Brief comments july 2025

Brief comments july 2025

John Bjarne Grover

Most recent entries first. For brief comments for earlier months see the end of this file

1 july 2025:

This morning before 0500 local hungarian time I stored some data on a USB memory stick. Then appr a quarter or so after 0600 I should store more data on the same stick but then it had gone dysfunctional and would not open. I restarted the computer with the memory stick attached and Windows 7 told during the booting that there was an error on this drive and it was repaired. Then it opened but all files were deleted - except for one called BOOTEX (which I had not made).

In my youth around 1974 or so I was a member of an environmental group called 'SkaKatOs' (for Skagerak, Kategat and the Oslo fjord) who campaigned against use of certain detergents containing phosphates since these polluted the oceans. We were around the county and hung up information leafs about it - we recommended Milo and some of those phosphate free detergents. 'Alt som tåler vann tåler Milo' = 'everything that takes water takes Milo' was their slogan). I recall that one of those considered to be the worst on the market in those days was BIOTEX (not because of any competition with Venus of Milo but because it allegedly had a high phosphate contents).

I dont remember if we had irregular meetings but 'Staccatos' was perhaps an inevitable joke. 'Stakk av til Oslo' = 'ran off to Oslo' could have been an association. I hopped off school at christmas 1974 for trying to take the exams privately a year ahead, so I could 'run off to Oslo' a year before planned, but I was stopped by diseases in january which continued for sufficient time to derail my plans and I had to take half of the exams the following year.

It has happened before in my life that I have detached a memory stick under circumstances which could have crumpled the stick's file allocation or something like - but I believed that was a little outdated nowadays. Unless some such reason would explain it, one could speculate that somebody with 'surveillance access' could have done it? But maybe the Windows 7 computer is a little old and that could perhaps have explained it - I dont know. The '1001 Tennivaló a kertben' could, though, call for some attention?

It can be noticed also that swinging a chainsaw inside the borders to my site is not necessarily encouraging. There is also the norwegian idea of 'vi river i' (which means 'we pay the expenses for something', 'we tear apart') which here hopefully is not intended on the adobe wall of my house. The expression could in fact also have been associated with the aircrash into the Potomac River in Washington earlier this year - could be also the 'Hableany' disaster (which took place on the day when I discovered the burglary of my house in 2019) etc.

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Another 'flash of genius'.

2 july 2025:

Should it be left to me to ask for a police investigation of the two sawed-down trees? It seems that these are political problems - there were many koreans on board the Hableany, for example - 'korea' in norwegian 'viking' language means 'where is she' - and then I believe it should be up to the administration to handle the problems. I am not involved in these political matters and I have spent a lot of time already on trying to tidy up in such problems. The procedure with the police takes so many hours and makes me very tired - could be because it concerns the suspicion whether I had done it myself. Of course I suspect Norway to be behind it (for a 'nazi madonna' program, as I could guess - I have no reason to believe that the program could have been to pretend that Ragna Grøver had asked for the saw-down - it was on basis of her signature that I was taken to psychiatric hospital for a month and a half in 1999-2000 and the lawyer said there was no purpose in trying it in court, which means that it was the political state in the country which made that futile - I have not been informed about it if Ragna Grøver should have been an agent for the norwegian intelligence services but if that should have been the case she would only have represented their interests) but I probably will not be informed about it and then the police procedure comes to be only a burden on my relations with society. Would it be the presence of a norwegian embassy that is the reason why I will not be informed - I mean, if there were norwegian interests behind? One naturally guesses that there could be a law in Hungary that allows for a neighbour to fell a tree if it reaches its branches across the fence or takes too much light and then there is not much purpose anyhow. (I do not suspect the neighbour but somebody else could of course have entered his garden when he was off etc).

I came to the place on 27 june 2025 but did not discover the sawed-down trees before 29 june (I saw a withered branch on 28 june but believed somebody had thrown it across the fence). On 29 june 2025 there was shooting of firefighters in Idaho. 'Who's idea' that could mean? The hungarian copyright register is near the parliament and hence also not far from the Hableany disaster. Arne Treholt wrote in the prison the book "Alene" = "Alone" (he was arrested around the time when I read Strindberg's 'Ensam' = 'Lonely'). 'Treholt' means 'Grove'. (Is there a campaign out claiming that people search the garbages for condoms and sanitary towels = 'jumper and egg-robber' - and therefore it is wise to lock the garbage bins?) On the day when I came and discovered the pulled-down or down-fallen roof tiles in the house in Szolnok - which had caused considerable amounts of rain water on the roofbeams - the car carrier 'Fremantle Highway' took on fire in the North Sea.

I went to a shop and it was probably just before I reached it that a man came bicycling with the seat so low that one got the impression that he could study his own fly. When in the shop another customer entered carrying a pup. The shop did not have what I asked for. I was not carrying any 'insertables', though.

[3/7-25: The reason for the forced hospitalization in Norway was alleged 'paranoid schizophrenia' - with reference to persecutional delusions - which means that the state of Norway would probably not accept that there could have been a connection between my discovery of the sawed-down trees in my garden and the forest fire and shooting of firefighters in Idaho - nor would they probably have accepted a connection between my discovery of the fall-down of the rooftiles on top of the roof and the fire in the car carrier 'Fremantle Highway' - because of that 'Fremantle' name and the first owner of Visthouse? They would probably have called it delusions - unless they wanted to claim that such correlations can be experienced as persecutional whether they are delusional or not. My point in 1999 would have been that my PhD dissertation - and hence career - could have been rejected for similar 'organized' reasons - which would have been very unacademic reasons for the rejection].

