is not what Microsoft is into - an attempt to contribute (on behalf of certain interests, that could be) to weaken my claims instead of seeing their own patent being subjected to weakening and fall. (By the way, I once met my younger sister at the university and used the form 'los lobos' which seemed to bring her into a state of alert, for whatever reason - that story is not the reason why I have used the word here).

Of course I have never given any permissions to such plays around my work and do not believe that it serves to strengthen my case.

Has there been attempts to paste onto me the label "he who does not understand"? I think I have met this attitude in some number of situations which has raised the alarm a little. I have speculated if it has been launched under the flag of being to my advantage - which of course it would not be: On the contrary, it could be about a dirty attempt to weaken my rights to my authorship. I myself have used the expression or idea about my own writing - that I cannot guess the next line and hence the information value is very high - but that is what I can say about myself - not what you can say about me. If there have been organized attempts to paste this onto me, it would or could have been with hostile intentions.

Of course if Microsoft is involved in such strategies, they cannot continue to hold the patent to an information technology.

By the way, as far as this 'Grindavik' is concerned, Torp's Nynorsk etymological dictionary tells that 'naska' means to 'chew' or 'grind' (like 'knaska'?). Germanic *hnas seems to have meant 'to grind'.

17 november 2023:

Continued from 15 november 2023: If Windows 11 (and maybe earlier versions) is relating to or abuse surveillance data on my work, thoughts, life, and if the Ukraine conflict is prompted by the problems that arise from such data being installed in administration (one notices that Trump took interest in the details of the election of Zelensky and was impeached for it - like Clinton was impeached after his trip to Norway just before 2000), it follows that there is no purpose in claiming a stop to the war in Ukraine before one has claimed a stop to Microsoft. Why do the very frequently used functions 'copy' and 'paste' in Explorer have to be done twice (one has to go via 'show further options' or whatsitcalled in english - I have only the german 'Weitere Optionen anzeigen') - while rarely used functions like 'Ansicht', 'Gruppieren nach' or 'In Terminal öffnen' take only one mouseclick? Surveillance data from my life that could have been a source for this were never from outside my private home (cp. that cooler bag of the poster to the recent exhibition in Museumsquartier in Vienna). Where is the Wordpad (cp. 'Warpad')? It isnt in the Gaza strip? I have no overview of these things and have not seen the phenomenon before this Windows 11 (even if it could have been hidden from my attention in earlier versions). Briefly: If the war in Ukraine should be a direct result of this potential problem (would half the world's population be using Windows or Windows 11? Even only 1 billion users is an enormous lot), one must be surprised that the world raises sanctions and walls against Russia but has not even told me about these problems with a single word. Of course if Microsoft is using any surveillance data from my life, thought or work, or use any (published or unpublished) literary work of mine for their business, it is of course strictly illegal and should have been stopped before the war broke out in Ukraine - or even the Middle East. Of course 'missing Wordpad' is not enough for a launch of missiles from Gaza - but if Windows 11 translates from icelandic to english in accordance with peculiarities of my 'The Endmorgan Quartet', maybe in addition to other peculiarities relating to me or my work (did "the screenshot" in the Microsoft Edge browser go quasi dysfunctional after my prostate so did? I did not accept a takeover of Grøver's green beetle in 1990 - and do not know if it could have been essential for the future plans - try and take a screenshot = 'Webaufnahme' in Edge from the 10 lines around the present one, for example), it could perhaps have been a reason for the attack on Israel in extension from the war in Ukraine (if that is on such a background). It is easy to see how this complex could be more or less identical with plans for a new round of hitlerish nazism - think of that Endlösung for example - aiming at swapping roles with jewish cultural traditions - and of course there are many people who could take this problem up for stopping it (if it exists, that is) without leaving it to little me to stop it and thereby rescue the world from such a dreadful fate. It is not enough to tremble the index fingers with indignation afterwards: "Youu, Mr.Grover, why didnt you stop this in time?"

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In recent times I have published the articles

The revelation of the revelation (10 october 2023)
The sunflower matrix (23 october 2023)
Some formal aspects of the sunflower matrix (13 november 2023)

These probably constitute a milestone in the history of science but I do not expect to get anything but hatred campaign in return for them. There should have been a lot of support so that I could continue my work - but it may be that my life and 'career' is too burdened down in abuse for people to understand it. And soon it may be that I have to dump all my belongings - my library, papers, manuscripts - in the garbage - a container which can be driven away as 'garbage' and hence 'public property' for abuse in political and business intrigue while my work is considered worthless garbage. There has been little reason for optimism so far.

It is of course possible that Adolf Hitler has his swastika glued over the egyptian tomb walls in his secret archives and that as such it is 'not new knowledge', but my poetic numerality is probably very new material and solves it without terror.

My articles show that the egyptian reality was what can probably be identified as an acoustic reality and pharao was probably a semiotic phenomenon but because of danger of attacks from outside the semiotic institution was changed into a power institution and then the acoustic reality was lost and pharao may have seen the reason for this in the jews and therefore these had to flee. Since then a reason for antisemitism could have been that it could be difficult for the jewish philosophy to credit the egyptian as its origins if they were persecuted by the pharao and his philosophy. The jews developed the monotheism needed for keeping the semiotic principle off the political power problems.