On monday 30 june 2025 I found the following two advertisements (jointly for MBH Bank and Hungarian Post) in my PO Box in Szolnok: Ad 1 and ad 2 ('lukter' is norwegian for 'smells'). I add that a part of the activities of SkaKatOs around 1973-74 was to hand out flyers (to be hung up in shops etc) about recommendable detergents.

6 july 2025:

In 2024 I received two 'promotion mails' allegedly from Deutsche Grammophon - on 12 july one presenting a record from a 'Tori Amos' (I found it only on 13 july) and on 1 november one about a record with a 'Bruce Liu'. I don't know if the recently released animation film 'Elio' from Disney has anything to do with this. See this comment and this. "Tipsa'n" is norwegian for either 'gave him a tip' or 'he gave a tip'.

7 july 2025:

There was some days ago a drive-by shooting in Chicago - a 'Rapperin' (not to be confused with 'Kjaperud') called 'Mello Buckzz' (born Melanie Doyle) released a record. Here is an excerpt from Julius Pokorny's "Indogermanisches etymologisches Wörterbuch" from 1959-69 (source) - this should not be confused with Israel's 'Iron Swords' military campaign some time ago. Here is another entry for a related word (source) - I notice the 'KORE' of the 'junges Mädchen' which Pokorny relates to 'Mohn' = 'poppy'. It caught my interest due to the similarity with the word 'adze' which I studied in this article published 5 days before the drive-by in Chicago 5 days ago. 'Dagfinn Kåre Føllesdal' was a name up on these pages some time ago. There was also a drive-by shooting at a school in Vancouver some time ago. And there was a school shooting in Graz some time ago.

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In 1984 autumn I studied latin along with three others on the course - one of them was Sindre Bostad with whom I read texts and glosses (the other two were Tommy and Inger). Some days after the death of Indira Gandhi on Halloween there was the cyanide gas disaster in Bhopal - more than 3700 people died - 'cyanide bopæl' is very close in meaning to the form 'sindre bostad'. The disaster was repeated in Halabjah in 1988 - the two disasters were remarkably similar.

It was probably in 1988 that I started getting problems with walking straight ahead and often had to stop for a while or try it again or take another course forwards. This condition lasted for a while but not very long. It attracted some interest. Maybe there were things which should not be stepped into. Could be the problems started after the Halabjah disaster?

TASS: News of the death of the former russian transport minister. Il Giornale: "Una fonte vicina agli inquirenti statali russi ha dichiarato a Forbes Russia che Starovoit è morto più di un giorno fa, 'presumibilmente nella notte tra sabato e domenica'". Wikipedia: "It is reported that Starovoit shot himself with an award pistol given to him by the Ministry of Internal Affairs". ('Halabjah' could mean 'timid in the tommy', 'redd i tassen').

8 july 2025:

I have had this idea that Alf Torp's 'Nynorsk etymologisk ordbok' (Kristiania 1919) could have been much used for intrigue. I sat leafing in it when I came across something which could have been a background of 'Halabjah' 1988. Probably not so interesting but nevertheless: Counting 7 lines from top and bottom on pages 56-57 (source) gives something like that. There is also some potential relevance on pages 62-63 (source). And is there a corresponding reflex of Bhopal (1984)? The closest one comes is pages 34-35 - counting 7 lines from the mid up takes it to 'Borg'. Counting symmetrically from the end takes it to pages 830-831 etc. Jaja, maybe not so interesting.

Towards the end of the 1980's there was what I conceived as a very childish attempt from western 'secret intelligence services' to penetrate into my working 'khora' for installing themselves there - via e.g. that 'Halabjah' massacre and things like that. I do not want to have that crisis once again - only because I have made some valuable works - which maybe they 'want to have'. Such interests have no right to be there.

I hope to find again that USB stick with manuscripts which I cannot for the time being find. [11/7-25: Found it today in Szolnok]. Also, I cannot seriously believe that somebody has been here and stolen some packs of coconut milk. I must certainly have used them myself.

10 july 2025:

A brief comment 'Some words about Plath and Torp'.

14 july 2025:

A brief comment on 'What is quantum computing?'

14 july 2025:

This article of 27 june 2025 concludes:

The article has discussed matters of high relevance for understanding also book 3 (here by the 'Cantor machine' of chapter 9) and book 4 of my 1997 PhD dissertation 'A waist of time' which is in 5 parts. For a discussion of parts 1, 2 and 5, see the article 'The submorphemic Aristotle'.

This could mean that my PhD should have been accepted and not rejected. It is not impossible that much power could have been built on the rejection of my PhD dissertation in 1998, could be also on the forced psychiatric treatment of me in 1999-2000 (the 'doctorate' which I got 'instead'). This could of course be a part of the background of certain news of recent times (such as this one from Chicago).

21 july 2025:

Since about 13 july 2025 there have been clashes between Druzes and syrian governmental forces in Al-Suwayda. The clashes have cost more than 1000 lives.

Since about 11 july 2025 I have been working on some new matter which also could indicate that my poetry is not so bad - rather that it could be quite good.

It was in the late 1960's that I I tried to read a book and my elder sister teased me with a guitar between my eyes and the book with the 'reason' in a childish song or saying 'lufta er fri for alle' = 'the airspace is free for everybody', untill I threw the book aside and ran after her and hit her with my fist in her back and she started yelling "han drusa til me" = 'he hit/druzed me'. ('Druse' was a local dialect word, could be only in child language, for hitting strongly probably with the hand). The official mother had to come and calm down the situation. There followed news on TV and newspapers about unrest among Druzes which I found puzzling but of course could not attach any significance to.

On background of the reported massacres against the Alawites in the Latakia district in march, which also coincided with material I was working with, the question could be whether a plan could have been to later credit one of my sisters with my work - the norwegian plan could be to report that I was 'drinking, whoring, stinking...' and that was all I did, and hence my work cannot have been mine, as could have been an old plan.

This article in China Daily tells that the current conflict started at al-Masmiyah, along the Damascus-Sweida highway.

My elder sister is born in november 1955 and the story from Molde could in theory have been when she had reached puberty and had started menstruating. My puberty started when we moved to Fredrikstad in the summer 1970.

TEQ #9 starts with 'the large fields are miasmic' etc.

I did make a brief try to submit my TEQ book 15 for publisher's review soon after it was finished in 2005 but a merger of Chrysler and Mercedes was announced few hours or minutes after I had dropped the letter in the postbox and the toothpain that followed ('meissler and crusaders' - cp. 'al-Masmiyah, along the Damascus-Sweida highway'?) made me withdraw the submission.

Norway could have been formed as marital penis shape in union with Sweden in 1814 for carrying the burdens of the anglican church (founded because Henry VIII wanted to marry another woman, whicih could be an unfortunate basis for a church) and it is possible that 'making a fool of oneself' ('fu[g]l' is norwegian for 'bird', cp. also 'Lam-bert-s-ville' where 'berte' = probably 'woman with contacts in the secret intelligence services' - if not simply 'agent'?) can be felt as a way for reinforcing the basis for the state. (I hope the storks have not fallen prey to a norwegian laser beam on a bad pretext that 'the airspace is free for everybody'). Much of the apparent program around my person could have been about dumping it further onto me. However, that should no longer be necessary since there is no reason why England should have to continue with its state church and hence Norway should not have to make 'fu[g]ls' of themselves for feeling the right to continue the state.

There had been an old adobe house there with children (probably) playing with rabbits in the garden before it one morning suddenly was demolished with bulldozers etc. The storks later built a nest over the place and may have children themselves. TEQ part 2 = 'Birds to Saladin' at the beginning of book 5 has an annotation in the lower left telling that "These things are booky, / which means that the following / could also go in the right". It could be about the strange word 'BOOKKEEP'-er, shifting into 'BPOOKKEE', cp. 'double accountancy' and 'beekeeper' or 'beakkeeper'. Hungarian words have free variation between long and short sounds, be that vowels or consonants, while retaining stress on the first syllable, such as in e.g. the placename 'Gödöllő'.

Hopefully the storks are only on holiday.

24 july 2025:

There seem to have been some ado with passing through doorways recently.

A cleaner from the firm TOP D&D occurred in the doorway on my exit around the time of news of the school shooting in Graz and the news of the death of the transport minister in Moscow. (I dont know if it could have been coincidences). The latter was in the mirror point to my publication of this article around a drive-by shooting in Chicago at the release party for a record by a 'Rapperin' called 'Mello Bukzz'. 'Bello Mukzz' could suggest 'Saul/Soil Bellow'. According to the ideas in this file about a possible significational connection between Herdis Eggen and Saul Bellow, the former of these told (in 1982) about 'Kjaperud' who was an entertainer in those days (or some years earlier). 'Kjapperud' means (in norwegian) appr 'now you better hurry out' which is the opposite (in norwegian) of 'Rapperin' = 'now you better hurry in'.

[25/7-25: It can be noticed that if the name of 'Herdis Eggen' is taken to mean 'thirdyseven' = '37', the then (1982) socalled 'Club 7' can be seen as related to this '37' since a 'club' sometimes is made of 'wood' = 'tre' = '3'. I think it was after she had mentioned this 'Kjaperud' that I had to hurry out of 'Club 7' after having met her husband there. Of course one could speculate today whether the 'Club 7' was a part of the story also because it also indicated the name of 'Herdis Eggen' - however, theories can also be made that '37' could have been the secret behind the US involvement in the Vietnam war, so I dont know. Club 7, which lasted for a few years, could entertain a few hundred people with performances, jazz etc, beer consumption. I notice that it may be that the names of the ukrainian cabinet (reshuffle 8 days ago) somewhat indexes the situation at Club 7 in the summer 1982 when I had to hurry out].

(30/7-25: Or was it the opposite - that 'jazz groomers' did not have to come to the club?)

News today of an aircrash 15 km from 'Tynda airport' today in eastern Russia of a plane that had taken off some 2-3 km from the border to China. This could have happened around the same time as 'clashes' (as it was called) broke out on the border between Thailand and Cambodia. It seems that some F-16 had shot across the border, for whatever reason.

The spoon is 'Cailand and Thambodia' - could be for 'gayland and I'm body, ja'. Would it be about doorway passings?

'Dåp Tiende' (cp Tynda) = (norw. for) 'baptism tax-paying'.

Some days ago I noticed a datapiece which invoked a memory of Ragna Grøver (decades ago) using the word 'tynner' (which is a fluid for mixing into paint etc) but which invokes associations to 'thinner' - such as a physiognomy. The word has a special toneme.

'Cayman' could also apply to the spoon on the name of current austrian chancellor 'Christian Stocker'.

'Talpak [or 'talpok'?] között' = hungarian for 'between footsoles'.

A couple of weeks ago I photographed a parked car and the owner followed very closely after me up the street to the police station a hundred metres away or so up Goldschlagstrasse (parallel to 'Märzstrasse'), repeating the question why I had photographed the car. 'Das ist gestattet', I told him. In the moment when I photographed the parked car, it gave off some blinks with its red rear lights even if it seemed that nobody were inside. I notice this excerpt (from Sebastian Fitzek's 'Die Einladung') mentioned in this file. (I noticed this book published in june - apparently in a series also published earlier). If that should be relevant, I notice also that the spoon on the chancellor name (in the sense of 'sti is til han crocker' = norw. 'path is/ice to that crocker') could associate with norwegian 'dinna sti' (= 'that path' in sunnmørian dialect).