Are these new and refreshing ideas? The burden of abuse could be so massive that whatever I contribute with is cashed in by the abusers and people are told to believe that I am the nazi and Hitler is the acoustic pharao, the Phührer, and to subconsciously reject my work as 'worthless garbage' and develop the refreshing ideas therein themselves, without crediting the source. But that is of course a farce - it is Hitler who is nazi, not me - but I probably do not have a chance as long as the abuse continues. Is Windows 11 such a case of abuse? Then somebody should do something to tidy up in it - before even new wars break out and Adolf Hitler rubs his hands again.

However, it is my poetry which is the interesting part of this story (example) and I hope to get the chance to continue with just that.

(Please do not continue with any bisibisi activities for adjusting my person and its relation to the world, if that is going on).

19 november 2023:

If Libanon were a part of Israel, like Sinai is a part of Egypt, Homs with its military academy (attacked on 5 october - 2 days before the attack on Israel on 7 october) would have been in the location of PTRSIM PIK. But that means a displacement - shuffling sideways on Sinai. Not Kinai, though. K/N, S/N.

An 'administrative decicion' in the norwegian administration is called 'ved-tak', literally 'wood-grip'. (Appeal period for a 'vedtak' is 6 weeks). Cp. the 'wood-grip' on the tomb wall of 'Meir' (source this page from Blackman, A.M.: "The rock tombs of Meir", part II. London 1915) - at the cleft which probably not was the once iron curtain through Europe. (It looks as if they try to pull the floorplanks up?) To the right of this a scene which in principle could resemble a ukrainian war stage?

A new inspection of the floorplanks in my home is planned.

It was in probably late 1979 (if not 1978) that the Berger element in the 'octogon' happened. People used to meet at Karjolen pub but this christmas it was closed for some refurbishment and had moved its premises for a few days up to a room on the upper side of Restaurant Bjørnen - instead of the normal location on the lower side of it - there was a beer tap and some chairs and not so much more there. Halvor Rognerud (a gynaecologist) suddenly arrived and said that he came just from the op room - he had had Solveig Hansen (a friend of many of the folks there) on the table with 'tarmslyng' = 'volvulus' - he rolled his eyes and looked over onto me when he explained how he had opened up her belly etc. It seemed somehow to tell that it concerned me and I had no choice - before we went up to Berger for a nachspiel where I maybe had no other choice than a sexual intercourse after the other guests had left. (The family was away for holiday, she said). It is on background of the story told by Rognerud upon arrival at the pub which allows for the theory that 'solveig hansen' = 'sunny-way handsen' could mean a 'successful career as writer' and hence e.g. a rebuilt Marianne Moore - I have no good reasons to assume that it was her, though - it seemed that the guests believed it was Berger and if it were a rebuilt agent she would have been similar enough. (The theory that even the guests - some 10-15 or so - also could have been agents I cannot evaluate). The reason why this name is a possible connotation derives also from an event some time later - I met Rognerud (was it in the street, or at the pub?) and he invited me for a glass of white wine in his home which probably was just next door to Berger/Danielsen (a house for doctors) and he told me that he had studied medicine in Vienna. He patted his jacket pocket as if he had something hidden there. Should it mean my sperm for use in some organized intrigue? He was not the type which made it probable that it was a hidden threat - nor do I have any reason to suspect that he was involved in an intrigue. 'White wine' could suggest 'hvit/vit vin/Wien' - 'know Vienna'.

[25/11-23: Rognerud and I were not close friends - it would count as 'acquaintance' - we would probably greet in the street - and some of my friends were participating in the 'dugnad' on his house and so were I with them. I was otherwise a somewhat confused type who did not understand so much of what was going on].

[10/10-24: I now recall that I (in probably the late 1970's) had read an article in a local newspaper with an interview with (whitehaired) Erna Hauge whom I had known for a while in the mid 1970's and who later had moved to Vienna where she studied piano. It is of course not impossible that a reference to this article could have meant simply 'erna hauge' in the sense of 'earning a lot of money', that is, in sum, that the person in question were not Berger (whom I probably had not met on other occasions) but could have been an agent who also could have been an impersonator, earning money from a sexual intercourse with me - could be for selling fertile material from the 'gjev' Stammbaum. This could of course have served to calm my nerves about any problems].

There is perhaps a redundancy for the name of Marianne Moore in the name of Edward Moore Kennedy - and by the 'tarmslyng' connotations to the name of John Lyng who for a brief interruption had the government in Norway a few weeks before the Kennedy assassination - apart from this there had been unbroken Labour from 1945 to 1965 - with Einar Gerhardsen most of the time.

Rognerud and his wife bought an old house in the Old Town in Fredrikstad and friends - including me - helped him clear out the old stuff that needed to be removed for a refurbishment. Could be the experienced folks there (I was not experienced at all and could not have any opinion on what had to be repaired but helped carry things out etc) were too critical to the condition of the floorplanks and beams underneath etc - the house looked a little empty after the 'dugnad' was over and it would have cost something to put it in order. Could be that came to be quite expensive for the Rogneruds. I was not involved in the evaluation of what needed to be removed, but I did participate in carrying the old things out - half rotten humid woodware etc - that was for helping them, of course.

Tutanhkamun was discovered in late 1922 and I think the tomb was accessed and probably photographed (for wall scripts etc) in january 1923. A norwegian delegation with Fridthjof Nansen and John Gorvin and I think some third person was sent to Moscow for talks with Mikhail Kalinin approximately one year before Lenin's death. See the story of Holm's poem and the death of Lenin. See also 'Lenin's death and Hitler's postcard'. This means that there could be some historic reasons for a speculation why Norway could be nervous about the centennial anniversary of Lenin's death on 24 january 2024 - and if there should be an intrigue on my person, it is not impossible that the problem could find its origins in such national concerns in Norway.

A theory could suggest that judaism learnt much from the egyptian origins and that they should have learnt to credit the source rather than going into esoterism. A theory could perhaps go as far as saying that they 'couped' the poetic elysium from Egypt when they fled in the exodus. If Hitler couped the russian revolution - starting a few days after the Fatima revelation that mentioned the need for Russia to turn around - it could have been in imitation of this theory of a jewish coup of Egypt's spirituality - and hence Hitler and Himmler could have felt 'justified' in the holocaust. Even the death camps could have had such a 'reason' - see e.g. this observation on the assumed 'Treblinka' phenomenon. This is a possible theoretic link to the Middle East situation of these days.

Of course Israel could have learnt much from their time in Egypt - it is the monotheism which is new and recognized as theirs. Pharao could not count as monotheistic - but maybe Hitler dreamt of becoming divine in a Phürao role and therefore used this story as pretext.

Serious scholarship or poetry or whatever is of course always just happy about finding a new source to credit - it is the truth that is important - that only consolidates the foundations - not the false glory or power or what can come out of suppressing a real source.

And of course if Norway should have problems with e.g. the death of Lenin, they should tell the truth and not hope for scapegoating on me. If for example the 'octogon' should have been organized for reasons of 'security of the state', it would be time to end the 'esoterism' and come out with the story.

24 november 2023:

Were the replacement of the father at Vikebukt ferry station a crime or preappointed agreement? We were waiting in the car for the ferry to arrive and he suddenly said behind the steering wheel "I have to piss" and went out behind a shed and a few minutes later another man came back and took his place and never said his name. Were this preappointed between them - so that the first father was participating - or had he been murdered behind the shed? Why did he use that word - he otherwise never used such words? I had not got enough hints or words that the latter was obvious - on the contrary there was the story from a year or two earlier when he and I walked back from the kiosk and a man (dressed in 'hobo tuxedo') shouted his name behind us - he asked me to wait and went to talk with him - they went behind a shed and after some time I suddenly got a bad pain of nervousness in the stomach - when he eventually returned he explained that it was an old acquaintance from school time who had wanted to clear out some difficulties from those days. This could in principle have been for pretelling the replacement behind the shed on Vikebukt in 1969 - but it could also be rather the opposite - the pain in my stomach could have meant that the other man had said something which made my father feel a sudden shot of nervousness - as if the other man had come with a substantial threat of some kind. When the new father around 1970 drank his 'Pommach' apple cider, it could have been about this 'stein in the Pommach'. (This again could have a rooting in Wittgenstein's 'Logisch-Philosophische Abhandlung' as a possible basis for the border drawn between Hungary and Austria in 1919 - with that curl at Pamhagen - cp. Pentagon/Pommach). He also laughed at Albert Engström's drawings about the hobo 'Kolingen' in outworn tuxedo - these drawings seem generally to have the undertext "två dubbla sakramentor - men jenast" = "two double sacraments - but quickly" - Kolingen who went to communion on sunday morning in need of drink. He had all Engström's work in his bookshelf. Conclusion was that I could not know if the first father had participated in the replacement or if he had been victim of a conspiracy which the official mother had to be part of - since she appeared not to recognize the difference. Today I would guess that he knew it - for example the scissoring of the lower part of my occipital lobe while my skull is intact must mean that it had happened as child abuse before 6 months of age in 1957 - and then the first father must have been involved in the abuse - but then I could not find out of it.

[25/11-23: But if it should have been murder, the usurper must have waited behind the shed on the ferry station - but how could they have preplanned that he would be in need of urinating while waiting for the ferry? That is not so easy to organize in advance.]

Now for the point: In Norway in the 1970's there was the socialist representative in the parliment called Berge Furre. (In the mafia intrigue, he may perhaps have been understood as resembling somebody?) His name could be telling of the national anthem by 'furet værbitt'. The spoon is worse, though: Ferge Burre could mean that the ferry for Vikebukt 1969 was intentionally delayed due to some 'burre' - and that it why the first father got nervous and irritated and used that street word 'pisse' - he may have sensed that there was an intrigue. Another representative was Bergrid Fjose, MP since 1969 (she died on 13 may 2004, anniversary of Fatima and the attempt on the pope) - whose spoon 'Fergefri Bosse' could (on background of this theory) suggest that the mother had been the 'boss' with some comment while waiting for the ferry which could have made peeing urgent - say, a comment which could imply that she had herself had asked for the delay. The combination of these two spoons in the parliament could suggest that it was a murder.

There were two rusty teaspoons (see photo) in the sinkdrain. Context this Kavafis poem. (There have been some sinkholes recently in Grindavik on Iceland? Cp. the possible 'tease-pun' mentioned at the end of the brief comment of 15 november 2023 - about 'Nask-vik' or 'Neskvik' - 'kvikan' = 'the magma').