In the summer 2020 there were also quite a lot of more or less diffuse 'ado' in the district, until I travelled down to Italy and the global COVID curve went down on the day when I crossed the border. When I (after COVID border-crossing restrictions) came back in 2021, the contents of the PO Box had been emptied and the post returned to sender, even if I had sent money for the fee.

I do not want to go abroad and find my home plundered when I come back (letter of notice had been given but had been stolen from the postbox, could be the story told) - my papers, manuscripts, everything lost. That is not what I have deserved after all my years of important work. Many people have earned money from it - I have not so far. The political system is not much worth if that is all that comes out of it. The world owes me a lot of money after all those plagiarisms.

It is probable that the ukrainian people do not want the war. There have recently been protests in Ukraine against a law of Zelensky's that hampers an anti-corruption committee.

I hope 'smear campaign' is not the plan.

There may have been much (quasi?) pressure on Norway for providing an apology and 'billighetserstatning' to me - with the latest chance on 21 may 2025 (when Milgrim and Lischinsky of the israeli embassy in Washington were shot) which was 6 weeks before the mid of the tax year - and when they dont, they hope to dump it onto me - like the british dump mechanism from the anglican church onto Norway who could be abusing me for dumping it further on. It would then have been the fact that they had not come out with an apology (according to, say, the Apollo program to the moon in the summer 1969) that is supposed to lead to 'international rejection' of the norwegian citizens - among whom I then could be taken to be the representative. But that would be only a 'dirty trick' of the political system.

('Political system': If the story is that Norway should have provided an apology and economic reparation to me for the abuse throughout my life, but have not done so and therefore the world's economy is heavily burdened under the widespread abuse of my work, then the world's response to the absence of any apology to me should be that norwegians are rejected abroad but I am not).

(28/7-25: If there were no jazz at all on Club 7 but only some sort of rock'n'roll, would it have meant that jazz groomers had no real access there?)

26 july 2025:

Why would I have hurry out of Club 7 in the summer 1982? Grue, who was the husband of Herdis Eggen, arrived there and asked me how I would like it if he were to knock my teeth out? I found it wise to withdraw from the place. It was later that it surfaced to my mind that his words were a strange echo of what I had written myself in probably the spring or early summer 1982 on yellow paper with the 'Erika' typewriter I had borrowed from the first father. I had got some yellow, light green and pink paper from somebody who did not need it for a copying machine, I think it was, and as far as I remember I had typed on the yellow paper some words about knocking out the old yellow teeth of the father (or the one who had taken his place in 1969). However, it is clear that when this was written on 'old yellow paper', it was more about the types of the typewriter hammering in there.

I had started studying literature in early 1982 and had probably read Homer's Iliad then - and I could have recognized the phrase ἕρκος ὀδόντων = 'the fence of the teeth' (norw. 'tennenes gjerde') which occurs at least thrice (in P.Østbye's translation which we read) - in Iliad song 4 verse 350, song 9 verse 409 and song 14 verse 83. In fact Iliad 4:349-350 AND Iliad 14:82-83 are identical - here from song 14 verses 82-83 (tick 'greek load' to the right for the greek):

ὸν δ᾽ ἄρ᾽ ὑπόδρα ἰδὼν προσέφη πολύμητις Ὀδυσσεύς:
‘Ἀτρεΐδη ποῖόν σε ἔπος φύγεν ἕρκος ὀδόντων:

Then with an angry glance from beneath his brows Odysseus of many wiles addressed him:
"Son of Atreus, what a word hath escaped the barrier of thy teeth!

ἕρκος means 'fence' ('gjerde', pronounced 'jere'). On the third occurrence in the Iliad - at song 9 verse 408-409 - it is without the preceding line:

ἀνδρὸς δὲ ψυχὴ πάλιν ἐλθεῖν οὔτε λεϊστὴ
οὔθ᾽ ἑλετή, ἐπεὶ ἄρ κεν ἀμείψεται ἕρκος ὀδόντων.

but that the spirit of man should come again
when once it hath passed the barrier of his teeth,
neither harrying availeth nor winning.

The father was replaced in the summer 1969 and the school dentist 1970-71 destroyed most of my teeth but let the 8 front teeth in the lower jaw remain reasonably intact and they are still fine - it could be that I had understood when I read in 1982 this that it could have applied to the school dentistry as well - and clearly this could have been the background of my typed words on the yellow paper. When even Grue later used those words to me, it must have appeared to me that he had been in my home and read through those papers when I was out. (It is not probable that I had written it after he had said the words on Club 7 - not only would that not have been my words but it would also have been a ridiculous attempt to turn the words and hence roles around my way). It is later that I understand that there could have been an old 'project' based on the three occurrences in the Iliad, including 1970-71 for the school dentistry which then could have served to tell me: "Now, John, you can go to the police and let the words about the new father out over the fence of your teeth". Even the attack of 11 september 2001 on USA could have served to tell this formula ('911' is the police emergency number in USA). But how should I understand the strange similarity with the words on my yellow paper? It was I who had used the formulation 'knocking out the teeth' - that is not in the Iliad.

There was also the event with my childhood friend Geir Hagbø in Molde in a winter in late 1960 - I put small pebbles in my mouth and blew them out again as if they should have been teeth. Had I understood something already then?