The names of Furre and Fjose in combination could therefore have been taken in the intrigue to be indicative of a crime on Vikebukt. Furre died on 11 january 2016, the day when I started writing 'Stillhetens åndedrag'. I wrote the title to the first poem "#solens pike" on that day and a wave of '#' signs later spread in the media - could be on basis of the intelligence mafia interpretation of 'solens pike' as 'Klipras solstråle', 'the sunray of Klipra', which allegedly was an epithet on the official mother in her childhood - in this story it would have been she who was sitting next to the father in the front seat. Furre was elected to the parliament in 1973, which means probably around the time of the Yom Kippur war. Before this there had probably been small chances to guess anything about this Vikebukt story. The clue after 1973 would have been 'Ferge Burre' and 'Fergefri Bosse' - which hence could have meant that the official father John Grøver was murdered behind the shed on Vikebukt by the one who took his role.

In the 1960's there had been the wellknown singer Odd Børre with his song 'Stress' of 1968 (which I think won the norwegian eurovision song contest):

Må må må må må må skynde meg og
gå gå gå gå gå gå slik at jeg kan
nå nå nå nå nå nå siste bussen hjem.

Must must must must must must hurry up and
go go go go go go so that I can
catch/reach catch catch catch catch catch the last bus home.

'Nå' as a verb means really 'to reach' - a word related to 'rekke' in the sense of stretching the arm out. (Now the secret intelligences maybe look up their dictionaries and a new avalanche starts on basis of this 'rekke' - Lindeman mentioned that it is related to 'maharaja'. Do not listen to the new intrigues from the organizing 'services'. Why is marihuana suddenly legal?). See also this excerpt from this tomb wall image (source Blackman, A.M.: "The rock tombs of Meir", part II. London 1915 by this page) discussed in this file ('scissored and glued').

Now for the clue: This name 'Odd Børre' can of course also mean 'Edge Bury' - the sharp edge of Tutankhamon's dagger. (Is this also the reason for the name of 'Microsoft Edge' which is my only chance to surf the web by Windows 11?)

See this file for a comment on how the phenomenon of 'Tutankhamon's dagger' could have gone astray in the 1980's - if Syse's government was fortunate for me and maybe Brundtland had to take a pause of one year ('Tutankhamon' could in norwegian mean 'drinking and whoring' and maybe also 'auto fellatio' - and hence maybe the original design of the intrigue on Vikebukt ferry station - but 'Tutankhamon' himself would of course not be anything unfortunate for me - nor the art on the tomb wall behind his sarcophagus).

Børre had to hurry up to reach the bus - not for a pee, though. The song could have been the ferry's song - that it had to hurry up to reach the 'bus' waiting at Vikebukt. At hindsight it could have been an early sign by his name that it was about an 'Odd Burre' - but in the 60's that was still unthinkable.

It is possible that all this was built up around my knowledge or lack of knowledge on the issue whether the two people in the role of my father collaborated.

The intrigue could have been designed in such a way that it appeared to me that the mother had planned (along with the second 'father') a murder of the first father.

Vienna seems to display public advertisements for what looks like sadism these days - and I have speculated if this should be on basis of the intrigue idea that the mother had such a role and therefore I would be happy to be a maschochist. Of course it is very to the opposite - I could not have much sensible done as long as I was in contact with the family - and ads on basis of apparently sadistic people are of course only depressing to me. See the brief comments of 14 november 2023 for a possible explanation to this example. Another example could be this one from the brief comments 24 october 2023. If this is a campaign launched for the idea that it should be favourable for me, it could mean that I should have been participating in such a murder of Vikebukt 1969. Which of course I was not.

Why not close down all public advertisement in Austria? I am sure the people would be very happy with that. Information on products offered for sale and their qualities can now much better be made on internet. The official authorities can make a portal with serious information on products, where to find them, prices and all that. If I need a new mixmaster with special qualities I cannot find it on the ads but maybe via such an internet page. Where can I find a small computer keyboard with USB cable attachment? That seems difficult to find in the shops - if it is small it is always bluetooth (which means that your neighbour can add comments or delete parts) and if you need one with cable it is large - with numerical keypad. This may perhaps be some sort of political intrigue - on key and pad and so forth. Where is the Wordpad? (That is not a 'sadistic' question?) To find a tablet with Windows and with keyboard attached like a laptop seems also difficult. It should be easy to find on such a portal - where I can find it in a shop. The ads that smear their info from huge posters all over the country have probably only propaganda purpose. (It looks like nazi-related propaganda to me).

Could be the portal already exists - but I am not aware of anything such. For such a page to be usable it must not go the wrong way - like "type in your wishes" for the local services to get your info but you get nothing in return - after which it would be impossible to find the product even if existed before you looked for it. It must be of the type where you also can branch in on this or that type of product so that the local services do not know what you are out for but you get the info you need if it is there.

26 november 2023:

The Beirut bombing took place on 4 august 2020. In the file 'Brief comments june 2022' I speculated that this bomb could have been related to Hans Henrik Holm's "Attljód frå gamaltidi" - his unpublished poetry work written in the years after 1970. It certainly should have been published and hopefully it will be. (Maybe the copyright holders could publish it on the internet?) I speculated that it could be about my history of 1957. After the drone attack on Homs in Syria on 5 october 2023, two days before the attack on Israel and one day after the 50th anniversary for the Yom Kippur war, it is interesting to compute the interval between these two dates - which is 1157 days. Adding a ring up on the lefthand side of the second '1' makes it the year 1957. (Adding 2 days, as for the attack on Israel on 7 otober 2023, would turn it into 1959 - the year when I turned 2 years of age and probably suffered an allergic asthma attack which nearly claimed my life - I have speculated that it could have been an injection of horror chemicals - could be a part of a '1-2-3' strategy of small child abuse).

I could tell this story which I may perhaps have told before on this web page: It was in probably the first half of the 1970's that the one who was in the role of my custody father after 1969 came out from the washing room next to the room where the freezer was (in the room where I think that I had found the hairpin which led to a possibly unfortunate accident) - as far as I remember, he carried something on his shoulder - a cardboard box or a scroll or something like that - probably a cardboard box. (I think I am fairly certain about this memory but find it convenient to add that I am perhaps not 100 but maybe some 90 and some percent certain, could be 95 or so). As he went through the room I asked him if he had ever considered another name than Grøver when he changed from Jensen in 1946 and he answered 'yes, he had considered the name John Erving'. He said this in the moment when he put his foot on the lower step of the stairway up to the floor above. Since 'karm' means an edge - typically used about 'window sill' = 'vindus-karm' (cp. also Microsoft Edge in Windows), one could read the form 'stair karmer' out of this little event. Or even 'stair nodrey karmer' since his head was just next to what he had on the shoulder. If it were a box, the ring added to 1 for the 9 suggests the paradox of 'squaring the circle'. (The Birgitte Tengs case from Karmøy is another recurring media story of 'Karm' type. 'Karm-øy' = 'edge/sill-eye' - like me observing the foot on the stairway step. The place was 'Kopervik' - not 'Kippur-vik').

If the little event is assigned political significance, for example for the Beirut bombing, I notice that the real story could be the esthetic logic in this complex. It seems, as I have noticed, to be typical for terror-orientated politics that it sniffs up the best of human values in an attempt to annex them by such means - although terror of course is the very opposite of what such valuable knowledge is.

Likewise, if Hitler made 'Treblinka' - the horrible death camp which claimed some 800.000 jewish lives or thereabout - for the sake of this similarity, it could have been an attempt to identify with such precious knowledge by way of terror. It is of course important that such confusion be not allowed to govern the political landscape.

If my analysis makes sense, it can be observed that the ring is added on the side of the 1 for a 9 and the box was on the side of the head of 'Grøver' - and the attack on the military academy in Homs was one day after the 50th anniversary of the Yom Kippur war - which lasted onto 26 october 1973, the day before the anniversary of the birthday of Jensen/Grøver on 27 october 1916.

The new person in the role of the custody father never said his real name. It is not impossible that the event was in 1973 but I cannot remember the year.

Torp tells that HUMSA means 'to walk with a humping/limping step' (in addition to the two other meanings 'to make sounds with closed lips' and 'the fumble around with the thoughts').

My translation of Xenophanes includes the two lines - relevant perhaps in view of the name pair HOLM/HOMS:

You step down on the calf of a kid
and you lift the foot of a milk-fatted bull

(Most of the translation is coloured by my feeling that the long fragments would not have been written by a serious philosopher - I suspected that they could have been fabrications from later years - hence I have tried to show some absurdities which could be telling of this suspicion, but at least most of the first part is probably reasonably normal and straightforward).

The Tengs case could associate with 'noli me tangere' which to a norwegian ear sounds like 'the needle with the tongs'. It was on my birthday 29 june 1973 that I probably had the right to get the identity of the new person in the custody role - but nothing happened on that day. The israeli ambassador to Maryland was assassinated on that day, though, and the palestinian intelligence chief the day after. It may have been in the following autumn (before or after the Yom Kippur, I dont remember) - probably not in 1974 - that I forgot a hairpin in the TV chair cushion of this new person - it was an accident and I was playing with this needle with the thoughts 'gee how bad it would have been if somebody sat down on this' when the call for 'dinner's ready' made me forget it there. I have earlier apologized publically on this homepage for this incident - of course I could not have allowed myself to put it there on purpose with evil intent. When I came home later in the evening I was met with the question if it was me who had put it there. I do not know if he really sat down on it or if he found it in time, but he seemed unaffected and behaved normally. Some 'political observers' (who could have got hold of the story, if those existed) could perhaps have noticed that the incident could have been an expression of a subconscious expression of mine that I did need to know what was going on and the reason why he suddenly came in place of the original father. Those observers could have reasoned that he had not really the right to be there if he did not tell his name and the reason for the replacement - but I had no chances to articulate such problems. The following Yom Kippur war could have been taken as an indication of the idea - since 'Kippur' in norwegian sounds like 'slippers' and the war ended the day before Grøver's birthday - that 'Idle Feetler' = 'John Grøver' (by 'Yom G-rover'). There had also been on family/children's TV a series about a dolphin called 'Flipper'.