Another aspect of the story could be relevant as well: It happened once with Eggen that the condom burst - I do not remember the temporal order of those things but it was certainly before the Club 7 event (since I immediately broke off my contact with her after this Club 7 event). If, therefore, Eggen's mention of 'Kjaperud' = 'now you better hurry out' were after the condom burst, the purpose with the Club 7 event could have been to get me out because the condom had burst and because there is a name-similarity of 'Herdis Eggen' with 'Club 7' if the latter could mean '37' = 'thirdyseven' (and a 'club' is often made of 'wood' = 'tre' = '3'). To this comes the element that she once (probably rather early?) menstruated and quoted a poem allegedly from Georg Johannesen (who died in Egypt in 2005) with the line "my first sexual intercourse was on a newspaper during the Korean war". 'Korea' means in norwegian 'where is she' and if the myth of the older sister having been replaced with another person in 1970 or 1971 were up and going in those days, it could have applied to the norwegian newspaper 'VG' - for the name of the older sister. (However, 'korean' would mean 'where is he' and could have applied to the first father in 1969). In which case even Eggen's own name would have been on the form 'The Herd is Evven' = '37' (if not simply 'the heard is heaven'). If so, the story of the Korean war could even have made for a name-similarity with 'Club 7' - which then could have been the reason why I should hurry out - since the condom had burst. I think the condom were made by the swedish producer RFSU.

(30/7-25: Could be it was not 'RFSU'. Could it have been 'Black Jack'?)

It happened later that Fjellheim told about 'herpes' and Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen (in the 1980's) started his own graphic firm called 'Bon Ton' - for 'Herpes & Bonton'? - cp. ἕρκος ὀδόντων? The reason why I would have to invoke this memory is that the first time I met Petter Enok Skau Jakobsen = PESJ was in the autumn 1973 - I was with his brother Ole Skau Jakobsen (a schoolmate) to their home and he pointed to a door and said 'he is in there' and I went in and he was positioned half lying on a mattress on the floor. [28/7-25: I think he was leaning on his elbows as if reading a book - or, say, were involved in a sexual intercourse - but there was no book there, as far as I remember, and I even have the memory that he seemed to be waiting for me to enter through the door - I do not now remember if I knocked on the door or not - his brother had told that 'he is in there', and then I could probably not take the chance that he did not open if I knocked]. But this was 9 years before the menstruation left a blood stain on my mattress. PESJ had an electronic organ with a rotating 'leslie' inside, which attracted some attention. 'Leseli[g]' = 'readable' - if somebody had been in my home and replaced the condoms with sabotaged copies, would it have been 'readable' script about this on the pack? Condoms should not burst? But if they had been replaced with defect copies, who could have done it? The fact that Grue's words sounded like an echo of mine from the typewritten paper in the same room would have been alarming?

I must leave the question open here whether it could have been a mythological intrigue element that PESJ even could have been my own first father. Of course that is thinkable - I dont know if it is any interesting for the real world.

The story about the 'J' in the sofa from Budapest 1984 could have been a related theme. But then it could have been about a 'JG' rather than a 'VG'.

Eggen told of this 'Kjaperud' (= 'now you better hurry out') but also once refused to leave and I had to take her in the arm (maybe sleeved - I do not remember this well) and lead her to the door and push her out. The next time she had several blue marks on the arm - but not on the place where I had put my hand. Hence it sort of told that the structure corresponding to a sort of 'condom' had been altered by somebody else? It would have been this which could have been associated with the story of Ragna Grøver's alleged car crash in the summer 1981 when she had a blue mark on the back of her left shoulder which she asked me to look at - and I fancied that it was the seat belt ('selen') that had snapped (burst) on the impact of the crash and hit her there. But seat belts should not snap or burst? Cp. 'Zelen'-sky in Ukraine?

I add that I had no reason to suspect that anybody had been into my home without my permission except for the details referred to here.

My PhD dissertation was rejected in 1998 by a committee containing also 'Fenstad'.

[27/7-25: There is also a significational element in this history related to the clean cut across the forehead of Ragna Grøver (in the hospital after the car crash), but it would perhaps sort under the category of 'medical information' for which reason I do not mention it here].

27 july 2025:

Somebody has left this 'feather' fixed on the screen of my computer which has never been on the internet. It is semitransparent on the screen image and I cannot get it off but can see vaguely through it. It has probably come through the wifi which is used for surveillance - either by the surveillance itself or by hackers.

28 july 2025:

[Written yesterday morning]: To repeat it: It seems that the historic basis for the anglican church with Henry VIII wanting to marry another woman was so unfortunate for a church that they had to dump the problem elsewhere and this could have been the 'political rationale' which couped the real reason (the submorphemic Aristotle contained in the language) for the state of Norway in 1814 - which means that Norway probably feels the problem or necessity (in order to uphold the state) of having to be the unfortunate solution which England does not want, but since that does not function either they made me as the scapegoat for having something to dump the problem further onto.

Prince William was born in june 1982 which would have been around the time of the events discussed yesterday [= 26/7-25] - and if prince Harry today is a name which could be recognized relative to the 'harrying' of the Iliad song 9 verse 408-409, one could see even the name of 'William' in 'Monier-Williams' (cp. 'mann-i-gjerde') whose sanskrit dictionary was completed by the last proofreading when he suddenly died ('Iliadish'?) before the book was printed. Alf Torp suffered a similar fate with his 'nynorsk etymological dictionary' which can be seen to comprise the original linguistic reason for the state of Norway before it was 'couped' by the 'political' reasons which then would contain this 'dumping mechanism' of Norway. But clearly such a dumping mechanism would be as unfortunate for Norway as it would be for the anglican church, and it should be permitted by Norway today to take it that a dissolution of the english state church could be a solution better than the dumping mechanism on Norway. It should not be necessary for Norway to be in the role of the fools of Europe. It is probable that the people of Norway do not want this solution any more than the people of Ukraine want the war (as there are signs of in Ukraine these days) - or the people of England the option of going to the wrong place through their religion. Stop the 'foolish' mythomania - that clearly is the solution. Norway should not have to be fools for upholding their right to the territory or the state - and hopefully the state leadership have not committed so much foolish wrong since 1905 in order to fulfil the dumping role that it is too late already. It should not matter what are the names of the princes in England.