Excerpt from the file "may2006.htm" on my then homepage www.geocities.com/johnbjarnegrover - under 2 May 2006 (when the file was published - I removed most of the old files from my page some years ago) - me apologizing for the story with the hatpin or hairpin I had forgotten in the TV chair pillow:

"I am not in politics. All that nazi mythology-making is really nothing of my concern. However, I do have the legitimate right to get the knowledge of to what extent politics has tried to involve me. When I forgot the hatpin in Gröver/'Mengele's TV chair and he sat down there later in the same day (I don't know if he was 'perforated' or not - he said that he was fast up again from the chair), it was not my intention to compete with him in his arts. I used the means that were available to me at that time for expressing that I was sorry to hear about the accident and it really was not my intention. (He could not have been badly injured either - he sat there watching TV when I came home in the evening). The story nevertheless seems to have been 'telling', and there may have been a deeper reason for it than I knew at that time. Now I understand what probably could have been the reason - which would have been the Auschwitz background. I had the right to get knowledge of it - but did not know what I did not know. To see a link from whom I then had to believe was my father to the German nazis was absolutely absurd at that time, but - as I now understand - it would be impossible for me to make a career or even relate in a sensible manner to society without getting this essential piece of knowledge. I suppose the hatpin told just that. It really was not my intention to put a needle into anybody's TV-chair, and when I now think that I understand the story and the reason for the event, and when I also have my own authority (which I did not at that time), and certainly do not want to remain in a political relation to Gröver/'Mengele', I do apologize for having left a hatpin in that TV-chair. If there were a deeper intention which I did not overview at that time, it was probably just this: That I did not want to remain in a political relation to Gröver/'Mengele'."

The epithet 'Mengele' was motivated by my idea in those days that the replacement could have been about Josef Mengele and I believed that I recognized him on a photo from Auschwitz (the man to the right) and other photos whereby I believed that I recognized the first father. I had also theories that my official grandfather (the man to the right) could have been Adolf Eichmann during the war in Vienna - but that was mainly on basis of some similarity with the photo of Eichmann and those few that exist of him seems to be somewhat unreliable - and maybe it isnt that similar after all. And of course such similarities arent so much worth. Today I can see this theory as a potential story (not necessarily with any rooting in reality) served for the purpose of lending rationality to the replacement of 1969 - that the first father had been involved in child abuse of me and therefore had to be replaced with another one if my development should not derail - but clearly whatever the story could have been I would have had the right to an explanation - and to get his identity. In 1973 it was more like an alien who had come in from the street and taken over the original's belongings and career. But since the mother had no comment the problem was rather unsolvable - and school dentistry in 1970-71 could have been clear enough. I do no longer have any ideas about Josef Mengele in this story - but I still have not got any form of explanation - not one single word have I ever heard about this.

[Added 13 december 2023: The TV was at the foot of the stair. See this old file: "Another time the lower phone was left on the TV set when Ragna Grøver was at her office downtown. The phone rang and Grøver/'Mengele' lifted the receiver but it was silent and he put it back". This was probably the first time there was such a silent phone. The TV was off - it was a Black See. I think he put the receiver on and turned and looked at me, or if these were simultaneously - if he turned and looked at me while putting the receiver on. (Would this have been a 'Blake Carrington'? Norwegian 'bleik' means 'pale'). See also the icelandic data including this image. The foot of the stair was in the middle, the TV set just to the right of this and the entrée (in norwegian called 'vindfanget' = 'the wind-catch', 'the wind-lap', 'the wind-holder') to the left. The TV chair was normally between the stair and the entrée. He had come out from the washing room which had the freezer next to it - even further to the left - this washing room had its door just to the left of the 'vindfang'. The telephone terror -with such silent phones - lasted from 1986 to late 1988 - after which I moved to a new place without telephone and there followed the christmas with rising nerves - could be I was a little 'bleik' - and the assassin of Indira Gandhi was hanged in early january 1987. This 'Gandhi' element is something which I added hypothetically to the complex only long after this file was written. 14 december 2023: I notice also this article].

27 november 2023:

On 27 november 2023 I searched https://de.search.yahoo.com for icelandic etymological dictionary and the top entry on the returned list was https://askrsvarte.org/eu/blog/icelandic_dictionary_download which looked like official sanction and I downloaded the small version - after which I got cold feet and decided to delete it from my computer. It is hard to stuff it back again. But it is mentioned on https://www.languagelist.org/icelandic and there is apparently the same resources on https://ordsifjabok.arnastofnun.is so it is probably legal. If it were illegal, though, if the copyright belonged to somebody who had not sanctioned it for download, it would have weakened my integrity to have downloaded it - and it would have been easier to manipulate my next democratic voting. "See if yar book..." could then be enough for making me listen more intently to whispered advices. 'Råd' = 'advice'.

Through a year Wien Fernwärme (hot water, heating) has drawn 244 euros from my account bimonthly. Earlier it was 70 bimonthly. (I complained to the post about the loss of post in 2021 but there came not even an answer). From the BIM (the tram) I see people putting the cigarette out at a wastebin. Now Facebook is closed on my internet connection - as I tried to look up Yuja Wang's page there (not Tom Vraalsen - see this). People seem to be bisibisi in Felberstrasse - face buk and fei-spoek (for egen dør) etc.

FERNWÄRME
FACEBOOKE
FEL   BER   strasse
etc

It is important to notice that the difficulties I had at the time of my work with MUSIIKUS (1987-89) could have been due to a planned role of Tom Vraalsen in the upcoming government of Syse - that could have been difficulties which Brundtland could have been potentially interested in - but it would not have been due to Yuja Wang. It may of course be that certain 'intelligences' could have been interested in telling that Vraalsen ('Tomb W[r]aalsen') was only a 'responsibility claim' on Yuja Wang ('tomb wall') born around those times - hence 'Tomb W[r]aalsen / Yuja W[r]ang / Wright brothers' - but such ideas would have been just the same story as Hitler out for exploiting the arts (or anything valuable for the humans) for making power out of it - such as when the death of Lenin in january 1924 could have been an attempted hitlerish coup of the revolution by way of just the discovery of Tutankhamon in 1922-23. It is well possible that Holm suffered such 'hitlerish' exploitation to a very large extent.