Catherine of Siena (or was it Theresa of Avila) thanked her God for all the difficulties and problems he had given her - which does not mean that it would be right to dump difficulties and problems onto her.

It is wise to understand that the 'big hoax' of the moon landings in 1969 - if the replacement of the father in Norway were the 'big hoax' - probably meant that it would be necessary to come up with an apology for such 'foolish' mythomania as that could be. The condom that burst should not be stored as a relic in a holy shrine etc. It may be 'relevant' for the christian creed or faith to the 'knocking of the teeth' with the revelation of Knock in 1879, but that would be in terms of Aristotle's submorphemic and poetic logic, not with such ridiculous details. It may be true that this interpretation of Aristotle was discovered by me - but that is no reason to sanctify the historic condom - however much such an item would be 'sub-mo[the]r-femi-c' - on the contrary that would be a good reason to ensure that my works be published properly.

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A train derailed yesterday at 18:10 near Bechingen, reportedly between Zwiefaltendorf and Zell. Could it be about the lens on my smartphone camera? (The 'smart' 77,3-64 - as in my DDS part 3?) I sometimes wipe my mouth with a paper cloth when I eat dinner - such as e.g. 'curry in' at the 'kjeve' = 'jaw' etc. It is not 'smear campaign'. It seems the derailment could have been caused by an 'Erdrutsch'. A 'Schiene-Hi-Lo'?

It was by the earthquake of 'Lasjerd' in Iran that I suddenly understood that earthquakes can perhaps be triggered by laser bombs. The idea of socalled 'knorrs' (rockpedo bombs going through the earth and rock for exploding deep down) is not necessary if that be the case. 'Må'n ha hjul' = 'the he must have wheels', say, for a transport. If I shall have my things transported somewhere, I could need assistance - say, a transport firm. That should not apply to the transportation of the food I eat through my intestines, though.

Are there significational traces of 'Droemer Knaur' (Fitzek's publisher) in the derailment complex?

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πάλιν χύτο ἀήρ = the mist dissolved or vanished (in Liddell & Scott's Greek-English Lexicon under the article χέω = 'gießen')
pxlin auto χῆρ if A glides over onto X.
Rechlin = Oslo Report #6
χῆρος = bereft
κηρός = beeswax etc. On etymology: "A foreign loan from a substrate language, cognate with Latin cēra and Albanian qiri, and possibly also with Lithuanian korys, Latvian kāre."

Hence 'Kåre' could be derived from ἀήρ. Then what about πάλιν for 'Rechlin'? The name 'Dagfinn Kåre Føllesdal' seems possibly to have been around somewhat after I sent an email some weeks ago. Since I was followed by a man whose 'auto' I had photographed, I could speculate if this were to be understood as a 'Føllesdal' ('followed-valley'), and then πάλιν could be a 'Dagfinn'? From 'giessen' (χέω) there could perhaps be an A.Giesn (cp. the 'TOP D&D' mentioned under 24 july).

As far as I remember, Georg Büchner once moved into 'Gießener Seltersgasse' (cp. Zell and Bechinger - [29/7-25: and then 'gießen'/'Zwiefaltendorf' = 'Vas Gereben' = 'vaske reven' = 'to wash the behind/fox'?]). 'Hütten' is a verb which associates with 'gießen'?

If there are intrigues up which could invoke a childhood trauma of mine related to e.g. chemicals, I hope that these can be stopped. I do not want a repeat of my problems of the late 1980's.

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29/7-25: How did I find this πάλιν χύτο ἀήρ? It was because the memories from the late 1980's - when I shared office with a person called 'Dag Diesen' - came back in the context of the TOP D&D cleaning in the house that I found that there could be a significational relation. 'Dag Diesen' means 'a misty day' in norwegian. From the logic of 'ag iesen' = 'A giessen' I looked up the etymology to 'giessen' and found that it relates to ancient greek χέω = 'gießen' and therefore I read through the article in Liddell & Scott and recognized this 'mist'. The late 1980's was a terrible crisis in my life - and I have wondered if it were about the reinvocation of a childhood trauma of considerable impact on my life. The days of the late 1980's felt like burning up inside and I could not continue sharing office with Diesen. In addition, TOP D&D were cleaning in the house the first years when I lived here - it first functioned okay but one day the cleaner had forgotten, for whatever reasons, a cloth outside my flat. Since I saw him in a window a floor above I took the cloth and gave it to him. That is when the problems started (I have later speculated on a reason in a sanitary towel soaked in blood held before my respiration during rapes in drugged condition at puberty age - which could be the second '2' element in a '1-2-2-3' form - but have little or no evidence for this theory of puberty rapes) and I could eventually not even be in Vienna on the weekday when he was cleaning - I normally travelled to St.Pölten or Győr for avoiding the feeling of a dissolution inside and returned not before the cleaner had left. When TOP D&D finally were replaced with a new firm, the crisis was over. Now they returned again a few months ago and it has started getting difficult again. Anybody who is very allergic to nuts will know the feeling if one has been unfortunate and consumed some nut substance - it goes as an extremely unpleasant feeling through the organism and the psyche and the blue sky looks like semi-transparent milky white colour (like 'a misty day') for some hours while one waits for it to go down. (See also the brief comment of 27 july 2025). It can take a day before it is down. In addition, there could be 'a misty day' in a spoon on the alphabet ABCDEFGH... = 'a busy day, a foggy age...' spooning into 'a foggy day, a busy age...' I have guessed that this phenomenon is the reason for the story from the late 1980's - and I have guessed that it could be rooted in a '1-2-3' of my childhood - the '1' I have evidence for in this magnet resonance tomography scan of the brain which shows that a part of the brain has been removed (scissored off) while the skull is intact, which means that it probably happened in very early childhood. From this one could guess on an injection of horror chemicals around the age of 18 months - which would leave a mark on the relation to other people which does not go down again. (The official parents have admitted that I nearly died of an allergic asthma attack in Hammerfest in the late 1950's, but they claimed that I must have done it myself by putting a nut in the mouth). The norwegian society pretended that they could not understand this but drove me to forced psychiatric treatment in 1999, something which of course made things only much worse. Of course the train accident at Zell/Bechingen in the context of TOP D&D in the house could have been a burden on my relation with society. One can think that the 'logic' would have been of the type that Norway should have presented an apology and economic compensation for abuse including such childhood traumas which could have been made on behalf of the state if the parents were agents for them or worked on their behalf, but no so such reparation attempts came around 21 april 2025 - but there came this phenomenon 'instead, so to speak - which could be the very opposite. That could be about a dumping mechanism from England onto Norway and further onto me - if such a chemical experience in childhood could have been imagined as the place whereto the britons do not want to land up through their state church after Henry VIII's marital reason for its foundation. Of course such a dumping mechanism would be experienced by me as very disappointing indeed - I have worked very much through many decades and many people have earned a lot of money from my work and I have earned nothing from my literary work and then it should not end up like this. The trend should turn and it should start going the right way without abuses of my work. The story of the russian transport minister tells perhaps that I cannot even expect to succeed in moving elsewhere without losing my belongings - which would be a large magnification of the problem by the 3-4 poetry notebooks I have lost (and, as one could fancy, could have been abused for plagiarisms or business instead). It seems to be this 'dumping mechanism' which could be the problem - and then it is clear that Norway should not have to behave in the role of that which England does not want to have even if this could have been a part of the basis for the state formation in 1814 - when the 'marital-penis-shaped' country was established and immediately went into union with Sweden untill 1905 when the first norwegian king was called Haakon VII - since there (on basis of 'Heimskringla') allegedly had been 6 Haakon kings before him, in the medieval times. A pity it would be if that Heimskringla were a mere fabrication for pretending that there existed such a norwegian kingdom in the middle ages - and if this were a part of the reason for the state formation in 1814 (cp. the reason for the church formation of Henry VIII). But there is no reason why Norway should continue carrying the spiritual burdens for England - if they could get out of this mechanism they could also stop dumping it further onto me.

Some norwegian authors have suffered from heavy alcoholism - such as Olaf Bull, Axel Jensen, Jens Bjørneboe - probably because it is 'not permitted' to do valuable spiritual work without being burdened down by some such problem. Norwegian drinking for paying for english sex - is that the dumping mechanism? And if you are not drinking, you risk falling prey of abusive plagiarisms instead? Hans-Henrik Holm could be an example (?), and I could as well.

Of course I should not have been taken to forced psychiatric treatment in 1999 - it should have been the state who apologized for such a horror injection in my childhood if that were the case. This was an important part of the reason why I applied for political asylum in France in 2002.

Clearly if there should be pretexts out pretending that more mobbing should improve my chances somehow, I ask that such mobbing be ended. My relations with society are rather worn down by what I believe could be extensive abuse of my authorship. It would be Hitler who would be satisfied with such abuse - and that should not be the politics of the western world.

TOP D&D seemed also to have changed to a new logo (seen on the bonnets of the cars in the opening scene of their web page) before they returned to the house some time ago. The apparently new logo is rather similar to this illustration which I made for this article of 11 november 2022. I dont know when they got their apparently new logo, but clearly if the logo were made later and the similarity with my illustration were not a coincidence, a potential invocation of this complex in the train derailment at Zell-Bechingen could have had an immediate effect on me via the presence of TOP D&D in the house.