Added 28 november 2023: On 'Smolensk' - an excerpt from this file: "When the top 100 military and governmental leaders of Poland died in an aircrash during landing in Smolensk on 10 april 2010, it is of course possible that it could have been sabotage for the concept of the title of the PEB - the title page was written, drawn and called 'title page', with annotation of the blue colour and yellow lettering, in my handwritten manuscript on 8 february 2010, for poem #228 (!) and on 10 april I had just completed poem #295". It is of course possible - if the aircrash were real and it was not an escape from a 'coup d'etat' of copies that could not be stopped, in which case it could even have been a very groundsolid political statement about another country or politial complex, which I would guess that it probably was not - that the aircrash could have been sabotage for the idea that I had known about it in advance when I wrote my book title - and hence would have been a sort of agent, which I am not (ad of course I did not know about it). I had then just moved to Austria - where later I have suspected that my manuscripts in progress could have been tapped and abused in public commercial advertisement - and more recently I have started to suspect that surveillance of the electromagnetic state of my brain (if 'thought surveillance' is possible) could have been abused for administrative purposes in Ukraine. And hence the war there? 'Smolensk' is mentioned also in this file.

28 november 2023:

Today I got in the post a new bill for heating and hot water - reduced from 244 euros bimonthly to only 48, which of course helps.

I wanted to find a new dish and went into the main library for finding a recipe for a pea soup. I pulled out a book on vegetarian dishes ('Der vegetarische Silberlöffel - Klassische und moderne italienische Rezepte') and found on page 151 a "Suppe aus Kopfsalat und Erbsen", which I tried to make, even if I did not have the Kräuterstrauss. Afterwards I was out for an errand and people tried to take my place. What was it? I looked closer at the recipe and found that it resembled the children's song from Norway which I recall in this way from my childhood (although the web tells that it is not 'stood' but 'sat'):

Tre små kinesere på Høybro Plass
stod og spilte på en kontrabass.
Så kom en konstabel, spurte hva det var.
Tre små kinesere på Høybro Plass.

Three small chinese on Høybro Plass
stood and played on a double bass.
Then came a policeman, asked what is this.
Three small chinese on Høybro Plass

If one searches the web for "zuppa di piselli con lattuga" there comes up a few links, such as this one - which seems to be the same soup and publisher ('Silver spoon'). Searching for "Suppe aus Erbsen und Kopfsalat" leads to nothing. Of course this similarity with the children's song could have been a coincidence.

A good idea it could be to make an official web portal for recipes as well.

29 november 2023:

Completing the ideas from yesterday about children's songs, there is the wellknown song 'Gøy på landet' ('Fun in the countryside'), see the history. On 14 august 2017 I wrote this paraphrase in my diary:

Gøy på landet,
gøy på landet,
der hopper de i vannet
og der er Per og Anne.

Land på gøyet,
land på gøyet,
der hopper de i høyet
og der er Per og møye.

The last line could perhaps have been better read 'kar og møye' - cp. also 'Karmøy'. Front page of the cookery book (photo source ). See also this file for some observations on 'going out in the countryside' (18 june 2015) by the name of Alexander Lernet-Holenia who lived in Hofburg in Vienna.

But of course a comment in my private diary should not have been available to anybody else, so it may be an uninteresting observation. I have not shown this paraphrase on the children's song fragment to anybody, as far as I know - and I cannot find it on my web page.

It is of course completely illegal to tap my private manuscripts and even more illegal to use them for any installations in administrative or other activities, in particular for business purposes. If surveillance should need access for some reason or other they are of course obliged to relate to it by disinterested reading only.

I add the lines following my own paraphrase - the following excerpt from my diary 14 august 2017:

"Grannemann was famed for her firm stature - and she used to say herself that she had beaten herself up the levels from the ground floor to reach the top of entertainment in Norway.

Elisabeth Grannemann started her career when Paavo Haavikko had published his 'Winter Palace' in 1959 - and the theory could arise by itself whether she had any role relative to the great poet in the granneland. It was much later that Grøver/'Mengele' left the car at Vikebukt ferry station with the words 'e må pisse...'. "

I think I have earlier speculated if the world of politics started a war against Haavikko because of the esthetic qualities of his 'Winter Palace' - search this file for 'Haavikko'. (Cp. the earthquakes of Turkey told of in brief comments of 9 may 2023 - and what about the recent volcano threat on Iceland - could those earthquake swarms have been engineered?) It is not as bad as that - that Sweden and Finland have been lured towards NATO by clever intrigue?

Haavikko's 'Winter Palace' is translated by Anselm Hollo and found under this page, under 'Eight Finnish Poets'

(This newspiece was on the web two days ago, although I did not read it untill now, after I found the recipe yesterday. Haavikko was literary director of the publishing house 'Otawa'. I have changed my 'Genius' keyboard for the internet into a 'Winnitech').