I moved into Zinckgasse in late 2009 and then TOP D&D were cleaning the house. When the new firm took over I do not remember, but I believe it was after the Donbass conflict broke out in 2014 (a conflict which later led to the Ukraine war in 2022). Is it 'international secret intelligence services' (or a 'liga' therein) who could have organized the train derailment in Germany three days ago? Is it they who hope to expand their markets - for organizing new conflicts a la Ukraine - on basis of e.g. the adulthood effects of a childhood trauma of mine - such as in the late 1980's or a few years after 2009? If Zell / Bechingen by 'Gießener Seltersgasse' means 'sprudlwasser' = 'the brutal wasser' (in the sense of e.g. my allergic or outright 'chemical' condition in Hammerfest in the late 1950's - I cannot know if there were an injection of horror chemicals or if it were a natural allergic attack) and if this were what could have been used (in combination with widespread plagiarisms of my literary work) for provoking a war in Ukraine by way of persecutions in eastern Ukraine, it is of course smart to not let this spread to new countries. I have earlier speculated if there could have been plans of a 'Black Sea Loop' along the eastern branch of the european swastika - and that the reason for Russia's invasion of the eastern part of the former Ukraine on 24 february 2022 (roughly 12 years, 2 months and 3 days after I had moved into Zinckgasse) were to stop the progress of this Black Sea Loop of terror (in the eastern Ukraine - a terror which could have been what made some 95% of the population there want to be russian citizens rather than ukrainian). Are there plans of a similar conflict in e.g. Moldova? Or even Hungary? The entire branch from Paris to Turkey around the Black Sea could be a potential target of such 'chemical' persecutions by such an 'international secret intelligence service' program, if I have guessed right. Then Europe should of course not allow for such a program - such as the possible terror in Zell/Bechingen could have been about. If Zell/Bechingen were terror (high-precision on the placenames, including a Zwiefaltendorf for making that 'movement' effect) and not a natural 'Erdrutsch' due to much rain, such a program should not be allowed to continue, in particular if it would have been for contributing to making a new conflict in eastern Europe. Hungary are very explicit that they don't want to be dragged into such a conflict as they have in Ukraine. And, as I have repeatedly stated, the apparent plagiarisms on my work should not be allowed. It should be very possible for public administration to tidy up in those things - instead of letting the Ukraine war spread to new countries. It was probably not Russia who provoked the war. If there were groups of representatives of such an 'international secret intelligence service' program who provoked the war in Ukraine by chemical persecutions on people (mainly russian nationals, as one would guess) in eastern Ukraine up to 2022, clearly that should not have been allowed by Ukraine. And if the allergic attack in Hammerfest in 1959 were due to an injection by representatives of the interests of the state of Norway, clearly this would have been part of the reason why Norway should have presented an 'Apollo'-gy for it (such as now before 21 april 2025, 6 weeks before the expiry of half the tax year 25 years after the turn of the millenium), but no such 'Apollo'-gy arrived - instead there were the news of the assassination of Milgrim and Lischinsky, employees at the israeli embassy in Washington. Did I 'do it myself', in Hammerfest 1959 when I was 18 months old? Or would that be to turn the roles around - such that it could have been the young jewish genetics who did the 'terror' if that is what it was? Would that have been a reason for starting persecutions against the jewish genetics? The issue of the 'auto-fellatio' = 'self-sucking' in 1971 after the replacement of the father in 1969 could be about just that question. It is not impossible that the concept of 'a misty day' could be about just this matter - whether I had swallowed a nut (causing such a semitransparent-white 'misty' day) or if it were about the injection of horror chemicals on the small child. If the state of Norway comes up with an apology ('Apollo'-gy would be a play on the Apollo program of e.g. the summer 1969), then it means that it was not the young jewish genetics who were the one who conducted the 'chemical' terror - and so there would be no reason to start persecutions of jewish genetics on such a basis. I do not remember the details in what happened in 1959.

30 july 2025:

It is seen from the preceding discussion that a Black Sea Loop (as the eastern branch on the european swastika - with Norway, Italy, England as the other three branches - which came to be constituted by the establishement of Norway in 1814) will have one primary function and that is to lend a strongly reinforced emphasis to the political reason for the establishment of Norway in 1814 instead of the (by me assumed) linguistic reason which there could have been for the specific (then totally inarticulate) purpose of making it possible to understand Aristotle anew and thereby bring an end to the conflict between protestantism and catholicism. It could be that England would have been the most ardent opponents to such a reconciliation, and that such a program of theirs could have found a basis also in lutheran Germany. My theory tells that it would have been the form of the (then) norwegian language which called for making a state out of it since the form of the norwegian language highlighted the character of the submorphemic Aristotle to such an extent that it would have been possible to understand and articulate it. The discovery of the submorphemic Aristotle is contained in my 1997 PhD dissertation 'A waist of time' - and that is why it was a potential catastrophe that this was rejected.

It is seen that if Norway accepts my PhD degree and apologizes for agencies and abuses relative to my person, this could constitute large progress for the peace process in eastern Europe and maybe it can lead to an avoidance of a third world war.

31 july 2025:

It may be that 'Giessener Seltersgasse' is something in a construction of some sort. 'Giessener Seltersweg' still exists in 'Giessen' and there seem to be some 'Selters' mineral water sources in the district. Hence of relevance for the above derivation:

Giessener Seltersgasse
Diesen er Seltersdagen

Cleese John er seltersglasset?

Setersklasse: 'Er på hytta' ('is at the summer/vacation house') - cp. πάλιν χύτο ἀήρ = 'palin khyto aer'. 'Seter' is the summer house up in the hills with the summer pastures for the animals.

'Seltersdagen' could have been the weekday (some years ago) when TOP D&D cleaned in the house and I had to be out of Vienna. My crisis in the late 1980's when I shared office with 'Dag Diesen' was also around the time when I a few times met the man who called himself 'John Grøver' (since the replacement of 1969) and who had the status of being my father at the cafe over the farmacy 'Svanen' at Karl Johan Street in Oslo.

There was a school shooting in Graz on 10 june 2025 - by a former student called 'Arthur A.' This happened during the 'Matura' (final exam). He was shooting even in the classroom where he himself had been a student.

A day or two later I got a new 'Meldezettel' (not 'Bademantel!') in the post. It had been printed on 12 may 2025 [1/8-25: and the letter was dated 6 june, so the school shooting could in principle have been by somebody who wanted to prevent the potentially positive effect of the letter]. It was signed by a name which resembled a former classmate of mine - leaving attention to an interchange of M and B. Cp. Matura / Paul Badura-Skoda etc.

'Droemer' / 'Tråbil': A 'tråbil' is a child's pedal car (e.g. 'Kettcar' type). It was in 1970 or 1971 that we had moved from the western Norway down to Fredrikstad in the east. In the west the word 'ista[d]' means 'a few moments ago' but in the east it can allegedly also mean 'in a few moments' (into the future). A boy a little older than me explained this to me (in probably 1970) while a child pedalled by in a 'tråbil'. 'Bøddel' is norwegian for 'hangman', executioner'. Pedal, bøddel', meddle/mother etc.

In short, it is possible that this makes for an 'A' for the hypothetical 'A.Giessen' complex.