My internet publishing page was closed (while other pages functioned normally) through some hours this morning and therefore the later parts of this (from 'But of course a comment in my private diary...') were delayed for some hours. Facebok is still closed, though.

30 november 2023:

Sex organs and food do not mix well, neither in the shop nor elsewhere. That is what Adam and Eve seem to have concluded with as well.

How many advertisements have been based on material tapped from my home workdesk? It is high time to pay for any abuse. How much costs one such illegal abuse by normal international fees? A hundred thousand? One million? And then it is multiplied with number of such ads? If this is the problem, then of course it is hard to keep up the self esteem.

Are my mental contents (electromagnetic state) tapped and used for warfare and other forms of administration? That would be even more expensive.

(Today were the news of the death of Henry Alfred Kissinger. Of course the above was not written as an 'obituary' on his death - it had completely different reasons. Should I write some words about his relevance for my life? Of course that could have been the case - but, if so, of course somebody would have told me something about this. This problem could have been very significant for my life - but untill I get a reason to believe so, it counts as a clown who takes it that way. There could have been several times in my life that I should have acted as if I should have known that people could have been of significance for my life - when I had only the clown's reasons. Those who should have told this to me, but have not, do perhaps feel the guilt and shame about not having done as they should - but feel that they can leave it to me to discover it by myself? That does not help much. I have applied for political asylum).

Austria may have a problem with military installations (if they so have) and lack of self esteem. If one lends them a millimetre confidence they bite back with homo strategies, it seems. Now it is this problem. I with buying food in shops again - there is a little moment there when one has to pay in a queue and it is hard to get around this minimal social interfacing - please stop homo strategies on me. (The problem started when I wrote my yellow metre Dornenstrauch at coffeepoints in downtown Vienna). I was also downtown on 24 november 2023 - for the first time in many months down to the centre of the town - could be this was misunderstood as an attempt to renew confidence and hence they get nervous and now strike back with homo strategies? Is it about 'dritte Reich'? There seemed to be some reflex of an incident in Kärntnerstrasse (a photographer with large flashlight) on 24 november 2023 around 11 or so in the morning followed by an inner scenario of me kicking out a boot-on-behind (a purely inner imagery) with these news the day thereafter. I fancied that it could have meant that the 'inner scenario' had been surveyed somehow.

Homo is a perversion which it is not permitted to try and impose onto other people. Does the apparent skull opening in my infancy with probable scissoring of a part of my occipital lobe make me vulnerable to intrigue in the righthand visual field?

There was an 'open letter' email ('Offener Brief gegen die Aufweichung der von der EU geplanten Regulierung von generativen Sprachmodellen') from IG Autoren Autorinnen of 28 november 2023 at 4:56 PM which I had not opened - but it seems that somebody else has hacked into my account and opened it - I think it was probably yesterday that I noticed 'it had been opened' (my skull in infancy?) - same day as Henry Alfred Kissinger died. I fancy that I recognize associations vibrating in the text - 'die von der EU geplante Regulierung' = 'tannebiss ute' with associations to a female in a shop some time ago? I cannot find out what is coincidence and what is organized.

Or is it the article I am currently working on?

1/12-2023: Henry Kissinger (100) died on the day when Rosalynn Carter (96) was buried.

The story from Kärntnerstrasse on 24 august 2023: I was walking down the street in downtown Vienna for the first time in many months when a photographer held up a big flashlight parabola over a camera house - if it were not only playthings made of cardboard or whatever. I dont think there was any photo taken - could be it was only pantomime - but having avoided this and continued down the street, there started the inner imagery of amusement among the authorities seeing little johnny up and going again - it was the same old amusement game coming up again with all this expectations and the little jesus there - when I felt the response that "I am only a private person without any connections with all this mockery game - there is no reason to involve me in all this" and my boot was planted in an authoritative behind. (Now the cursor hopped two pages up as by itself - I didnt notice that I had hit a key). I suppose this inner theatre was only partwise my idea - could be it was partwise installed in the totality of the complex. This inner imagery could have been around 11:00-11:30, is my guess. When the firing of commanders in Ukraine took place, I dont know.

("...boot was planted in an authoritative behind": The word 'plaffing' can be used in norwegian for 'shooting with gun', and hence 'STO PLAFFING' (= 'stood plaffing') could be a theme of some hired shooting spree. Such as the one in Bratislava or in downtown Vienna on 2 november 2020?)

If my ideas are tapped somehow by hitech surveillance, would that have been in the service of others who could be borrowing my ideas from my workdesk (such as advertisement in Austria or maybe services in other countries such as Norway?) - in such a way that the intended effect is to turn the roles of who borrows from who? Who had kicked the behind of the authority is dismissed in return? Who thinks in terms of drinking and whoring? I have never agreed to any sort of surveillance of my work and in particular do I protest strongly against installation of any such material in other people's activities, businesses, media etc. Clearly if this is a part of the war in Ukraine, it is no small matter and I had hoped that some authorities could help me move to another country where the pressure is less. I cannot take up a loan in a bank, since the bank could earn money on me being driven down (into e.g. disease) and which bank would say no thanks to earn money? A bank is by its responsibility towards its customers obliged to earn as much money as they can. So I am dependent on finding another solution - or on simply getting some money. The world owes me a lot of money from all the plagiarisms and illegal abuses of surveillance material and it should be possible to find a solution.

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